Pain.
tat's the word i describe my heart now.
Pain.
And just pain.
after knowin so much things at one go,
i realised ive been such a fool.
such a fool to be like a fool
felt pain rite now
it hurts so deeply
till i cant rmbr the date today n wats going on.
im in pain.
real pain.
really.
♥ why? jus why?
Saturday, February 6, 2010
♥ HALU!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Rain Or Shine , they will always be in my memory box (:
♥ a burning heart
Sunday, January 31, 2010
WEEHOOO! WENT OUT TO LIB DATE WIT YOYO!
miss her so much & love her so much!!!
so i manage to study n get momentum for Organic Chemistry. Jus tat i din manage to complete studyin but ccan be continued today((: AM SO GONNA SCORE FOR BLOCK TEST! ((:
uh-huh. someone help me. im so crazily in **** wit him!
till...
-i willing to die for him
- i wan to look good & lose weight for him (to attract hiiim)
- i wan be effin SMART n super good in studies for him
- finally, i wan be wit him (which i cant -.-..sadded)
oh well, in short, i wanna change FOR HIM. cuz YA! i love him very de very much! sadded. i wish im famous in sch(which i hate it) but famous jus to catch his attention TO ME! =( n i gotta strong feeling his frens, doesn like me. =(
anw, went badmintoon trainin yest, was damn awesome la pls. Nizam played SUPER WELL. he's good(: hahas. lena's gd too. n many are good! i wanna be AS FANTASTIC AS THEM. in 2months time, i gotta train hard now. heh heh heh. ((:
kk, gotta go (:
cheers~
i miss u.
miss lookin u walk to sch.
miss u in the class.
oh man.
u had made such a great impact in my life.
♥ when the table turns (:
Sunday, January 24, 2010
the day before anythin else ((:
HELLO WORLD ((:had a great & awesome tim on 22-23jan. heh. shiha hope ur happy sygg ((:
well, basically, me n haider had been plannin to make a surprise birthday bash for my darl shiha ((; at vivo. n tell u it was a BASH. haa((: so after sch (&hmecomin) on fri, me haider, lala n zeek meet up at jp n went city hall(: to find shiha's stuff. ended up, go hme late. at 12. hahs. my mum is owite wit it cuz noe why? she met them hahs. LOL. kk, enuf abt fri. the next day, was AWESOME. haahs. i hope shisha really enjoy it really. (:
overall, had an awesome time with them tis two whole nights.
went home (luckily shiha's aunt gave me a car ride back home cuz its pretty late at 1am. n i saw many BANGS. eek.
my photo album(:
aunt n shisha
the 3 noisy kids
n shisha's aunt treat us dinner ((:
n shisha's aunt treat us dinner ((:
heh ((: yay!
happy 18th ((:
more on facebook(: dee took pic many more la sey. DEE QUICK UPLOAD!! haahaa((: best time tgt. best time shootin pic tgt. best time hang out tgt ((:
Once again,
HAPPY YG KE 18 BIRTHDAY LA FASHIHA((:
♥ New Year Resolution!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
- Balance Sports & Studies well
- Become a certified badminton player
- Lost 20kg of weight
- Increase 10cm of height (currently : 154cm )
- Obtain a Silver medal for NAPHA
- Be a top student for math in the cohort
- Get a B for chem startin from prelims to Alevels
- Be the top in class for GP
- Get an A for geog from prelims to Alevels
- Score for physic in Alevel
- Be at best in last year in Innova
- Forgive, but don forget those peeps (revenge)
- Finish learning Muqadam
- Preparation of Alevel
- Learn to be optimistic
- Win Isk heart (heh)
- Start on driving license after gettin a job once Alevel over
cheers (:
♥ ...
Thursday, January 14, 2010
FUCK EVERYTHING.
♥ again, gals are jus gals.
GALS??? WAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOIN?
when i read about the past abt how much gals were being discriminated, i think i know why.
seriously speakin, i prefer boys to girls.
why?
cuzz
(1)guys wont gossip like gals
(2)guys take things easy
(3)guys forgive & forget
(4) guys don like segregrating class
(5) guys HECK abt wat u are as long as we treat them nice n respect
...
..
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LOTS MORE. like goddamit. i jus hate it. really. i hate till i must do sth abt it.
tats it, im gonna do it
REALLY!
ERGH. anw, had a nice day today(:
cheers.
your frens rite,
mayb im a bitch.
im such a fucker.
really an ass.
mayb u shdn be even look at me.
cuz im ashamed of myself
let me find my true self.
n also i will never turn back.
