to be loved by someone is much better.

someone said : "kau ni syg dier bnyk sgt uhh, dier mane kesah ngan kau.."

i said : "aku tau, aku memang syg dier like no other, but don worry, aku give up. it's such a torture, such a pain. aku surrender, aku tak nak chase after dier. aku give up.