Life.

"I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing"


Explained everything of me.

Iphone 5! Nak jugak!

School is bloody stress now; and i mean it. 

It's like there's no break at all this time round, and there's really no chance to even have abit of fun.

OMG

but then, it's a good way and a good thing for me to lose weight tho. altho i don see a change in myself, but im not giving up. im toning my arms my legs and all. hehe. 

i drank Herbalife for good health. been skipping fast food. so yeah, im doing good! i been sleeping well too! haha

yes, im saving up for Iphone 5. My resolution to next year, i really want an Iphone 5 for myself. 

Cuurently im using my Nokia Lumia, i do like it but nah not my type. at least i know now, Galaxy Note is too big for me. 

today since lesson starts at 11. i shall make something. hehe.

Broken Relationship

Yes, i went bowling yesterday and i really had fun with my precious people. (': We celebrated belated birthday for Yantie San and im glad she liked what ive got for her. 

Just now there's this guy that i was staring into space, and i know i actually stare at him blankly, like no thoughts in my mind, and after a min, i realised i stared at him. -.- so embarrassing man. this just reminds me of the past. during secondary school. haha. 

So yeah, looks like my relationship has come to a pause. (not an end i guess cause i doubt he will let me go) . im sorry izzi. sorry for not giving you enough love. insyaallah if we're fated, there will be a day, when we will be together. afterall, you're a year younger than me so ya you still have a long way to go. i don wan you to regret for only having me in your life. 

and for school, i realised the responsibility of a staff nurse is really very overwhelming. i have to get prepared. i must know my time management well and everything. i have to be prepared for all this stuff. 

Be more proactive, open-minded, calm and cool, and wise.

My goal is to become a nursing lecturer. That's my goal, and i have to strive for it. 

really hard. i can do this. i need to make my family proud of me. 

Assalamualaikum.