sch memories stays.

hey guys!

today i went to bookshop for werk. well, uncle paid me $21 cuz i wer for 7hours.

today was hell great for me. very experienced, i kept on sayin, "welcome to pioneer ..have a nice day! "..haa.. im glad ttat the parents of the newbies sec 1 trust me alot! haa. =p

my job was to measure the shoulder n waist to agak2 the size of the uniform. cool huh? haa. =)

hmm, it was a long queue but ive enjoyed it cuz all the parents are super frenly, n the sec1 are so cute. so small, so sweet..

then there's this boy eventually came out frm nowher, " can u serve me? u very cantik leh! "...haa..cute siaks! so sad i cant serve him cuz firstly, he was cuttin queue n i told him to queue, basic courtesy ma =p den.. he was up next but im bz wit some other customers! xueting n ms tay convinced him so hard to make them serve him, he kept sayin, " i wan her to serve me, she cantik eh! " haa.. so cute siakss.. den he got came back wit a booklist but books are at e othr side", he ans " orh ok! "..hee2...

so cute la.. a plump chi boys, face chubby2 de, woos. =p

n he so sweeet today la, he noe im tired to bring snickers's food home, so eventually, he go n deliver it while me jus stay at mac lpk-in wit the 3brothers. =) btw, when i walk wit zam, ikin n ashid, i feel as though im the most little gal.. alamak..everybody seems lookin at me lo. cuz yeah. zam is rite, they may think i play 3timer. woots. =p

wah very best man today.. i love today so much! =)

k la, tmr i probably buyin a new phone n tmr is gonna be a damn busy outing family day! =D

so guys, till then!

cheers!

Jurong my homeland.

a beautiful home i've got.

haix.. i prayed hard tat i got a job. i wan support my family. at least, i get to lighten up my mum's burden. well, today i jus found out haix..sth la.. i mean k, my bill so high den alot lot more stuff..

my mum always bought many expensive things for us all, but didn i realise tat she always din buy anything for herself.. only her birthday..cuz we will buy for her..

she jus said, she's old n doesn require many stuff.. so sad siaks..

im not gonna buy an expensive phone, serious.

at least below 400, cuz my lil bro gonna buy new psp tat like 300+..

half of her pay gone to the bills..n now stil got aliff's sch stuff n my stuff.

k fine. . i don wan talk abt tis.

now my aim jus wanna be a gd gal. tat's all. =)

:not gonna hurt my mum,

:not gonna talk back to her.

:not gonna be any bad bad gal towards her.

i promise. hmm. k fine, i SWEAR.

she usually tell me to wear nice2 go out.

now i noe why..

haa.

btw, there's this special person who change me to a better person. =D

i hope to be wit tat person for long long..n even if things may not work out,

but i don wish to lose a fren like him. n he's gonna be away for 4 whole days. im gonna miss him.

Its been a month since i left PSs..since 4v5 seperates. its been 2 years n 1months since 2V1 seperates and its been a mnth, since i walked to sch wit my BESTfrens.
Its been a mnth tat ive been readin books frm 720am -750am, assembly time and keep lookin at the clock. haa. obviously i hav not been really readin. Its had been 4damn years in Pioneer.

During this years, i found many obstacles, so many challenges, so many learnings and so many heartbreakins, so many fools include me. ahaa.

here is is azeerah whom officially became my bestfren since Sec4 .

many fights we got thx to my temper, no, thx to our attitude. childish attitude.

hearts herabove is yoyo, whom i frequently go to sch wit. =) my loves juniors, shena, xinyan, aqilah n .... n since became my BESTfrens. =)

okay, those are not all, there's most special ones, whom i neva forget n whom hate to take pic

: Pok Xueting & Koh Wen Long

not forgettin, NATASYA. who currently now either at Australia or Indon. ahaa. =p

i miss everyone perhaps. i miss my sec sch. i miss the nonsense. i miss the crappings. i miss critics sometyme. cuz their critics super childish. haa. =p

but it's time, when we all let go of each other, n step outside to the real world, outside a humble neighbourhood sch, Pioneer..

alone.

tat's me n felicia. =)

at a certain angle, i looked fugly. infact, i m ugly. haa. nobody's perfect ma. there's sth in everyone tat's beautiful..=p alamk don noe y i suddenly talk abt tis. =)

hey guys! update! =)

recently, i have been fell sick..yest was the signal...when i woke up at 11 yest, my throat damn pain as i swallowed my saliva..find out, i got sore throat..den as the time passes, my body grew hotter n hotter..den i took panadol at least 3 times alrdy. now, today, i freakin sick of fever n sore throat. my throat like hurts like mad lo! dammit. i wonder y out of the blue im sick. shit siaks. bcuz im sick, i cant touch snickers. ltr affect the virus. see now as im bloggin, flu came out of my nose.. i thus cant go out, again. dammit la. =(

sch bookshop auntie call me yest to go for a meetin at 11..but i feel way too sick man. ahh!! my throat damn sucks.. i eat tat old chang kee la ..alamak...

but don ever blame food. blame myself for eatin eat. haix..

shld i go to the bookshop anot? shld i go for the meetin? alamak..but i feel sick eh..haix..

kla, im off for now. nid go catch some rest.

cheers =)

hey guys.

tat's my sister's pet boy, snickers.

cute huh?

he's only 5 months old n was adaptin to my environment.

his cage is in my sis room which me n my sis shared. well, i had to adaot too. adapt his smell and well, sleepin wit an animal.

haa.

so today, i went out wit my sis n aliff to JP..wow JP is like way too huge liao! woo can go bankrupt i tell u. damn. its like WOW. my sis bought me a new top which im tot of wearin it when im seein someone's parents..haa.. =p

hee2.

haix, i kena grounded n must stick to wherever my family goes btw. again. dammit. jus bcuz my mum tot im gg out wit ikin. well hell im not lo.. haix.. so tmr, sorry yan n akiki, i cant go. n furthermre, we cant go out n be home b4 six. haix. damn sad sia. my mum like not trust me anymore. n thinkin tat i bhave like wild boy now. wth.

k nvm, stay hme oso not bad, i currently stuck wit 4x4 cube which dammit farel did it.. i must not be so outdated.. haa..

well, 16 is the age of teenage life which undergoes many downs tat makes them strong..

im willin to start my life afresh n became stronger n try not makin any mistakes tis time. =)

k ive said enuf. i really hope i get to go out wit my bestfren tis wed cuz he's on overseas on fri which he wil be back on mon. n on thurs gg out wit mum. so wed is the day.

btw, 13 Feb im gonna be there to ngee ann poly. =p

im gonna watch someone perfomin there! =)hee..

kla, nth else to updatee le.

cheers. =)

HEY READERS!

so how my new blogskins? not too bad rite?hee3..

well, today there's nth much. its jus i went out wit aliff n mama to watch Bolt. i realli wanna watch tat movie n i was supposed to watch it wit farel but cant make it. nvm, im watchin wit him maeb other movie..haa3. Bolt is like soo cute plus rhino too. "ur rhino the mouse?" tat wat the cat sae..so cute siaks. shld watch guys. my mum n i laugh non-stop one. =p

100% must watch!

k i got a gd news for myself, im gonna hav new phone!! wee wit!! sony ericsson is comin to me baby. im tired of using samsung. so irritatin seh. haa. k i cant wait! wee..

well, im takin drivin licence course, theory one. hope i can make it de.

bad news, i now am so confused abt love.

i had k come on, 2 guys to choose.

but i alrdy made up my mind. its jus i had hurt the other one n i felt so bad. but my fren say i shldn . well, not sure but both love me wholeheartedly tat i cant bear to break tat. stil, i had made up my mind. n no one gonna stop tat.

oh mira, y are u even hook up in tis?

k stop talkin abt dis.

it givs me headache but im sure i took the right choice.

haa. tis pic jus random

love has only one way.and it cant turn back.

i wanna live my life afresh. i wanna start over again. my heart is healed. now love is bloomin and i don wan anyone ruin tat.

sayonara. baik punya! =p

to my sweet bestfren : farel

hey3 im sorry i din get to watch your ncc marchin out parade today.

i knew u gonna look charmin wit that white suit as an officer.

thx for even invited me to ur parade.

thx for askin me to be the one puttin on ur right thingy watever..haa =p

sorry i din get to do it.

sorry i din get to see u shoutin n takin pic wit u..hee..=)

im sad tat i miss it.

haa. but watever it is,

u noe i support u all the way

someone officer alrdy sey..

weewit! hee.

7years of frenship n we keep holdin on!

azmira.azmira

wat a big mess you got urself into.

i love who?

chey nak step emo =p

UPDATE! =D

funny me. i miss schools. kay i admit. i love schools. at least it gets me away frm this relationship probs whch so complicated. alamak. if i hav a wish, prbably i don any of tis to happen. haa. but watever it is, its jus gettin worse. n a prob been ponderin me all de time. well, nah..don think so much later got white hair. jus stick to me. ppl say i chg. maeb i really do hav chg. i no more who i really am. as in k, i wan go back sch. i hope i get to JC. cuz i wan sch, i wan sing national anthem, i wan wear sch uniform, i wan be gd gal, i wan be nerd, i wan be the old azmira back. haix. alamak. hee =) stil, i enjoy sch hols. enjoy alot. =) haa. there's punishment n many things la. but i wish i can go back time n get things straight. haix. k nvm. well, life goes on. at least i met many new frens, many new types of ppl. haa. =p kla, currently, mira is a slacker. no more workin. jus be housemaid n tutor to my PSLE student bro next year. gonna push him to express. haa. =p

peace..

YO GUYS!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

hee. not tryin to act-chio here..but hey, tat's jus me. mira. nur azmira bte azlan. =) peace. hee.

my life nw is hell complicated. man. help me allah. pls.
choose for me the right one. damn. i found myself in this stupid mess tat i started it. so who shld i blame? myself. yup myself. i belong to who now? who am i going out wit now? well, not sure. answer is "unknown" definitely..
i hope allah get me an ans as fast as possible before anybody gets hurt. no. before everyone of us gets hurts.
i don wan let anybody down. seriously. i had enough. i been findin job n man it hard to get a good stable one. had tried whole jp but to noe avail. how sad. haix. but nvm grandma helpin me. wee. tat is so sweet of her. 40% of my pay wil go to her. =p faraz or azikin ...maybe i shld twist my life. currently im stucked to tis song tat farel played for me.. is soo nice..haa..tis 'stranger' song sang by secondhand serenade..nice rite?..hee.. he's jus sweet la but..k im stress. woo.. ok. i gotta go.. anything jus ring ok to all my frens la..=p

yo! hee!

today is actualy my uncle, cik aidi, weddin day! n i cant upload the pics cuz my abg is currently holdin on to my phone..k nvm..hee..=p

so today is a so-so day..

i did make some of my loved ones happy.

haa.

readers, im in dilemma.

hu tat gal?

my bestfren zam giv it to me. LV-7, $24.90 noe =pmy style =)
reflection
haa.nth much la.
i feel my blog gettin mendak man.
kk. wateever.
lazy update ah.
tata.

its been a month since sch closed, since olevel is over.

i found myself rottin.

i mean seriously.

i cant believ i change so much.

i cant believ how many people i had hurt.

damn

why cant i jus cherish them

and treat them well

again the phrase

too late to regret

but i really really

regret wat ive done to all those ard me

i try to get things straight

but im scared of hurtin more people

im afraid retribution will again happen

why cant things get right for me?

why must my life faced many problems after one another?

its not fair.

really unfair.

but i wish to apologize to all those whom ive hurt.

i believ we all made mistakes.

n its too late to turn back.

yo guys~! update! hee.

well, im cool recently, wasting my time,gg out, babysistin, tutorin..hmm..

but haix..missin someone lots n all e tyme..

haa..some pic, actually got more, but lazy upload..next time den upload!

zam,ikin,ammar,aliff

my bestfrens! especially e guy wit the cap!

sweet

neigbours..

retarded

emo, see aliff! cute

haa..aliff pose gd meh

she gonna kiss me!

negative

negative 2

sepia

woo..

good frens..

~the end~

yo guyz!

iqah n me

me me me!!

haa.. had great fun watchin movie wit xueting..she wil always be my bestfren ever..haa..

eatin long john n talk many stuff! u bet i wil miss her lots.. well, lookin forward to gg out wit yolanda~~!!

saw darrius workin at the Golden Village! wah, damn he sure smgt in workin man..

k den, i meet this handsome ncc guy haa..farel..

the smgt ncc, so called devoted to ncc..

kla, it was sweet..

hangin out wit him was best. haa.

k no comment.

no more me n ikin

he mean nth to me anymore

all i could think of is my bestfren..

tata! nth much but at least i update. =)

YOZ GUYS!
me n my bestfren

we watch chihuahua at Cathay!! it was super cold n i din bring my jacket! but sweet him covers me wit his Ncc uniform tat keeps me warm...n thx for the treat! haa.. gentleman habis man u.. =) i was window-shoppin, den he asked me wat i like, "which one u like, pick one" den i pick den he go to the counter n pay. so sweet rite my old fren? haa..he my bestfren since pri sch..
miss ya.. he was the one hu always teach me malay, since we r partners in mt class, we ever cheat on test! haa.. he my malay partner for 3sweet years..=) haa..takin olevel jus like me, take the same subject jus like me! alamak.. everythin oso same n its fate we rmbr each other n meet again. =)

farel n mira

mcm? compatible tak? chey..=p dat time we were both short n cute. ha.

chey wah..we played arcade..he spent alot on it.. haa.. cuz of me man..haa ..
yest i hang out wit my old time bestfren, Farel..haa..yup i does miss him alot n we spend the whole sat together! we walk walk ard plaza singapura, vivo city...walk til non-stop den ate dinner(he treat) till 9 den go home..he sent me to East west line den off he go to north east line..haa.. whole day wit him..till...9! haa..go out early come back late.

aliff , shakira n oci

haa, had a great time babysistin tutorin.n gg out! =D wil update more later..now bz la. =)

im sori 4 not care abt ur feelin ikin, but i think its best we venture on our own now, my feelin is empty, all i could think of now is my bestfren..i like my bestfren. lots.

my kids. chey! hearts them all. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE!!

MUACKZ!

LOVE YA!

hey there guys!

hakim sehemo
we're a star

nth to do

sorry for the damn long update!

haa..im fine n cool nowadays..no worry..haa..jus hang out wit frens n forget abt my own blog! haa..well i wil update this weekend ok? till next time n do catch my blog!!

MUACKS! LOVE YOU GUYS.

thx for the wishes for me wit him! wil update abt dat!