SCHOOOOOOOOL !

did i post about how fun i had for this year raya? hehe

hehe im glad i have them in my life, and met them in my life. Don wan ask much, i love my poly life, love more than anything :)

ok mira, get moving!

im not jealous of thin ppl around me, im not. its just, im always tired, which is why i have to get started to eat less, exercise more. but im always saying and no achievement. well now, its really time because attachment is coming soon and im onlt left with two weeks. i can do it!

my first upmost priority is to get my belly flat. yeah! i aim for tat.

go mira.

the day you went away.

if only he knew his family whom he adores, live happily till now without forgettin him:)

if only he knew that im a student nurse, and im much a happier person now.

if only he knew how 'big' i became.

if only he knew that i have changed to a better person.

if only he knew that aliff is a big boy now.

if only he knew how happy my mum now.

if only he knew that we all love him and still remembers him after 14 years passed.

ilove you papa. and u will never be forgotten..

i remember the day u celebrate my only birthday wit me.

i remember the day when you hold my hands.

i remember how much you love me wholeheartedly.

i remember how fast i ran to you, when i saw you.

i remember how you watch me danicing and singing when im small.

i remember how you smile when you see me singing for the first time the national anthem.

i remember how you have treated me as your own daughter.

never, will i forget a kind soul like you. never. :')

Only 18, yet.

take a gooooooooooooood look at this guy:) he's young and soon gonna be bulky. a very lovely, kind, generous, sweet, caring, and loving. He's all i need, and all i got, and wat i wan for the rest of my life. i believe, meeting him , and being wit him, starts my life afresh and to a better person:) i love him more than that very first day we met. he never fails to make me smile, to pamper me, to buy me stuff which i like, to console me when im down, to cheer me up and also to ease me when im angry. baby, you're the only guy i wan in this world, cuz no one else is like you. You're really the kindest person ive ever met, and i don wan any other gals to have you but only me. you change my life to a better one, you make me become a better person, and you brings up the real me. im me when im with you baby. i can finally share myself, my soul with you, someone like you, who love me as who i am, and who love me more than himself deserves a greater love. all i can give you is my pure sincereness towards my love for you, my faithfulness, and my support, my heart and also most importantly, my life. you're my life baby, and i really thank you that you came to my life. thank you so much my dear. thank you. im very grateful to have you.

ILOVE YOU BABY :)

hello!

hello guys! it's beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen so long i din update my blog. kwangs:) hehehehehe! so tdy me n my classmates celebrate Nurses' Day and National Day:) hehehe it was awesome maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! :) the foooood is nice and especially the cake. and i have put on weight! yeah ur right so happy tat im becoming a chubbier person! omg!

hahahaha oh wells, fasting month coming, and im gonna do sth abt my weigh man. /:

hehehe im still wit my darling precious bby love :) ILY BBY!

Nursing is my passion.

MS YONG'S TREAT FOR US CUZ EVERYBODY PASS FOR SKILLS TEST!

POWERPOINT PROJECT LA GROUP 4 ONE LAAAAAA.

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo people who read my blog :D hehehehe haven been like everytime post these days /: well, busy with life. hmm, anw! im sponsored by JH and im happppppppppyyyyyyyy! means, there is sth topush me thru all these 3 yrs in Nursing. hehe! attachment is like coming soon. 0.0 ITS LIKE ON THE 29 AUGUST LIKE OMGEEEE RITE? heh. /: anw, i really love school n been happy.Maybe tats why, i been putting on alot of weight. sheez. my kakak just told me just now, u put on so much weight! omg. hmm tats it! i must refrain myself from :

1. waffle

2. fast-food

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! tis is like torturing for me ): but wat to do! i cant seem to fit all my old clothes lately. ): and i have a bf who is a fitness trainer, training people to lose weight but ME? bad bad example. tats it, im gonna start running. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. -.- i hate running! but why i jus love fitness guy? hmmmm /: well, opposite attracts. heh. problem wit him have yet to be solved, since his family doesnt really like him to be in relationship, i just don noe wat to do. i tried to keep it to myself how painful to see him suffering like tis. i want to ease his suffering by letting me go, and me letting him go bit by bit.. haix ): too bad i cant cuz i just love him too much. but i will try, cuz seeing his brother n sister hating me so much, i should just let go.. rite? i don noe, im still confused myself wat to do. perhaps, should just give me some time to settle. i love him very much tho. :)

okay, so tis coming monday got bioscience practical test! im all ready for muscle n heart but bones? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-.- why bonesssssssssssss?

n nursing theory test oso tis coming wed! so like it tested all the way tat had been taught from first day of school till now? /: maybe i should study it properly cuz its like gonna have attachment mah, so must noe the necessary stuff in hospital. hehe :) i somehow scared n oso cant wait to go attachment at AH. its like.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i wan i wan! but scared tat i cant be able to do anything /:

hehehe gonna mug for bioscience! chiong allll theeeeeeeeeee waaaaaaaaay!

when you love someone, nothing else matters.

i love my life.

it's been 6years..

Yepp, it has been 6 years and this blog, is still surviving.. Had read thru the pasts, and well, my past are history. Not gonna feel regret or wat, it's just my fate & luck. :)

All i know, im a much happier person now thanks to the surrounding.

I have sucha an awesome classmates, bf & family.

Where in the world can anybody replace them?

Seriously, i really love my life, and i would ask for anything more. i just wan these to continue and nothing change. hehe. well altho some people might change for a reason, well, at least, ive found true frenship n relationship tis year. A rabbit year, really a good year for monkey :) heh. okay, now on a serious note, i had important exams n test tis July and wit all the Semestral Exams in August plus my attachment in AH. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan . O.O hhahahahaha.but im loving it to becoming a student nurse. i would not ask for more man! :D

hehehehehehehe! altho there are like many things going on in school, and everybody like stressssssssssss out , oh wells, NR1105 never fails to make my day! hhehehe plus my beloved bf! ph how can i live without them? :D

ILOVESCHOOL!

MY NYP LIFE AS A STUDENT NURSE!

hehehe, coming to NYP has definitely put on my weight alot! heheh but tdy wit my consoling and supporting frens, manage to climb the stairs everyday without fail. :) HEHEHEE. nyp is an awesome school wit so much headache, laughter and true frenship.

It true that poly is fun!

My only regret in life is that i enter JC, and i shd knew in the first place i shouldn.

How's my course gg? Well, exams and presentations coming, and workin wit my awesome group, wah! motivation to coming to school is greater each day :) i just love tis people i met now. We all different age, different background, but we have same passion that keeps us tgt.

heh heh.

I LOVE NR1105!

how now?

good morning dear blog :) its been so the very long ive had updated my blog man. hmmm. hehehehe! anws, my life is good, alhamdullilah, im wit him for 4 months alr and counting of course :D hehehe! my work life is okok, at least im not cashless :) hehe! love life, is simply awesome. anw, i wont be seeing him till sunday): gonna miss him very much tho. haix. hmm hehe anws! we both bz wit our life, he is wit his attachment, mine wit my sch holidays n how much i shd study now actually, cuz when sch reopens, my life will be super packed ! hehe anw im doing fine in school :) i got an amazing group and it was just plain awesome la :) hehe! i want to be like yanti, know everything n its like wow! hehe! hmmm :/ i must learn to read up more, and do myself more research so when school reopens, i will be just okay. hehe ive got A for bioscience n weeeeeeeeeeeeee! hehehehehe :D Sponsorship wise, i hope i get either NUH or JH. tis two hospitals are my only hope to work here :) i just went to JH interview n it turns out fine, next im making an interview soon to NUH, i hope my interview is next week. hehe! If i gotten JH, den its fine with me cuz the people there are simply awesome, maybe after 3 yrs bonding, i moved to NUH? hehe confirmed can one, cuz my mum been working there for like so the very long. haha. oh wells, my life is good, alhamdullilah . and ya :) me starting afresh wit my new school, new work, new guy in my life :)

assalamualaikum .

alhamdullilah, 3rd month already.

happiest gal on Earth thanks to this guy above :)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehooooooooooooooooo! LIKE WE CELEBRATED 3RD MONTHSARY TGT!

i love baby.

lotsa fun tgt! especially when i fetch him from work just now at jbp :) alalala! so cute!sucha small boy i fell in love wit, now and forever!

ok, im tired ah, hmm, CAUSE I HAD SOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY!

assalamualaikum.

work work work no pay.

hello people! :)

im done wit the scripts! like yay! i hope its excellent work :) never wanna fail ICA man.

So yeah, i have been working in Pictureworks for a month now and the pay has yet to be in . Only on 15th May. sigh. :/

i think im quiting tis job tis June . And im not gonna teach tution.. Too tired. hehe! i noe im teaching good students and the family is good. But i still think of quitting. I hope i get my sponsorship from any hospital, so i can get money every month from the government(one of the good thing why PAP shd win cuz MOH is really gd) hehe! :)

my baby oso quitting his job! so we're finding tgt. i cant stand work tat makes sales. i hate it la. i don really like being under people. Yes, the people is nice, but they're all look so faked. hmm :/ nvm. hehe!

exam coming NEXT WEEK. n its BIOSCIENCE! woooohoo! i don wan history to repeat, so mira, better get crack n study now. its actually last min, a week before aru belajar, but yeah! i can do it! 50 MCQ and im gonna owned it man! :D

okay, er 7 more days to my 3rd monthsary wit baby :) da 3 bulan seh. lame pe. hehe!

assalamualaikum :)

poly is just so fun !

and when i say fun, i really mean the word. it is REALLY FUN.

hehehehe

ilovemyclass and my classmates, super duper different from the class n frens i have last time.

it really shows and opens up who i really am. i wanna work hard so badly, to stay 3 yrs wit them.

hehe! im a treasurer in class so its like im really trusted by most of them and im glad about it :)

hehehe!

now im in school alr, and its still early, but oh wells, i love my school :)

IM IN DIKIR BARAT GRP. LIKE YAY! hehehe :)

and i got a good frens around me ! like ain, ira, yanti and wani!

weehooooooo!

those old frens of mine who wanna noe how i am.

IM GOOD AND HEALTHY ! :D

Assalamulaikum :)

im tired but happy .

LIFE IS GETTING PACKED EACH DAY !

still im a happy gal :) hehehe weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

thanks to the guy of my life :) who everyday make my day withut fail. wooohooo!

okay, i want go eat.

tata!

2nf Month !

Happy 2nd Monthsary Baby Izzi !

hehehehehe :) just the thought of him makes me smileeeeeeeeeeeeee.

like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

today is OUR DAY !

no one shall gets our way !

im am sick again

i hate it when im sick. like eeeerrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh /: wah, today work was effing fast but tiring siol. and at the end of the day, everybody seems to piss me off. when im home, i thought there was fooooood but guess wat? ALL MY FAMILY FELL ASLEEEEEEP. and i tried order mac, n damn TELL ME TO CALL BACK IN AN HOUR TIME. LIKE DAMN CB. kay, i want bathe n sleep.

work is tiring but was awesome okay

ALOHA ! *shuffles*

hehehehe ! waaaah, today work is dammmnnnn tiring altho its kinda slack..

and i made no sales. 0 SALES. like OMG. haha.

sighhh. /:

hahaha i met new fren who name is Beatrice and SYAFIQAH ! hahahaha! LONG TIME NO SEE HER. my fb fren :) was happy to see her in my workplace. and she work in the same workplace as me ! like weeeeeeeeeeeee ! hehehehe :) SUCHA SMALL WORLD MAN.

work was like damn slack in science centre and boring but it worth the money. hehehe! for money sake man.. been working n wah my schedule super packed ttm. but no matter wat, me n bby still msg :) hehehe tmr am workng again and sunday too.. waaaahhh freaking tired.. den mon training n home tuition. fooooo! packed pe. hehehe i just cant wait for my anni wit bby. i wanna kisss him n hug him sooooooooooooooooooo badly ! :)

ytd i had a date wit him before i meet my mum and it was definitely the sweeeeeeetest memory ive ever have in my life (": hehehehe! ILOVEHIMSOMUCH!

will nvr forget all the times we spend tgt. hehe!

wooooooooooooooooooooots ! :)

happy gal !

assalamualaikum

sweeeeeeeeet life

hehehehe ! i just got my pay for home tuition ytd.. hehehe they are so efficient la ! :)

one more week to go, and i will start my school. sigh. /:

hehehe i cant wait anyway ! yeah! hehe! :D

I LOVE MY JOB LA ! i love my job, i love my frens, i love my school, and i love my boyfren !

today super slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

oh wells, i deserve it.. tmr gonna work -.- always working.. 3 days straight, fri sat n sun.

siggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh.

ok byebye meeting baby soon ! like sooooooooooooooon after his work ! yeah !

assalamualaikum :)

And i love my life now.

Hellooo readers ! :)

On Friday i went out wit my bestest n longest frenship ever, my 12 yrs frenship, Diana. Hehehe, up till now, i still rmbr our past :) yeeeaahhh! Great time wit her ! We walked around vivo and bugis and yeah ! awessssoomeee moments ! more times wit her !

And idk why these days i love smiling wit teeth. Guess im toooo happy wit life ! :D

hehehee:)

Currently im working at PictureWorks Science Centre. The work is slacky, and met many funny peoples and random oso.. but it was tiring and fun :) hehehe!

and baby fetch me from work on my 2nd day of work ! like woooohooooo! *shuffles*

hehehehe he sooooooooooooooooooooo sweeeeet la ! always melting whenever i see him:)

my life, my drug and my baby!

TODAY WENLONG TREAT ME PIZZAHUT SIA. tsk, rich kid. heheh!

oh wells, he's gg NS tmr so BON VOYAGE WENLONG ! u got my support man ! :)

hehehehe

im a much happier gal now, maybe its cuz my family din really quarrel much altho there is tension but it will be ok tmr.. and the most definite ans why im a much happier person now is ive found the most wonderful guy ever! he may not have everything, he may not be perfect, but he is the one who stole my entire heart, and whom i wan to spend the rest of my life with ! and i changed for the better becuz of him! awwwwww hehehehehe ILYSM BBY!

heheheheeh

happy happy gal

assalamualaikum :)

tired.

If u wan, order okay. :) email me. aazmiraa@hotmail.com

hi people, im definitely worried abt my life rite now. i don know what my future lies.

i seems to really get tired. maybe im just tired of lazing around.

first day of work is tis coming sat, and it is in the morning, and im kinda worried n scared.

sigh.

baby, if only u knew every single day i wish to see you, every single day i wish to be by ur side. And as i type all this, tears coming out. idk why. i just feel helpless. like idk hu to tell to oso. i hate tis feeling. /: really. but ur always working n schooling n gg out wit u frens n family but nvr have time for me. idk. i so much want to bring the matter up but i just don wan to be selfish. tats all because idk. maybe i just have too much time of my own and always missing you. i shd just stop it rite? yeah. nvm, starting from tmr onwards, i will be bz wit my life, n i wont disturb u anymore.

i wont. i promise. n its just so hard to tell u by sms, really.

SIGH.

gotta go. i cant seem to do anything. so moody. bye.

assalamualaikum.

feel like screaming my lungs out tat i have THE BEST BF EVER !

Itsssssss MONDAY PEOPLE !

hehehehe the day im seeing the mp ltr, n hmm :/ maybe i wanna go jp to pay my bill and look out for pri 3 stuff to tutor tmr. hehehehe :)

i jus woke up! and baby still sleeeeeping, soooo cute lah!

its been 1 month and 2 weeks we been tgt :) and still counting! years to come n future to come i'll be really his! hahaha mira mira, keep dreaming.. u noe gals like to dream of their prince charming and stuff like tat? hehehehe baby izzi is my prince who ive always dream to be with :)

LOVE is sucha wonderful feeling man. Yeah, we always quarrel and stuff but well, that's ups and downs in relationship. i wont mind gg thru all this wit him, because i really love him.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

i have to enjoy sleeping and resting n having fun while i can before sch terms start ! hehehehe :)

and i want my baby! okay, i shall go sleeep wit my baby now.

assalamualaikum .

True frens :)

Goooooooooooood Morning FRIDAY !

hehehehe, ytd i had my time wit yolanda! yeah again! and i must really thank her for getting me a good job wit awesome pay ! i will be working in Science Centre and also as a home tutor :)

yeah, so work, check, school, check, family matters, check, true frens, check, boyfren, check.

Complete my life to start of afresh in 2011 (:

One of the reasons why i wan to get iphone 4.

heheheehe :)

ehhh im so chubby OH MY.

okay but still, i look nice :)
yeah ! hearts them ttm ! hahahaha :) 6yrs of frenship and moving on! :)

wit them, im so myself. unlike in JCs, i don think i ever wanna go back there again. One of my most regret in my life is to come JC. so yeah . sighhh. nvm
At least i learnt alot of lesson thru it.. hehehe, im gonna start afresh in poly ! and tat time, i went to my sch wit my mum, was sooooo amazed by the size of the school and everything.. hehehe its just one problem, my student card my face SUX TTM ! oh my i look damn chubby ! nvm, tis semester in school, im gonna trained myself well, and changed my lifestyle. not forgetting my family and true frens and of course BABYYY IZZI! hehehehe :)
my guy whom i want spend the rest of my life with :)

i cant wait for school. really /:
Assalamulaikum.

him..

he makes me feel proud of myself
he encourage me whenever im down
he will be there for me when i need him
he will take care of my everyday very well
he loves cuddling me
he loves me
he is my one and only
but the thing is,
am i being a good gal for him?
i have mood swings tat even my family cant take it.
i will always want attention ffrom the person i love,
i always want his attention to me.
i guess im being too selfish.
and tats y i tot maybe he deserve someone better
but now, as he is ignoring me, ignoring my explanation
i feeel like damn sad. damn regret. i shd have known, he will never want me to say all tis,
cause i must be proud of myself, must be strong,
and also think, tat im the best for him
i really seriously doesn want hurt him, because he doesn deserve to be hurt.
and im so hurt now. especially when he ignores me ):
i cant live without him.
i need him badly. and i cant imagine him wit another gal but ME.
yeah):
i nid u now bby.
sigh.
i noe u gonna ignore me for sure.

family matters

o.O have i updated about the time i went USS wit my family?

hehehehehe it was AWESOME !

nyehahaha. my sis paid for our tickets. n yeah:)

ME !

look at my sis' make up n mine ! hahahaah! hers is totally thicker than mine!

As i look upon my family photos, i told myself, we've gone this far, we've suffered enough and this is it, we deserve wat we have now. Although now currently short of cash for my school, i know we gonna pull it thru cuz we gone thru tougher times than this. hehehe.

in 3 yrs down the road, i will be a successful. and in times to come, i will be a better person. in this 2 yrs back then, my life is like im living in a dark tunnel.. my frenship, my love , my family life everythng just messed up.

im glad, in 2011, im enlightened, alhamdullilah. my family stays strong tgt, we forgive n forget. my one true love is beside me every 24/7 365. ive found my true frens who really stick by me whenever i got my sorrows n happiness to share with.

so today, BY TODAY, all my sch stuff enrolment will finish and done. on monday, me n my mum plan to see the minister. :/ and every mon n tues, 730pm-930pm, i will be home tutoring.
and my driving shall be continued, aiming to get a licence by this year. yeah !

GO MIRA GO ! hehehehe ((:

assalamualaikum.

And i wish today's never ends.

hey guys ! :)

today i have the time of my life wit my booboo izzi ! yayyyyyyyy! hehehehehe :)

okay first thing, we met at pioneer station, and i was engrossed wit my phone and he touches my cheeeek ! ouh was shocked by it! hehehe

and then we went to his schoooooool! so awesome pls especially when we have to take the LRT LIKE OMGGGGGGGG WOWWWWWWWWWWWW! HEHEHE.

thanks bbyyyyy! for letting me enjoy in the LRT. sooooooo coooooooool man i tell u. (Y)

and den we went to wudland mrt and met his fren. hhehehe i saw 2 of his frens alr. so cooool. reminds me of my frens toooo. it seeeems we had sooooo much in common (:

i studied! pri 5 science.. becoming a tutor/teacher is definitely not easy, u got to plan the lesson n everything. sighhhh. BUT im done wit my first lesson and bby help me check! he say ok! so ok! :)

otw back home wit bby is shioknessssssssssssss. i love long ride bus wit him :) hehehe and his shoulder is the best place to sleeeep and my best smelly pillow ever ! hehehe!

14 14 14 ! i love tat no n he love it tooooooooO!

OKAY, den send me home , a nice warmth hug and kiss simply ends my Monday wit a SMILE :)

ily lah bby!

Turning over a new leaf.

As i look back to the past (i know i shouldn) , i realise how stupid and naive i were. How i took life so granted and din cherish those good times i have and oso not being serious in life.

i realised how much ive grown from 16 yrs old gal to 18. its beeeeeen 2 yrs, and my life chg horifically. OMG.

i noe ppl always say its not too late to turn to the right path, but i just feel tat my life is totally wasted. those 2 yrs before, my life is like a horror. A NIGHTMARE.

like, why don i realise my family has beeeeeen always supporting me be it financially or emotionally? why cant baby izzuddin rescue me 2yrs back? why cant i think maturely at tat moment point of time? why don i reflect myself and see how much evil ive became?

astafirlahalazim.

2009 and 2010 were horrofic. i don wan ever look at the past. so much betrayal, so much sigggghhhh. wat can i do? its alr the past and i cant chg it.

okay, tis yr, is 2011, and im starting my life afresh, im being the old mira again, the 16 yrs old last time who never have any stress and everyday life is just so happpyyy.

well, actually tis year, it started quite well, especially when ive met the love of my life. the one who understands me, the one who love me for who i am, the one who wants nothing from me but my sincere love. and i sincerely love him wit all my heart.

for him, i willing to change my life for the better, cuz of him, i see my once-upon mira. we share many things in common, and watever he has in him, i have it too in me. he make me reflect back of who i am.

alhamdullilah once again he came to my life.

i hope tomorrow medical check-up will be alright (as im really into of becoming a nurse) and hope the payment of school fees will be okay. and thus i can online enrol myself in nyp. and therefore live my life to the fullest, and study hard to become a passionate nurse in future. not forgetting my dear family and true frens and of course, my true love, baby.

its 12:54 am and i cant sleeeep still, i just cant help feeeling how much my baby has really changed me to my oldself, my real self, inside me is shine, like a firework.

cause baby you're my firework!

BABY IZZUDDIN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MIRA REALLY LOVES YOU ALOT, AND CAUSE OF YOU, I AM TO MY OLD SELF BACK AGAIN. I LOVE YOU WIT ALL MY HEART, NOW AND FOREVER. THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR COMING TO MY LIFE. ILYSM!

heheheehe i feeel much better after letting it out, i guess i shd join my baby sleep now.

assalamualaikum.

grandma tales

hehehehe me n my forever webcamminggggggggg ;)

tdy gg nenek esah house again like YAYYYYYY!

cuz her foooooooooooood ROCKS ! its beeeeen so long since ive eaten wat she had cooked. heehheehe miss her ! so me n aliff planning to attack watever she cooked for us latr like YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY! HAHAHAHA.

wahh, tis nyp stuff like so many things to do, wth, im so stress up, paywat tuition grant la, haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. tis sat some more gg medical examination. -.-

lucky is by 25 march.

soooo 15 april is my orientation! like phewwww not 14 april, or else baby goonnaa be really mad at me. hehehehe

ok, i have to go offf now, BYE PEEEEEEEPS.

assalamualaikum.

my life turns better all thanks to you

Hello people! it's been looonnnnnngggg since i have a proper post, a long and sweet one.

i still rmbr how xinyi (my junior) love to read my blog, but wait, tat was 2 yrs ago.

hehehe if u guys take a look at my history, ive been such a blogger freak. hehe.

My life been good so far, 2010, is a tough year and 2011 is showing me some fruitful year.

ive entered jc, and my next life is poly. im still quite unsure whether to retake but i noe one thing tat my mum is giving me full support of me becoming a nurse.

SIGH.

watever it is, i know tis is my last chance to really show myself tat i can do better n be somebody in life. all my life, i love the atmosphere of the hospital, i hope my future is really working in a hospital. heh.

my frens in jc are like hmm, idk, come n goes, i wish them all the best in their uni days anw.

some people, can make it there fast, but some others takes time, n tats me.

i may be slow, but i never stops. and to whoever who like to see me down and ruined, well sorry to disappoint you, i get back up on my feet, and starting afresh in poly.

heheheehe these are some pics tat really makes my day, everyday. hehehe :)

well, if u look close enuf, my small lil bro has a crush on someone, he's growing!

snickers love posing herself.

hehehe my JC frens, once upon a time. missing tat times, but its gone now.

my sis like finally wear scarf,after years of wearing 'revealing' clothes. alhamdullilah.

we went USS on 14 march, a day i will never forgets, when aliff acts like himself (and not like a teen) and mama was soooo happy and suppoting in takin roller coaster, and pretty kakak, still look pretty wearing scarf.

hehehe, well, after 2 yrs i spent in JC, i find myself a stronger person, altho to me it was quite a waste to be in tat sucky school. but at least i noe how harsh life is in Singapore, its not about the qualification or how smart u are, to survive in singapore, it about how u never give up trying, and 'expose' urself to different type of ppl.

In jc, also, is where ive found tat frens come, frens goes. and in life, we don really need frens, all we need are family, and TRUE frens.

after graduating from tat sucky school, ive found myself,

FAMILY. TRUE FREN. and TRUE LOVE.

yeah, syukur alhamdullilah.

i hope my days forward will be much better.

NANYANG POLY HERE I COME !

hehehehe and i love my baby izzuddin so much ! i will NEVER find another guy like him.

been wanting so much to find my addiction, n he is my one most addictive thing ever ! hehehe :)

thank you my love, thank you so much !

kay, shall end my post here.

Assamualaikum.

because our 1 month is ruined

haixxxxxxxxxx.

he's my one n only bf whom i looooooking forward to celebrate our first month.

And this happen.

but wat to do.

life still goes on.

n tmr its the day im gg USS.

n my dream, is to actually go USS wit him. /:

its ok, on the bright side, he understands me, and im gg wit beloved family(:

like baby baby baby ohh

im not working. ive beeeeeen slacking for a month now. hehe. :)

well. i just hope next month i would start sch again, and start anew.

4 april siol. tats long.

but im oso waiting for my JC posting results as i wan to retake my Alevels again.

:/ haiya stress! one of the reasons whyyy im not finding job is cause im waiting for tis ijc to call me. ugh. whether approve or not. SIAN TTM.

i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !

omgggggggggggggg ! i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !

kempunan seyyyyyy! smebody go wit me ! NOW!

bby, i cant help thinking of the past.

back on track.

hehhehe :)

how are you?

heheh (: my stuff.

okay, if u ask me how am i, well, im GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD :D

hahahahaah life's been awesome lately. REAL AWESOME.

hahahahahaha.

okay well.

my ALEVEL results on friday ! nyehahahah DIE ! but oh wells, passed or fail, my family alr make plans for me. (:

family life? its plain awesome la. my brothers sisters alhamdullilah, ever since snickers came to our life, our rezeki betol2 da jadi murah. thanks snickers (:

love life? hahahaha, i met the best guy in the world, and im lucky enuf to have him ! ahahaha.

work?

T.T don ask me tat, im not gonna find work till i got my A's results. :)

okie dokie ! im done here. overall, my life's good lately, n nothing to post alr, so

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERS.

my bbyyyyy izzzziiiii !

the love of my life !

my only one !

friendship never ends

this year movies not bad uhhhh/:

watched Black Swan & Just go wit it alr. not bad sia !

hahahahahaha (:

awwww, how i miss old times.. hehe :p

n i missss my bby ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT !

IZZUDIN !

Memories meant to be left behind

as i look upon my photos in the past, make me really miss those times.

n i tot to myself, oh mira, ur 18, its been a long journey & many things have happened.

hahahahahaha

sometimes, is either you're too happy or too sad or too stress wit ur life, tat hey, u forgot who you really are, n how strong u actually is.

when you're young, the world doesn matters

all tat matters is ur family.

n as u grow up,

u tend to forget tat

u go for love n seeeeeek love

eventually u lose urself.

tats my story,

however, im lucky, as i manage to turn back, and walk to the right side of the road.

as i met, a boy, who is one in a million.

nice is too simplistic, he's more than ive ever wanted.

n he's my true love.

thanks bby. he change me alot.

change me for the better .

Blessed

heheeheheheheh new stuff to buy. no, i have to buy more stuff! which is

No 1 : MORE CLOTHES.

No 2 : SHOE

No 3 : CAMERA

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

kinda tight in cash but nehmind. always living happily.

anw, i m blessed. alhamdullilah.

i love my bby.

i love my family.

very very muchy!

ive found the right one. i don care wat ppl say, i wanna be with him forever.

he's mine, now n forever.

our love is strong !

OFF TO BBDC NOW! SIAN MUCH !

You make my heart smile

if my heart would have a mouth, it will be smiling because of you!
hehe.
falling in love is sucha sweeeeeetest thing in the world.
man.
tis is how love feeeeels like. TRUE LOVE i mean.
hahahaha
in love wit izzudin very much.
never would i let go
of such a nice person like him (: