wee! hello! back updatin..=)
first, i woke up awken by natasya call, to go macdonald for breakfast,
nata order HAPPY MEAL. haa. cute sia. she get a toy which was den given to my bro.
haa. guys, neva order happy meal. she paid for it, $5.10, without hashbrown n one more hotcake,
but me, $5.40 with hasbrown n hotcake, =) she jealous see me eat, haa. in the end, i finished first cus she purposely eat slow.

wenlong was late, so yilin late while waiting for him. they din eat the breakfast but instead buy sandwich frm 7-eleven, yilin bought a toy $3.95 for entertainment. some basketball thingy. we rush to the library(typcal singaporean), cuz scared all table arebookeed.

reached alrdy, me n nata was wondering y din saw lijun n meiqi, consider they late. n they really are!
no more table at their side, so they come to our side. coincidentally i grab a table before they came cuz yilin asked for it.

then laugh laugh , talk talk. n i kiled lijun..chey.no la. sth happen btw me n her. shh..

lunch time was a nightmare la. don wher to eat, in the end, eat at the library place there. the curry of the roti prata is really nice! damn! yum yum.

yilin was cute today. =D

i saw dexter at long john, nata, yilin n wl says it was my imagination. but i don. i believe in myself.

it was just a mere coincidence but its a millions happiness for me.

ok there readers! thx for readin. shad, im doin wat u had done! =D

CHEY

ever since i was a girl,

i never once held my mum's hand tightly

ever since i was a girl,

i only knew i had to be alone

ever since i was a girl,

i was loved by him

its been 10 years

ever since his death anniversary.

i had no courage to show my love

even towards my parents,

i love him,

even though its very long since he left me.

ever since i was a girl,

i din cherish anyone hu loved me.

I think of him every night,

prayin dat maeb there's someone hu wil help me fillin up this lost feelin

Right now,

i try to be a fillial daughter n love my mum

as she's the only person hu loved me n whom i had in this world

and once in my heart, though i knew he had left this world, n he could hav forgotten me, that

MIRA SAYANG PAPA!!

hello! haa.
there's more pic actually..but i lazy download..

well, had a great day in sch.. we slack, we talk, we eat, we study, we revise n we play.

dat the job of once upon a time, the gals>az,yun,nata,yo,azee=)

chem was fun. ms yuen lesson was super great. so was emath. it fun to bully yilin. =p

haa..during lunch, i was super sleepy den someone shouted, wah, pain my ear sia! bt stil it wakes me up. nice done boy. thx. really.

sianx sianx. nata n yun super funny today. so was azee. haa. wat a day. =D

i wan focus on my amath, emath n chem. follow by ss and english. =)

hee hee.

kla, nth else to say,

oh ya, someone made my heart jump gloriously today! =D

chey

azmira sey

haix.
to stranger you,
sometime i think im distracting you.
sometime i think you're distracting me
sometime i wish my fren will neva did dat
so you won think wrong of me.
i don like you nor love you nor anything emo feelin.
you're just a stranger.
so pls get this clear.

to don-noe-but-stiil-can-talk-you,
don make me get the wrong idea of you
i don wan be in this problem again.
if wanna talk to me, jus talk ok.
i smile at you, so dat u would smile me back
but u don
and i don care
but nowadayz boy, u keep..haix..
forget it, jus rmbr, im a frenly gal, FRENLY.
so anything wanna talk of fight it out in case i offend u,
come n talk to me.

to fren-turns-enemy,
for 2 years
i tot u would be my good fren
but i was wrong
the feelin i got for you is totally different for how i got for dexter,
it only "frens feelin"
get it ma?
i don wan make enemy
cuz i hav more den enuf
on account of our frenship last time,
pls forgive me.
i really lookin forward to smiling n jokin wit you, fren.

so, yeah, im jus pouring out my feelin. =)
cuz i don think they even noe my blog existed. =)

so, olevel is nearin. betta wake up az.
no more love love. =)

n seriously, jus now my conver wit mdm sri....totally a paiseh moment.

mdm sri: azmira, are you present for last two days
me: yeah
mdm sri: are you present today?
me: huh?wat?
mdm: i asked, are you present today?
me: huh?
mdm sri: nvm, i was actually jus teasin u. u don seem to get it.

den, xt explain to me. i slowly understand now. im indeed poor when come to connection wit teachers. =)

tata.

chey
azmira sey

Why didn't I know it
how much i love you
Why couldn't show it
When I had the chance

stick to one stick to one az...

weeehoooo!!!

today rocks!

have great time eating lunch wit yoyo, yun , nata and azee! haa, damn fun sia. though im the always the one hu kena bullied.

guys laugh funny ah yun? poor thing yoyo..haa..

haa...too many funny things happen la jus now.

first,
the KFC manager supprt me! haa. jus now went to kfc to eat lunch..den he gave out the food, so i say to yun n azee "say thank you" den they all said, "we don noe her," den the manager replied "i noe her!"...haa..yeah! my day...=)

second,
i scared to climb the mountain near xt house there la. so i cant climb den got one auntie said,"go, go i see you..u betta climb...don be scared.."den i climb lo. paiseh la..not my day. den the auntie tell me go down. den i SCARED SO SAY I CANT.

third,
nata influence azee yoyo n crazy yun to trip ppl! especially me. hey, jus because i cant trip ppl so you guys took advantage of dat la hor?

fourth
the guys laugh damn funny, den me n yun laugh n imitate. den yoyo kena the stare frm them sorry lo. sorrry oso guys, its jus for fun. no offence. blame all on yun. =P me oso la. =)

fifth,
playin wit water rocks man. nata pour all the water at azee den her whole uniform wet sia!

den got aLOT more things but i lazy. haa. =)

=D

fun day! but got two hwk to finish. english n geo.

about english,

the teacher rocks! =) serious. she very....singlish. =)

kla, time to go. i cant spend alot of time at computer rite? =)
oh ya, anythng jus sms me, cuz i won go online.

haa. still waitin for alicia's song, crazy.. to download..

kla, off to frenster!

n ya, my eyes are gettin worse. ppl out there, remind me wear specs. my eys are gettin really bad..

see ya!

chey
azmira sey

forget about gettin an A for malay man!!

haix. im sad not for myself but for my mum. she's had helped me alot for my malay yet...

the compo was ok. i finished exactly at a perfect timin..but still my dialog..i scared it was not up to the standard. haix. i let down my mum , tok yem, cikgu junita , who had helped me alot for my malay, paper 2 was suck llike mad la!! i hate it. i din had the time to check it. cuz ofthe stupid peribahasa which i been thinkin like mad in the end it was wrong. forget it az. forget abt gettin an A. serious. it was cock up. everything. after all th effort dat i went thru n all my family hu support me...ahhh!!!!!!!!

im so dissapointed. dat it, enuf thinkn abt it.

im fine.=)

GOOD LUCK FOR MOTHER OLEVEL ON 26MAY08 TO ALL STUDENTS TAKING IT!

im here

wit the motto up there

a sign for me to never giv up

n always cheer up

for those hu r abt to giv up

pls do

stay on

cuz ur not alone

n ur not on this on ur own

im the gal

hu's always in wonderland

i try my best to finish the challenge

n to go on my new path of life

i try my best to live happily

and stay calm in amist of life

i try my best to stay focus

n live my dream

im the gal

livin in many obstacles world

under many pressure

dat i had to overcome

OLEVEL is on the way

come on baby

im all for it.

(sigh...)

yo readers! =) i don wish to care abt malay arldy. i jus worked hard n go for it. the result? it none of my concern as long as i knew i worked hard. =)

jus came back frm sch. guess wat? i saw eric, wenlong junior, wondering ard the neighbourhood. i wave at him n to my surprise he walked towards me.

eric: wher u gg?

azz: home la..u leh? pioneer mall huh?(cus the eric i knew sure go pioneer mall everytime)

eric:no la, jus wondering ard..i shift house wat..to bukit batok..

azz: really meh? so far? since when?

eric: quite long ago alrdy lo..i tot u won see me anymore in sch alrdy ma? u don notice meh?

azz: er..ya..oh..so which sch u frm?

eric: hillgrove.

azz: k siao so far.

eric: ya

den we wave goodbye. sad. dat's was wenlong junior who also my junior too. =D hiya, but still he came all the way frm bukit batok to my housing estate which was also his last time to reminiscence..sweet sia.. ok time to the next thing of the day.

after sch, went to buy for melissa's present, in rush u noe. haa. ok. melissa was nata sister. i was invited to the party but im not aloowed to go. =( haa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!=D

netball competion was super nice to watch. damn. i really love to watch sports game. i will be completely oblivious to the surroundin when i watch. =) damn. after long hours on books, finnaly get to see some sports to ease my mind.

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever,
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you send me to heaven

you there man, the boy who was called " The 'C' ",(which i think was called wat central or watever). don get the wrong idea. i don like you. i only hav one heart which hav one boy occupyin. so don get the wrong idea. im not wat u think i am. im difeerent. the reason i treating you like dat eg, blinkin at you, was to make sure dat u mean nth to me. so get the story rite. im "action" or whatever u called me, i don care. as long as you're happy. u wanna break of this frenship, be my guest. cux i don mind dat. =) but den, i will like to thank you for being my fren hu teases me non-stop last 2year. =) i don noe how we met, but i guess it fate for us to meet den seperate. im sorry for watever i did to you. and anytime, we can be frens again. it's up to you to decide. =)

to: shafie

wah, finally get it all out. haa. im not sure whether he noe my blog or not. but i did rmbr dat i gave him de url when we're still frens. =]

i noe hu u r. i noe dat dexter loves you alot. i noe everything. but still i don mind. i really thank you for makin him happy. u may think im sombong or wat, but the fact is, u don really noe me. dat was why. i don feel anything when i see u, so i hope u don too. i don fite for a guy. i never did dat. my motto (chey) : as long as the ppl ard me is happy, im happy. as in really. trust me. yes, i still do er-hum dexter but dat history. i moved on. =) to: dexter's gal

I Azmira Azlan gonna THRIVE FOR MALAY OLEVEL!

haa. =) i promise myself to not let myself, frens and of course family down. =)

btw, who's free to watch Prince Caspian wit me?

sometime, i wonder, whether you're my only one.

tata=)

saudara dan saudari,

terima kasih kerana membaca blog saya ini. oleh kerana olevel melayu akan datang, saya akan berbahasa melayu. =)

saya berasa sungguh penat sekali. betul kata Haresh. untuk 2minggu ini, kami akan rasa penat.
bukan penat sahaja tetapi saya telah jatuh sakit. demam, selsema dan batuk. teruk kan? haix..

saya tidak puas dengan markah saya untuk prelim. 52/100, tak baik kan? haix.. cikgu asyik bilang saya yang bahasa saya tak bagus. haix.. ape nak jadi dgn saya? apa yang saya harus lakukan?

udahla, saya nak pergi makan ubat dan tidur.

yang benar,
azmira

NATA'S invention! =)

=)

nata's breakfast. she put the whole syrup n 3butter at one go. cool.

went library yest wit nata, azee n yoyo. =) very very speechless. cuz it absolutely cool day. =P

well, hello guys! =)

jsu came back frm market. i din realise myself dat i was staring at the bus driver. i found him super familiar! isn it cool, dat, u took 185 bus wit that driver to go market, n den u took 185 bus to go home frm the market wit the same driver. how cool was dat. =) my mum even tot i was attracted to him! but if u guys asked me how his look is, well, not pretty bad.

when i go out, i don usually like to look at ppl unless i find them familiar.

i hate attention-seeker.

yeah, i really do. =)

my lil bro so good, he will go campin tomorrow. n the most shockin thing is, it's the same place of campin dat i went! it think it shld be the same campers ba..haa.. so coincidence. =p

well, 2 more weeks to MT olevel. the reward of gettin an A1 for malay is haven decided yet.

haa. k, time to watch CJ7! =)

tata! =)

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you

You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

old songs can never beat the newer ones. =)

as i listen to westlife songs, i reminince my past. haa. i grew up wit this songs man! haa. i thought back dat i would always sing their song. thru choir, i learnt to sing properly. haa. yup, my hobby is definitely singing. =)

few other artist which i crazy of when i was in childhood dat time, haa. britney spears...backstreet boys..haa..n more la..simple plan rawk. haa. =o Raihan songs oso.. wow. very memorable. i think i been thinkin abt my past now. i alwys would. =)

sch is crazy! im so STRESS UP. i cant believe IM DROPPIN. ah! wake up az! im so gonna not do well for prelims. =(

MALAY SUX LA. i jus cant score dat subject. it's jus too difficult!..i hope the MT intensive lesson can help me. =]

*gal, u don hav to be jealous of me

u got wat i desires.

u got everything.

i got nothing.

i lost my desires to you.

so pls, don do dis to yourself.*

haa. old fren sms me. i miss her so much! filzah!
k, time to go la. nth to say le. =)
thx for reading.

hello guys!

nah, im not emo-ing la. haa. it's jus another pic which my bro took n which i edit. =)

today was simply ok la,jus sad of Amath, i cant do dat well for dat damn test. haix. watever.

i gotten 30/50 for english. fuckin bad rite? wah lau i hate it.

mr clover : azmira, do u think of ur mother tongue language while ur doin dis(the compre)? i can feel it dat u change frm ur mother tongue to english.. it not rite. this sentence doesn look like english sentence.

azmira : er...ok

well, the point is, he tot im thinkin of malay n translate frm malay language to english. wahlau, few days back, tok yem( mr rahim ) my malay teacher, alrdy told me....

translated frm malay conver to english conver..

tok yem : mira, cannot translate frm english to malay(the compo)..it not rite.. dis sentence is more like english. canoot.

azmira : er..ok

wat the hell la! i get this two languages MIX UP. frm EL to MALAY, frm MALAY to EL.. dat my problem. haix. i jus cant seperates them. they too...similar...=p

my e math sux sia.27/40. hell sia. damn damn it!!!

ah, yes guys, yes readers. IM STRESS UP. tellin u, i hav not time to listen to gossips dat is abt me or whatsoever. i guess those ppl hu were talkin abt me, hav free time ba. but i don think so leh, everyone shld be focus now ma?

if u guys are thinkin of hurting me, let me tell yoou, forget it. cuz im not free to attend on u guys.

n thus, pls do investigate before makin any names or assumption. thank you. huever u guys are, i don care, cuz i don wan be stressed up by all dis.

my heart wil be numb all they way tiill the end of OLEVEL. cuz my brain wil takin over my body system. =)

ur gossips was alrdy known. my name dat u guys called, i noe. my bestest fren(xt) told me fyi if u wanna noe. i noe hu u guys are. =) but still, u guys are my frens, so it's nth. im not gonna take revenge or watever shit. =)

owite, time to go.

=)

good day guys~!

so hie, welcome back loyal readers to my NEW post. =)

today is such an unlucky n most PAISEH day of MY LIFE. but den, one thing, after 4 years spent in Pioneer. I DON HATE JANA ANYMORE. =)

*firstly, early in the morning, the security guard as usual will be there stoppin the vehicle n so on, but guess wat? i jus dash across sia! the guard was like, "hey gal,"..i turned n said, "sorry ah, late mah"..dne i jus went to the sch. =) see mun was there obeyin the guard but not me. =p

*2ndly, during recess. (only sec4serve n 5seek were there! the rest all having exam!=p) yolanda PINCH my cheek, super pain. den wat i do? i chase after her. yup i was the catcher. we played cathing. =) at courtyard some more! i din realised jana was lookin so we went on playin. den guess wat? reces assembly, everybody settled down. i STUPIDLY sat right behind the class. Jana said, "there's two gals huh..ah..dat one right at the back.."..i stand up den i walk between the sec5 n sec4 class! lucky only 4class sia. phew. jana said, "catcher, i got her, so do la wat u wan to do to her"..den everybody was like laughin! i was jus touch her shoulder. den me n yolanda had to run one round around the courtyard, wit everyone lookin. how paiseh can dat be? after the running, jana said," satisfied now?"..i jus took my thumb out. =) wah, my one of the most unforgettable day man. =)haa. i finnaly realise dat Jana was not bad. =) quite jokable person. =D

i azmira had failed PHYSIC AND BIO COMMON TEST. physic got, 11/30. bio 10/30. pathetic rite? wahlau. i deproving alot. =( jus pass chem, 16/30. wat the hell rite? i gettin lazier day by day man. im gonna die sia. english? guess wat? my compo, OUT OF POINT. wat the tuuuut man!

SPA OLEVEL CHEM today was HORRENDOUS~! yuen face is so scary. i jus rush everything sia. the practical olevel had definitely been screwed. forget abt gettin an A for chem man az. =(

time for me to wake up..

my elder bro new bike.

cool yeah? yeah man. haa. kawasaki rock dude.

owite now, jus came back frm market.

nah, actually not much to say here. =)

well, jus scared thinkin of MT olevel which will be comin 2 weeks starting frm now. scary sia.

im scared of the ORAL. wahlau! really damn sia.

i chatted wit clem(my old fren)..talkin abt poly n so on..den i tot..wah, it nice to go poly..maeb i wil go there..but den, i will miss Pioneer Sec, the place wher i spend 40% of my life wit. there's the teachers, some nice, like ms yuen, mrs lim, some fierce till i scared n dare not look at his face, mr pang. some very shitty n arrogant n i often blink an eye on them, Jana n RAJ.

my classmates, who always make fun, laughter..n jus lighten up the spirit of the class. wow. how i miss dat life. =)

my juniors hu often shouted my name. haa. =) my fan. =)

neva forget 3n half years in dat sch. =)

haa. well, im now tryin my best to talk wit my malay frens n family in malay. =) focusin..focusing..

ok, time to go. see ya!

have a nice day.

adios.

me n my bro's hand.

well, hello there readers. =) today i had a massive headache dat i cant go library early..in the end it told yan to meet me at mac, thinkin dat library will be ful-booked anyway, to study. well, at 1pm. =) buy sth at ppular while waitin for yan. den like dat lo. we had a great peace till nsy joined us at 2 sth ba.. den fightin broke out n jokin n laughin..n i did study. i hope.

lijun sms me dat she found a table for us in library. i called her first cuz, nestor asked me to ask her to help us find the table.furthermore, mac is not advisable for a place to study. =0 so we went on. before dat, i went to buy biscuit for my mum. =)

went to library, there was jasmine sittin at the place they found for us. really A GREAT THX FOR THEM. =) den so on..bla bla..let the photo do the talkin ba now. haa.

had a great fun. =)

i tot my mum told me to buy cream 'o' 4packets, so i bought it..den my mum bought 5 sia! thinkin dat i won buy! but i buy! so many now..

wah! dis baaby is cute, den i SNAP. =0

my ketchup! recommended! must try! =0

their lunch n me(eaten liao)
nsy tomato-like-shit ketchup
nsy invention
nsy's psp.

dwuw!
nsy dis is for you.yan dis is for you. =)

went interchange n pasar malam but we din buy anything. too borin la. haa. =)

den..ya..jas n yan lived near each other. so nsy n me decided to send them off together. me n jas, nsy n yan. haa.. den talk talk till the bus came. =) nsy n i den go our own path, i took 192, while he 243. haa. den dat de end. his bus came first. so im last. =(

owite now, tired la. haa. =)

thx to reader hu read my blog. n my frens hu support me too! =)

adios.

HELLO GUYS. =)

haiz.. geog was ok la. i think im not gonna do dat well for dis ba. i only used 1 paper sia whereas all the others used alot. a math, i got 19/40 sia. dumb me. =(

someone hurt me alot sia. n i will not talk to him.

maeb he's right, i am

stupid

idiot

nerd

ugly

fool

dumb

stupid

stupid

n

MORE

STUPID!!!

i guess, he's right. dat why, everyone hates me n despise me. dat y.

can i go back to when i was a child?

when i don hav

pain in the neck

pain in the heart

pain in eyes

pain in the ears

n pain in EVERYTHING.

in fact,

IM SUCH A PAIN.

yeah u guys are rigth. im emo now.

im such an idiot dat i lost,

my goodfren till we became enemy now.

ala! watever, im sick n sick n sick.

i cant forget,my family. hum i spend 90% of my life wit them. both my loved ones dat passed away, my promise for them..both, my grandpa n father. i cANT forget wat i live for. i don boRN IN this world jus to be a mat to be stepped on or to please everyone in dis world. i hav job to do. the job is : to take care of my mum n grandma.

those readers hu think im crazy or watever, let me tell u this,

YOU DON NOE MY PAST.

YOU DON NOE ANYTHING ABT ME

YOU DON NOE HOW MY FAMILY SUFFER.

SO BACK OFF.

ah! since im so frustrated now, y not i jus pour out everything.. i HATE HATE HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!

i may appear happy but inside my heart is breakin like mad.

im a NERD NERD NERD. so wat? u pay for my school fees huh? concern u huh? MY PROBLEM LA. no one likes me, U THINK I CARE?

somehow, i don understand you.

no matter wat, i like everyone ard me though i noe inside their heart is otherwise. but i don care. i don wan please ppl sacrificin my pride. so pls,ur so irritating like shit.

then this dexter. jus be FRENS oso cannot. wth. can YOU find a gal like me willin got go all out to find u like an idiot? happy for u when ur happy? jus bein ur fren is wat i ask ,oso cannot. U SO EXPENSIVE HUH? I VERY CHEAP LA LIKE DAT! WAT THE FUCK MAN! it's not as if i make ur life miserable rite? do i? ppl sae ur heartless man,tel me to forget abt u, u think i stupidly listen? I SPOKE UP FOR YOU MAN. YET YOU DID DIS to ME MAN!

u love another gal, im HAPPY FOR YOU MAN, but yet the thing dat makes me sad is, why cant u jus say nicer? u aren't a gentleman AT ALL.

den there's another one, i smile at u sia, y u act as if u don see. wat? u think my smile is faked? pls, you're NOT A ONE BIG SHOT. i don owe u money, didn't i?

one past guy, forget all abt our frenship? jus becuz of my silly mistake u don talk to me FOREVER. dexter did dat to me. n you follow? wher are u when i nid ur advice on my wrong? if u were stil my fren, i forget abt love cuz i treasure frens more.

ok guys, im tired of typin.

er..xt dis is not abt u ok? jus some guys hu are thinkin they are ONE BIG SHOT IN THIS WORLD.

=)

hello there! =)

do watch the funny vids.=) xt funny la. =) i look ugly. haa. but watever. nak memory punye pasal. =p

xt n wl

got more. but..no thx. i must rmbr. this is a PUBLIC BLOG.
=)

behind me THERE'S SOMEONE! (hu did dis) i love dis. im gonna buy ALL if im rich. haa. =) hav fun today. woke up early today to play badminton wit my lil bro, xt n wl. (wl din play!).. ok, to those peeps hu wana noe how me n xt doin? we're great la. jus 1 simple rule : forgive and forget.

tomo is somehow the best n good. haa. oh ya, azmira right now wanna focus on malay! haa. for dis one month. everything im gonna think is MALAY MALAY MALAY! =) nak pass punye pasal.=)

haa. went out wit x n wl, alot of crazy things happen. haa. too tired to type them out. but i will alwys rmbr. =) alots. wah, my mum n sis went out. so im home ALONE(wit my bro)..haa. stil i wil study la. i very independent de. =)

n it also thx to dexter. it seems to me he made me forgotten all the painful past. =)

i promise myself to work hard. all the way!=)

see ya guys. hav a nice day. =)