STUPID DREAM! THAT MAKES ME GO MAD!

NO PICTURES TODAY. IM STILL DYING OF SHOCK.
and so i dreamt yesterday that i went to a changing room. suddenly there were these group of "women" who wore very extremely nice sari come dancing around me. n i was like woaaaahhh special service.. n you know for me i love to see dancers, so they were dancing n TADA ONE BY ONE I SAW MY FRIEND'S FACE. AND ALL OF THEM ARE MY GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS FRIENDS! i was like, "Yat! what the hell are you doing??" n yat just give me that creep smile and ive got goosebumps..den one by one i saw everybody, i was like WHAT THE CRAP AM I DREAMING? CRAP. GET ME OUT OF HERE.
i literally get out of there n then i saw Ira, with Hitler style, i was like, IRA SAN? n she's like with a big man voice, hello Mira!


OKAY SHUT UP THIS WILL TAKE A WHILE FOR ME TO GET OVER THIS DREAM! SHUCKS MAN!

should i leave a shoutbox?

HAPPY MONDAY PEOPLE! 

so this week is the last week of school holiday (meh) 

and i have to start doing my written assignment, ASAP.

so i tot of coming down to school on Wed instead, haha. n find those books needed.

look these 2 are my cutie bunnies in the world! 

my love love love. cute kan? 

just noe my sis bought me a BLUE ADIDAS WATCH. IT'S AWESOME! 

i jogged today. for 20 min, and then i ate my chicken rice right after. haha fatie mira

Oh? It's Friday already. Alhamdullilah.

Hello again! 

Yesterday was a slacking day for me! wait, lemme thank all of you whoever you guys are reading. hehe THANK YOU! 

so yeah, what did i do yesterday? (19/12) i went to swimming at Jurong West Complex. but before that, i was watching this Korean drama, Cheer Up Mr Kim. IT WAS AWESOME! haha go watch it guys! altho it can be quite boring but cmon it's A DRAAAMAAA. haha

 so yeah swimming with my siblings was EXTREMELY CHAOS. apparently, my sister and brother can swim. but i cant. so WHO CARES YA? jus float your body away! haha

thats my bro behind, and me and front was my sister.

so we swam and swam for 2 hours? and then off to Pioneer Mall mac to eat. hmmmmm so fast that the week is gonna be over and next week, my family will be back busy with their own stuff. my mum will work, my sis with her projects and work, my bro wuth his preparation for N'level and me with my Written Assignment Management. haaaaaaaaaaaaa so lazy. but this week was amazing! 

today! we are going to eat at Ramen Ten! and then go BOWWWWLINGGGGGGGGG! yayyyyyy!!! with family of course. yap, a family person i am. enjoying much in this holiday! alhamdullilah!

i think next week Monday im going to school to study. but idk who to ask to company me? seems like nobody.. hmm so sad. haha

okay i see you guys tomorrow for updates! enjoy the day n have a good day! 

they are the best friends ive ever met!

HELLOOOOOOO EVERYONEEEEEEEEE! 

Yesterday, Wednesday Date with my beloved gangmates in Poly. So glad to have them in my life. hehe

so we plan to meet at Somerset station, and guess what? i was lost. haha LOST IN MY OWN COUNTRY. YAAAAAAAAAP ME. 

and so manage to find my way thanks to my lovely friends. 

we went to Cuppage Plaza for our KARAOKE. 

the truth? that was MY FIRST TIME KARAOK-ING . and it was super fun!! 

we sang many many songs and it lasts us for the whole of 3 hours!! haha! 

Picture Credits to:Nur Hidayat (the cameraman for the whole day) 

i shall only upload some pictures taken ok? 

this is us! from left: Taufik(Wani's hubby) , Wani herself, ME, Kelvin, Ira, Yanti & Ain! 

Us again, hello in the lift! 

Group photo. that is Yat! the utmost left. I look like some..haix hahaha

another shot! outside k-box! 

SO we sang n sang until our voice got sore. haha it was indeed fun. i wore shades the whole day and everybody was like, "MIRAAA? WHY SHADESSS?" 

hahahaha cause i don really like my eyes(I MUST BE THANKFUL I HAVE EYES IN THE FIRST PLACE, ALHAMDULILAH AMIN) but, i just don like when it's on camera. looks different. hmm. if u get what i mean which i think you guys don so NVM CHANGE TOPIC.

and theeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnn OFFFFF TO SAKURAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BUFFEEEEEET! 

i think i ate like 20 salmons? and everything else. if you guys wanna go buffet, AJAK ME IM NO 1 BUFFET GIRL! 

SO basically that's. later in the evening i'll be going swimming with family! YAY! 

okay im done here. 

Assalamualaikum! 

anw im SELLING! PLS SUPPORT!

one of the bags im selling! this is only at 20bucks! please come and support me! add me at Mira Kitara, then pm me and i'll give you my no! 

Support me! 

HOLIDAY!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA! 

im a happy-go-lucky girl! why? i tell you why! 

Cause my holiday has been a breeze! my family has been treating me and it's soooo awesome!  

Sat (15/12/12) : went to eat at West Coast! 

this cockles are awesome! really! go try! 

this is mine! forever. my fav.

rojak! malay style! fuhhhh!

me n my sis with our rojaks! 

my chicken chop indian style! 

of course our drinks. mine bandung! 

Sun (16/12/12) : We just went to Ayam Penyet and then lepak at home! it's SUNDAY MAN. haha

Mon (17/12/12) : WE WENT TO THE SINGAPORE ZOOOOOOOOOO!

more pics in my sister's photo album cause i lazy upload the rest. it's ALOT. HAHA KAI KAI AND JIA JIA SO CUTE LE! so glad to see them there! haha all the other animals were cute too. ahhh memories. 

  

Tues ( 18/12/12): We went to SEOUL GARDEN! 

and then! SHOPPPINGGGGGGGGG! my sis bought me a MANHATTAN BAG, clothes and shoe! yayyy! 

this were the stuff bought!! hehe! nice? i love greeeeeeeeeeeeeen! 

so yeah! spent time with family for 4 days already! totally awesome! it's been so long we had the time to spend together. it's really long. haha and yay! 

oh ya, before we head out, i cleaned up my bookshelves. see the before and after effect? 

hehe managed to clean up! pretty good huh?

so yeah, TOMORROW! I GO OUT WITHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY FRIENDS!

TO KARAOKEEEEEEEEE AND SAKURAAAAAAAAAAA!

HOLIDAY HAS BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

ALHAMDULLILAH! 

Musical Performance & last day of school!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLEEEEEEE!

it has been so long since i've updated right? yeah. SO LONG. 

yay! finally the stress week is over and everything is fine! cannot believe it myself that 2.2 sem is like freaking fast! hehe! n soon enough, i'll be in year 3! no no I CANNOT IMAGINE THAT! 

n then will be qualified as a staff nurse. fuhhhhhhhhhhhh! insyaallah. amin. 

so yesterday was the last day of school before sem break, a 2 weeks holidays is here! 

n today is THE FIRST DAY OF HOLIDAYYY! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

this is what i baked for my friends and they say its nice! why am i in nursing profession? haha glad they likee it! 

after school ends at 2, me n penny go Yanti's house and slacccccccck LIKKA BOSS while she has to do some housework. haha but yeah then off to my lovely friends performance show! 

me. yanti. penny.

n this is the ticket! memories! 

the show was AWESOMEEEEEEEE especially that fahmy guy, he's soo cute in acting! n my friends were of course the best! haha. i had a good laugh and a good way to end the last day of school! ((:

but mira san, we got alot of work to do:

1. Research Method presentation on week 14

2. Management Written Assignment on 3rd Jan.

3. Attachment in NUH & KK.

4. EXAMS LA EXAMS. (bio, pnpe, adn) 

5. DPP program.

n then semester 2 ENDS! HURRRRAAAYY! 

wooooooaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh seriously alot of work to do seh. BUT WHO CARES LE?? hahahaha mama will be on leave for the whole week! shall spend time with her! and then 20dec will go out with my lovelies and i wan baked for them something! 

hehe klah, i have to go off already. will update everyday now! cause it's holiday! 

Exams Presentations Exams Presentations

yes guys, it's been so long since ive updated. sorry to those who have been my loyal readers.

i have been so busy lately. and definitely this week is the toughest one of all.

sigh.

so how's my life has been now? well, it's good and im loving it. the problem is just school, haha i think i still wanna have fun in my life, but im too old to have anymore fun alr. ): 

im 20 now, and it's been 20 years of my life i have lived in this world.

alhamdullilah.

so what do i have next week?

Management presentation.

Bio Prac Exam

Nursing Skills Lab

GSM exam.

I can do this! 

Insyaallah (:

Life.

"I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing"


Explained everything of me.

Iphone 5! Nak jugak!

School is bloody stress now; and i mean it. 

It's like there's no break at all this time round, and there's really no chance to even have abit of fun.

OMG

but then, it's a good way and a good thing for me to lose weight tho. altho i don see a change in myself, but im not giving up. im toning my arms my legs and all. hehe. 

i drank Herbalife for good health. been skipping fast food. so yeah, im doing good! i been sleeping well too! haha

yes, im saving up for Iphone 5. My resolution to next year, i really want an Iphone 5 for myself. 

Cuurently im using my Nokia Lumia, i do like it but nah not my type. at least i know now, Galaxy Note is too big for me. 

today since lesson starts at 11. i shall make something. hehe.

Broken Relationship

Yes, i went bowling yesterday and i really had fun with my precious people. (': We celebrated belated birthday for Yantie San and im glad she liked what ive got for her. 

Just now there's this guy that i was staring into space, and i know i actually stare at him blankly, like no thoughts in my mind, and after a min, i realised i stared at him. -.- so embarrassing man. this just reminds me of the past. during secondary school. haha. 

So yeah, looks like my relationship has come to a pause. (not an end i guess cause i doubt he will let me go) . im sorry izzi. sorry for not giving you enough love. insyaallah if we're fated, there will be a day, when we will be together. afterall, you're a year younger than me so ya you still have a long way to go. i don wan you to regret for only having me in your life. 

and for school, i realised the responsibility of a staff nurse is really very overwhelming. i have to get prepared. i must know my time management well and everything. i have to be prepared for all this stuff. 

Be more proactive, open-minded, calm and cool, and wise.

My goal is to become a nursing lecturer. That's my goal, and i have to strive for it. 

really hard. i can do this. i need to make my family proud of me. 

Assalamualaikum.

Must learn how to save money!

okay, right now my bank left with 866. i need save 400 for my school fees. and im left with...466?
i shall try cut down my school expenses. like dont buy any nonsense stuff and all. le sigh.
7 weeks Mira. 7 weeks diet! can do it!!!!! araeso??

i shall try.

Spending the time too leisurely..

Picture when i was working in PictureWorks.

My dark rings? Is still there. My round eyes. Getting rounder. Im gettting chubbier too. hehe. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh i realise i been spending too much time on:

1st: Korean Drama.
D.A.M.N i been watching Baker King, You're Beautiful and many more. I cant stand this. Im sooooooooo addicted to these kind of drama and I MUST STOP IT.

2nd: Baking.
yes. i know how to bake already and IM NOT GONNA BAKE AGAIN AND WASTE MY MONEY BUYING THOSE BAKERY STUFF. OMG this is driving me crazy. money money money.

3rd: LAPTOP. FACEBOOK & TWITTER.
all these is driving me crazy . i can like spend hours n hours STARING AT FACEBOOK for DON KNOW WHAT. i bet other people do too.

So i got to change my habit starting tomorrow. I must change. and be more "studious" . i shall not waste any more time. 7 more weeks to end of half of the semester, and 6 more weeks to my SKILLS EXAMS & PRESENTATIONS. these presentations can drive me to the corner.
i havent find any research for anything yet, in fact, haha i don know where to start. awesome right? Anybody facing the same crisis as me? haixxxxxxxxxx. TIME MANAGEMENT IS POOR. SO SO POOR. i wish i could have time stopper or something. really man. chicha. i guess i should start going jurong west library and start on my revision. really man.. but.. i don knw wan go wit who.. i don wan go alooooonnneeeeeeeeee.

readers, if any of you read this n you stay jurong, come join me, meetup or sth. hehe

bye! assalamualaikum!

Complicated

Helloooooooo readers! Whoever you are, thank you for dropping by my blog! 

Me.

No no, dont ever think that im this size. It was not edited but i got the angle right. hehe. so ya currently im using Nokia Lumia so i doubt im gonna keep taking photos of myself all the time or even update in Instagram unless im using an Ipod.

So i twit regularly now since no more Instagram. And i don facebook that often. I don wan so many followers also nor i wan to  follow so many people. I prefer to stick to those i know i can trust. haha

So school has been O.K.A.Y 

so stress up with lectures and tutorials and I SERIOUSLY HATE ALL THE MODULES. SUCKS SUCKS.

just now teacher has like stick a tube in my fren's nose all the way to stomach and i really am so wow by it. it's called NGT. Nasogastric Tube. okay WHY AM I A NURSE NOW. AHHHHHH 

isit just me or isit just a pms thing? i feel so sad nowadays. wat happen eh?

it's like a river gushing through the at the bottom of the cliff (what was tat called? learnt in Geog n completely forgotten by it) and like just going nowhere to the sea okay shut up

i don wan talk about relationship.

bye. Assalamualaikum! 

It's our 20th monthsary soon. Why i don feel anything about it?

Somebody. tell. me. wat. to. do..

it's getting harder and harder to be in this relationship.

it's really not easy.

somebody, anybody, counsel me.

but those who never been in my shoes before.

don.

don counsel me.

I bake & i cycle for the first time!!

HELLO READERSS! 

long no see huh? hehe sorry for the late post, ive been busy this holidays. have too much fun(:

firstly i learnt how to bake! be it cookies, cakes, brownies (hmm tmr i shall make brownies) and cinnamon rolls (: i really love how they turn out sooo good each time i made it. PASSION. (:

i wan to make it as my hobby. as the in thing. that baking is my hobby. 

Here are 2 pictures of what i've baked, follow me on Instagram or Facebook to see more!

Instagram: Miwah Kitara

Facebook: Mira Kitara 

(:

Marble cake (: Bf's mum really love this and i seriously wonder why.

Homemade cinnamon rolls! 

So yesterday i went to learn how to cycle and OMG I LOVED IT! haha, i borrowed izzi's maklong bicycle and really shiok to ride on it ((: 

i wan to cycle. i wan make cycle becomes my next hobby. 

it's like i finally found something i like to do and that is baking and cycling. 

i've found something i like to do, something tat makes me happy even more. i find these holidays really awesome for me. 

So school is starting soon, and im trying to plan out my new life. I don wan to mix around with the other classmates more, maybe only with my gangs and my subgroup. I hope my subgroup this time is plain okay. 2.1 subgroup was not bad, i just don feel 'in' .

This is to prevent fights and more misunderstanding. 

I also want to brush up my nursing skills and my critical thinking. I HAVE TO. 

i feel so down whenever i don do well, it's a chance for me to prove it anyway so ya.

okay, i'll update again next time!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 20 ALREADY ALHAMDULLILAH! 

Mama bought me cakes right after her work. Wasnt she sweet? 

Anderson's Ice Cream Treat! Chocolate Fondue! 

 Pizzahut brunch! It was awesome! 

  Movie treat! i watched TED! hehe

hehe i had a blast today! especially those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY, glad that some remember and kind of sad when some of my special friends dont seem to bother.. Maybe i was not much of a fren to them anyway. But still some few friends wished me! Some who i nvr expect to! I know now who is there for me and who deserved to be my friends. (: Some just take me as 'ah another fb girl' which like hmm.. ntah eh. but fret not mira, i will delete them from my life. really don deserve.

for this day, my family means everything to me. without them, i wont be here.
another day that tells me to cherish my loved ones. especially the nearer ones.
i love my life.

i am blessed. Alhamdullilah.

HOLIDAY SO FAR SO GOOD

WOOOHOOOO I SEE AN INCREASED IN THE NO OF VIEWERS IN MY BLOG. 

THANK YOU READERS! 

so far, holiday has been fine. and my diet has been okay but exercise seems abit lacking. im still lazy. haha so today i got my results for 2.1 sems. Kinda disappointed by it but i expect to be that GPA anyway. I got a 3.64 and people might say it's not bad and all, but to judge in my class, hell no. It's still way too low. Im gonna work harder for the next sem. At least my aim is to get 3.8. 

YES MY BIRTHDAY COMING SOON AND IM 20!!!

do i look like a 20 to you? haha many will say NO MIRA NO. haha (: but im glad i live in this world for 20 years already. Alhamdullilah for Allah swt blessings for me to live till now. 

i don expect much on the day of my birthday cause i know everybody is busy. But nah, it doesnt matter to me. everyday is my birthday cause im happy everyday. (:

Izzi baby got me presents which i cannot open until Thursday comes. 

Thursday come quick! 

No, im not rich. Im just lucky.

HEY THERE EVERYBODY CHECK OUT MY NEW PHONE! 

Alhamdullilah i got myself a new Galaxy Note. I bought it for a freaking 778 bucks. HAHA. but yeah i guesss it was worth it as i lost my prev one.  I deserve it anyway. Le sigh.
So, yeah now it's like ONE MONTH HOLIDAY AND I HAVE MANY PLANS.
one of it, is to literally LOSE WEIGHT.

I guess the idea of losing weight is not about just saying, and find ways n means to know how to lose weight, i guess it's all in the mind. If i go for it, and really go for it with determination, that 30-days plan i can succeed it. My plan is to lose weight now, and once i reached my goal which to weigh 48kg (currently im 68). then i continue on to my healthy lifestyle. I know that some of you might like go "mira not again la" but this time round im really willing to. for my body, and my health sake. i have to do this.

I track back what causes me to gain more n more each day:
1. Junk foods.
2. Sweet drinks.
3. Sedentary Lifestyle
4. Fast food.
5. LARGE PORTION OF MEALS EACH MEAL.

yeah, these are all the cause of my gaining weight now. Right now, all i got to is to cut down those 5 things above and start going jogging. i have to.

i shall get my bestfren to accompany me every Sunday to the gym to check out my weight,

wat im aiming for this month is to get back on tracks. really. and be as active as i can. i need to lose those fats, not to just look good. but to be healthy. realise i been eating too much cholestrol stuff.

scared. im scared of diabetes, hypertension, hyperlipidaemia and all sorts of diseases cause by obesity.

GONNA BE BACK ON TRACK. DETERMINATION AND MOTIVATION LEVEL UP!

IMH attachment happening!

HELLO EVERYBODY! 

Currently im having attachment for 3 weeks (: I just love this attachment! Yes, im attached to IMH for 2 weeks and then polyclinics for a week. 

IMH is not what you guys think, it's a fun, lovely place to work in. Really. The patients are just incredibly cute. I love each and every of them and they deserve our sympathy. 

So one thing i love about this attachment, is i get to work with them. ((:

This is us, we're from Ward 32B student nurses 2012. (:

 And when we're in night shift, we make sure we stick together, and back home together.

Memories not to be forgotten. (': 

Yup, ive enjoyed this posting alot, and this coming week is the 2nd week and last week to work in IMH. (': I will not forget the memories there and my love for every each of the patients. Patients who taught me how valuable family is, and how much family plays a big part in our life. Mental patients are not mentally unsound, they just need our help to be there for them. My heart goes out to the people working there, and of course to my goodfriend, Kelvin, who will be bonded there for 6 years, may he enjoy every single day with them. I will be back to IMH after ive finished my bond. i know ive got to try out to be a psychiatric nurse, if i can.

Well, yeah, for now im having my attachment. 2 more weeks and its holiday for a month. (: 

Thank you for reading people!  

Jalan Raya 2012!

Our first very stop, at Toa Payoh. Rumah Wani. (: Yes im very fat now.
I love her kuihs, her family was very welcoming and she cooked delicious mee hoon grg (: akak wani so pandai. hehe yap i wore black, and the other 2 wore black too. :)






I believe they are the reasons i survived this poly. (with family and bf and Allah swt too of course) But im blessed to meet them and we can click and they are called my cliques now (:

 This was my house((: nice right the background? My mum painstakingly put them up. I love her. What can we do without her?

 At Yat's house. It was awesome! He gave us PIZZAS to eat. hahahah his new house is at Teban stilll and it looks really good. gonna go back there again. HAHA

This is from Ain's house and all the foods are MY FAVOURITESSSS!! 

Her mum really cook alot for us and it was sweet. :)

This is Ira's house. (: Her mum is cute and we ate Nasi Lemak there!!

Finally, Yanti's house was our last destination. and during that time, it was like 1045pm. HAHA we just drank and eat kuihs and chaozzz! 

And thats how we end our day. Whole day after our exam paper last Friday. 24/09/2012. 

And then here are sneak peek of Raya with family on 25/09/2012 (:

Family.

My Siblings. (:

Yup, we went 5 houses on that day. (: First, nenek amk, den nenek hougang, den atok jurong, boyfriend's house with his whole family inside ((: It was a great introduction. (: heheh and this sat his whole family coming my house! (weeee!!!)

TADA! MY COLLECTION AND THERE ARE MORE! (weeheeeeee!!!)