one change in a spilt second

before i post anything, i want to wish my Chinese readers HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
heh. that if i ever have readers in the first place.


so what now. hmm.
i am getting pissed with someone lately. that someone changed in just spilt second. i mean like how can you treat a person with so much love and suddenly the next day you just treat the person like a stranger? i mean i never knew a person can be that evil at that certain extent.


not to say that fellow is evil but hey whats up with the promises and sweet nothings? like seriously, do you treat strangers like this? it pisses me off sometimes that people are often taken for granted. and yap, thats you. if you ever read this, just so you know, i am damn pissed with you.


you are a good friend but seriously treat the people around you with dignity and pride.
fml why do i have to meet and know such selfish person? why?
i was trying my best to be a good friend to you, to be there for you if you ever needed someone. but hey what, i was just to pass by your time anyway right? *roll eyes*


i hate fickle minded and selfish person, really. no wonder your life is never at ease. cause you make use of people. now i get it.


karma, it happens. you wait, just wait. so all those promises and words you told youre expecting it to just brush it away? damn you basket. dont ever come back to my life again.

just be myself.

i swear the house is filled with so much noise and laughter thanks to them. #ilovemynieces

show me

i wish i could go back to the past when my dad was still around. i miss him so much it hurts. sometimes i look back and think of what i have done all these while. for the past 24 years, what have i achieved? what have i lost? i must thank the Almighty for waking me up everyday day by day without fail. and today, for making me blogging about this.

i am grateful that i am a nurse now, and surrounded by passionate people, good colleagues and good boss. what can i ask for. i have family, my mum my nieces who look up to me. good friends. but somehow something is just missing which i dont know what it is.

i still feel empty.  i still feel down at times knowing im just not good enough for the society? i don know. part of me seems to let me know that my life is meaningless.

i learnt how to swim, i guess next i want to learn how to cycle.

hais idk lah. my life is annoying. adios.

2017.

Started my 2017 right. 

Hopefully it'll be a smooth and happy year for me and my loved ones. 

All i asked is to be happy everyday and no worries. 

good health. 

oh shit i need to get my insurance ready. 

I'm getting old.