when i think of u wit her,
i feel a sense of insecure
i tot u love me n only me
i tot u wil neva giv up on me
i tot u wil wait for me
when i see u n her
i feel betrayed
i feel loveless
as though all this while
wat u said
wat u promised
are all lies..

i listen to the songs u first played for me
i rmbr i addicted to it
i rmbr how deep u said our love is
i rmbr how happy n carefree we are
i rmbr u waited for me for my sch to end
i rmbr u giv me night kiss everynight
i rmbr we will go 16th floor and see the moon
i rmbr how our sch against our relationship
i rmbr how u neva let go of my hand
i rmbr ur wit me by my side thru my hardest moment
i rmbr i giv my all for you
i rmbr u giv it all to me
i rmbr how much we sacrificed
how much we forgo our family
how hard we tried to get our family accept us

but now
now when u see me u ran away
when u see me u feel angry and annoyed
when u look at me u don feel anything
not a sense of guilt
not a sense of sympahty
not love

its jus hatred between us.
its been 6months we broken up.

n we broken up frenship and relationship forever.
i neva noe u alrdy Muhd Nur Salikin Bin Muhd Yusof.
i neva noe hu u r now.

u guys have no idea how much i love her <3333

not fergettin yunyi (:

we shared tears, joy n laughter . we play study n ponteng class together.

we NEVA backstab each other.

WE RESPECT EACH OTHER SECRET.

we trust eaach other ALOT.

we treat each other generously.

we are frens for less than a year

but i alrdy considered her as my bestfren forever.

my sweetest yet evil

my syggg yet e benci-est (nak tumbuk je...hee2)

my fav and yet cant-live-without fren

I love you kirin !

im ther to be ur trusted listening ear n so are you to me kan kan?

u guys jav no idea how much i love her too <333333

we joke n eyecandy n always talk abt girls stuff (:

we studied n teach each other

we shared our sorrow n joy

u noe yunyi, ur sooooo SWEET. (jus like me!) haahaks. n i noe u always try ur best to help ur frens (: me n kirin loves u . n we 3 are inseperable! NOTHING can seperate us. rite rite?

haahaks. tis post is specially for sweet 2 bestfrens whom i found in Innova JC (:

Being wit them is more den enuf. i don ask for them neither can i hav this kind of fren.

we're soo tolerance of each other (:

Once again

MIRA LOVE KIRIN & YUNYI <333333333

hey guys (:
well, today went back early cuz cant make it to go back Pioneer Sec. don ask me why :/
nevertheless, jus now was fun la in Innova. As in the Aces day was fun(: haahaks. i was the timekeeper n he was the judge. haahaks..awww... okok. so yah the whole morning was wit him n of course the others.. since im so free now, why not i go out watch movie.Alone. Sounds good.
jus feelin down n don wan talk abt it. so yeah. hope someone can make me smile now. apparently no one. all bz wit their life to bother abt mine. saddist. k la. watever.
bye.

Ty, Riche (:

wat's past remains as a past. To be successful, we gotta move forward and forget about the past.

but memories stays in.

well well well look how time passes sooo effin fast. haahaks. haix. in a few weeks time, im gonna take my promo exam n bid farewell to him . so sad. :( all the besy for his ALEVELS anw. haahaks. well well well. wonder if sharifah gives to him alrdy or not. hmmph. k nnever mind watevr. as usual today i went Bugis to do PW. everythin fine everythin great and i end my day wit dearest yunyi, hav so much fun talkin to her while eating Mr bean ice-cream(: yum2. im so jeles of lily. her mum bought her one box of chewy juniors. OMG. i think im ADDICT to chewy juniors. hmm.. yum2. i LOVE it luh. LILY ur so influential. act-cute. hee2. :p oops.

well, yeah i hav started my preparation liao n i noe i noe 39 days to exams. best uh? haahaks. my best days in JC was of course : frens (: my love most is Kirin n yunyi includin Mic (: this are my pillar n my strength to succeed n go up to my toppest mountain (sounds un-english) . wel , mira must now FOCUS ON GP, MATH & PHYSIC. tis is my weak2 subject n i must improve them ASAP man. ugh irritatin.

"Ya allah ya tuhanku, ampunkanlah dosa2 ku dan ku harap kamu dapat menolong ku dan memberi ku sokongan dan kasih sayang supaya ku dpt succeed in life (: "

i stil vividly rmbr wat hamim said," ur the pillar of the strength of ur family, u can do it mira. Go on. mOve on to ur next level. to JC2 n further ur studies to be a successful woman in future "

wow.

haix. yeah. i try to lose 1 kg tis week n make him proud. well, yeah, things gettin better. i jus hav one last problem to solve : chg of my cca.

tis is me . when im studyin for Os

n now. im studyin for As

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hey ya. yes. indeed. me again. i feel like jus delete tis blog of mine n get a new one. it seems cool. but nvm. blogger always got problem n i hate it lo. haahaks (:
anyway, sometimes i feeel like i don noe wat i wan..is very very very stressful..

i like mr hamim. i like ms tan. i like mr chan. i like ms wong n i like ms maxine tan. i like mr teo. n i oso like cikgu tetty. i like my various subject tutors. n i try my best to keep working hard n study..45days to go..

my blog is in MESS.

all the best.

HEY BACK UPDATE! (:

long no see ya?

for those my regular customers, sorry for the delay guys (:

been super bz tis week. don noe how to express by business oso. itS UGH.

recently been gettin back home late like 9pm 10pm..hell shit lo. ugh. i hate WEEKDAYS. its so MUNDANE ugh. k enuf all blabbering. lets take a look of my pic yeah yeah? as usual..

AT lakeside, me n lily
went to buy MR BEAN DRINKS. UGH IT WAS SOOOO GOODD N THE PEARL IS RED.

MINE IS (guess which one ?)
yum yum. i love yammi yogurt now. ugh.

nasi briyani in my sch! sooooOOOO GOODDDD I LOVE IT!_______________________________________________________

was jus random.

photos wit my yunyi wong (:

O.o

hee2

peace

not pretty but nice to see rite2? hee (:

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well well well...currently im fine wit sch. it jus tat some ppl make my lufe miserable. other den tat everything ok (: as long as i got my crazy ppl in the world (kirin, yunyi, mic) and PW grp. im happy enuf. exam round the corner n u guys still can hav time for all this gossips shits. wat the hell.

i really hate it ppl 'hasut' each other n damn fuck uh. haiya. donw aish to talk abt it. don wish to be bothered by it oso. i hav exams to focus n promos to worry about. damn i must improve my GP. ugh. so hard. im always sooo bad at language. feel miserable lo. haahaks.

been skippin pe. to study. hmm.

SPA WAS TODAY. n i screw it larhh..wahlau. k don wan talk abt it.

everythings fine. n i lve my sch stil.

isabella sux one kind larh...ugh.

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no time le. i gotta go slp. mum keep buggin me to slp.

k nite guys

n TAKE CARE + CHEERS (:

see? im good wit pink (:

hey guys update! (:

hey hey we gals had long hair :p

haahaks today is a BEST N FUNNY DAY! haahaks.. a night to rmbr (: aftr sch ends, me n mic waited for lily to finish her work. when she finish we went to cwp to eat dinner n of course study together till late nite (:
we went eat at kfc den study at mac. n mic was sayin , "we shd eat at mac la" but he was e one hu suggested not to eat at mac cuz it was EX. haahaks..den we studied wit music playing n we kept singing. i realise lily had a sweet voice n we were singin joyously wit ppl lookin around . we notice it. we care but moment later, we don care much abt it :D
HAAHAKS. it was FUN being wit this two clowns. we're a joke in the mac lar. wah lau. ppl were starin n lookin. in mrt, as we get back home, we sang n sang like mad. n we sang loud. HIGH SCH MUSICAL song some more. den we reminiscience the old songs.. awww... great day :D
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now i talk during sch. the funny thing is after geog lecture, me, mic, marvin, lily n yunyi n kirin were a bunch of crazy ppl who throw bottle frm second floor to the dustbin at the first floor. son funny la. i guess in tat whole sch, my 'clicks' is the best n fun to be wit. when its time be serious, serious. when its time to hav fun, FUN of course (:
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saw afiq before i get home. omg he sooo cute. i cant believ he's not the macho n appealing type but jus a shy boy. how cute. but i shall stay 'faithful' to isabella . i guess. hee. he ah cant be bothered alrdy uh. ugh. im soo0000 angry yet adores him .. haiya. qi se wo le.
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PE WAS DISASTER. as in i skipped two lessons of PE. mr hamim must miss me alot (: haahaks chey.. i think he miss recording my weight uh. haix. i scared i kena detention for skippin PE! ugh. :s haiya. PE to me sianx u noe. keep runnin cuz i must keep losing ma. sianx. but i let hamim down. he's a nice teacher but but but... haiya jus like tat la hor?
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Frens had been okay. haahaks. well . at least for now. couldn be much bothered cuz exam round the corner. OMG SPA!!! ugh. must be wel-prepared for tat damn SPA larh man. ugh .anw the teachers in IJC spoonfeed alot SIAAAA..... haahaks good3 i love them (:
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my studies is okay. i hope. i wont let teachers family down, mira must work hard for PROMOS WORXX!! don care abt ur enemy or whoever makin u headache. be myself take life easy n PROMOTE myself to JC2. wee. i can de. i can(:
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ok the end.
CHEERS! :D
i <3 isabella.

TODAY IS A DAMN UNLUCKY DAY FER ME! :(
early in the mornin, i drop my phone n it got scratches! mad scratches. so sad :(
den as days end, i realise i lost my mp3! wahlau. my lil pink mp3 player is gone :( so sad. i cried in library. saw nizam giv tat sympathetic look. i look horrible crying. yunyi gav me the tissue n mic 'console' me. so sad. den i went down (cuz library got 2storeys) n ran to toilet (cuz library got toilet) ...saw isabella but i cant be bothered. in the toilet emely(: came to console me. oooo i lov her (: she so sweettt! haix.. my mum is even swweeter by saying not to worry. that mp3 jus wasn mine. tat's why i can lose it jus like tat. wasn meant to be wit me. to be mine.
i cried like shit jus now n i noe i look horrible. Oops. haiya.

neverthelss, BEFORE i noe i lost my mp3, i did hav some fun wit my chem mates (:

me, nithiya, sharifah n yunyihaahaks

tat's me. look big when in uniform

PW group meetin

blurry wit loved lek

sweet kan?

lek is so sweet ok. huever ther talk bad abt her, don dare do it in front of me. n i hate hyprocrite! some ppl in my class jus snake-headed. haiya. but not lek. i loved lek. (:
she is so sweet, sick stil can send me her thumbdrive come to sch jus for me . (:
i loved tis ppl in my class:
KIRIN!
MICHAEL!
YUNYI!
LILY!
LENA!
NITHIYA!
SHARIFAH!
LEK!
WEILING!
STEPH!
MARVIN!
GABRIEL!
WANNI!
LAY SEE!
SYANNI!
SUKANYAA!

ok. after pw meetin. i study a while in sch for lily n den went jp wit her to eat dinner (:
we bought sushi! n YAMI yogurt. yum2 (:
loved her alot!

cheers!
no matter how tough the day is, im gonna move on wit a smile (:
tho i lost an mp3, i don lose sth even more impt den tat.

omgosh. tis pic is centuries ago. haahaks (:
i look funny :p
anyway, im back blog cuz i wan say sth tat is in my heart.
i wanna say,
i loved salkin very much. i used to love u. love u very much. ur always ther for me when im down when im happy. ur never away frm me. i rmbr the day i left u, u were cryin like mad. n when u leave me, i was sad n drown in my soul. u meant alot to me. tat's why i giv my heart all for you. u noe u chged me alot. we went thru alot. u play timer. i play timer too. actualy deep down we loved each other more den anyone can imagine. too bad our family don reaslise it.
salikin, u meant allot to me once. i shall rmbr u forever (:
it doesn matter u hate me or love me, i jus now, u meant alot. u giv me love tat no one could giv me.

my life
has ups n downs.
but i shall be strong
n remain strong
for love
for future.
for family
for fren

JIAYOU MIRA!

hey guys! back to update. im gonna update now n next time i update will be on fri or sat or sun (: cuz sch starts tomo n i must start crackin! haahaks (:
well, yest n today went for PW. i wore pink yest n yellow today! wee haahaks (:

fyi : my old habit is back! takin pic of myself. aka. zilian-ing (:

rmbr tis lift? used to take pic of myself (:

i go crazy when ther's mirror

i guess must lose more...

don u rmbr u guys had a pretty fren?hee2

cookie monster!! love him!

reflections is my parcel

haahaks(:

at ramen ten

O.o

=.=

im good (:

WELL! THERE'S LOADS OF HWKS YET IM HERE BLOGGIN. best uh mira best. so sweet, everyone in my sch called me mira. haahaks. pioneer sec ppl called me AZmira. but here in ijc im known as sweet lil despo gal , mira (; im only despo for ONE guy ok. STIL waitin fer him..k forget abt tat. sch tomo starts n the fightin battle begins. i got t do this . i got to SCORE for malay n PW. (; haahaks. wanna spend good 2YEARS in tis sch baby.
chg my cca to badm in no time. promised i shall clean tat mess by tis week. i SWEAR im not steppin choir in tat sch anymore. hhaahaks. sick of it. unless pioneer choir. pioneer choir is the BEST.

gonna do my work after tis.
n the sleepin late nite begins...

CHEERS. :D

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

i wish for peace and harmony and hope tat singapore's economy will be back on track and and singapore wit lots lots lots more FOOD! (:

SO on 7th Aug IJC, celebrated National Day! Everyone wore white or red.. haahaks as for me(: i wore white of course (: it was fun! alll diferent classes den hav to make some artifacts for Spore! (: hee2. den den ises command the parade. i mean he's the timer. he's another NCC guy! cant believ im falling for another NCC guy again :p

so let those pic ive taken talk abt the day den!

n the competition began(:

haahaks (:

those recycled materials

sukanyaa(:

lily taller den MIC! haahaks (;

sweet sharifah(;

candid!

perfect teamates

yunyi cute (:

cute ball

ME! pretty rite?

haa

cute sia

girls and girls

guys and guys

one singapore (;

lily marvin (:

mic me n kirin(:

the day was fun. ended my day wit buffet specially for pre-u sems ppl! (: wee! haahaks. but...the day isn over. i waited for lily to finish up her geog n mine n den we went of to CWP to meet mic, lena n yunyi to GELARE (; next story..

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GELARE !

O.o oreo..

have a great n great n GREAT time wit them (; hearts them all. but someone missin..tat's my dear kirin. but someday she'll join us (: im SURE!

OK TATS the end of supposedly 7AUGUST POST (: