you can do anything, but not everything.

its ok if u wan me out of your life like totally, it's ur LOSS. :/ oops. HAHA! ((:

tmr PTM! sian ttm arhhhh!!! HAHAHA ((: i saw elmo everyday in sch, yet i hesitate siaks to talk to him. damn! ugh, argh!! :s

k bye.

i gotta prepare myself to let you go.

((: today was ok :/ hahaha well well well, had a short period talk wit me lee, i guess he's not so bad after all, in fact, i know wat to do now. haha ^^ ive got my aim & it shall be a secret! sshhh. :( haix, been disturbed by many stupid stuffs lately, or maeb im jus being sensitive & emotional. haix sian ttm..

sometimes, i really wonder why, things just crumble down on me. all at once, some more, my crucial year. jus DAMN IT LA! i don wher to start and wher to stop? wats my weakness? kirin said im too frenly, maeb i am, n which is why, ive created many mess. me lee said ive lack of time management, maeb tats why, i cant seem to handle and cope well. but wat shoud i do? i need guidance. haix, no, don help me, i don like ppl helping me, make me feel helpless. but i love helping ppl tho^^ now tats my weakness. :/

haix, i feel like im nth in your eyes, like jus a gal walking pass by you, n you don even think tat i, from afar, awaiting for you to jus smile at me. tats all, a smile.

sian diao, time to mug, tata!

Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.

i wonder, if u were me, wat would you do?

Every whispered word

The touch of your skin, giving life from within

Like a love song that I'd heard

Slipping through our fingers,

Like the sands of time

Promises made, every memory saved

Has reflections in my mind

Ouch :( i hate today. i hate today. but still ive gotta live this day to the fullest. if i today ends, the thing i regret the most, is to don give my heart every single second of my life to smile. :( sian diao. haha. well, life goes on. im home now! yeah! time to mug!

byes!

my only one

(: i enjoyed school alot. And ive gotta make my move fast before he slipped away. :s

ARGH!

ive moved on, wat about u?

I DON LOVE KELVIN ANYMORE! BOO!! HAHAHAHAHAHA ((:

brothers out to bugis, the sisters out to library -.-

went to library wit my sister.

awesome much (:

p.s everyday i would think of him, yeah him, n well, him, isabel. yeah *wink*

from tmr on, i shall jus smile at you, and talk to you. :/

heheheheheehehehehehe

Me and him got FATE! hahaha.

k chao. nid do work. -.-

aiyo. aiya. very pek cheh arhh.

hmm. my mind is blank now. there's just so many things to do larrr.. im tired mans.

how to get not tired?

*sigh*

school let me see you once again & again. i wan school forever.

*sigh*

tmr is my dear big bro birthday.. how ah how ahhhh? :/ sian ttm. haiya by today must finish up all the work le. chemistry can go die. T_____________T

haix sian ttm. anw tis morning i saw tat PJC cute boy! woohoo, still wondering whether he's a malay or chinese tho :/ sian

haiya life sooooo sian arhhh problem here problem there.

ehhh mira, go on a diet now n start exercise, n win tat guy heart! *wink* HAHA, my heart only for him horrr! haha, i swear i chase him after A's, at least i must try :/ wait for me, dear elmo. ((: nyehahahaha, love goin sch now, cuz everyday can see him! HAHA. its only 4 months left le :( can only see him tat long. *sigh* nvm, i shall improve myself and makeover n chase him! yeah, shall ignore other guys cuz nobody, nobody, jus NOBODY, make my heart race like mad like tat. *wink*

syyyyyggggggggg elmoo aku. HAHA.

*smile*

IF you could see my smile & laughter rite now, you would be crying in sorrow.

im furious, agitated and disappointed wit myself. i just hate him alot. really alot. I HATE YOU! I DO I REALLY DO! :( Allah, pls help me take tis hatred away. i don wish to poison my heart anymore. really. i felt jealousy arousing, sadness and evrything tat is the dark side. :( help me ppl. i need a counsellor. i cant take it anymore. i nid someone who understands me, my sorrows and evrythin. maeb, i shal just ask Allah for help.

afterall, religious keeps me strong. yeah, i gotta be strong for HIM. its not the end of the world mira, its not. move on mek, move on.

A's. A's. A's.

im cool about tat

feel good about life (:

don bother abt me ppl, im 24-7 bz now. at least till 4 months.

heart is occupied by all the love in the world

it was so long ago. i miss last year :( oh oh im gonna miss JC life. like totally.

it's been a long week tis week

nothing seems to bother me now :( but its jus STUDY STUDY STUDY. ugh.

yup, failed all as in ALL my prelims paper. haix ms chia nags at me, mrs teo nags. arse. Nyehahaha, friday timetable really sux one core man. damn! like the whole day sia sch, f man. i slept from 6pm ytd up till 10am the next day. awesome rite? ((:

haix, i have to get started le. like wat riche says, all other things can wait, finish this major exams first. ^^ yeah, i will de. haha. i must FOCUS. i shall .

gtg! *wink*

pretty?

HELLOOOO WORLD(:

*wink* went to DIVA n bought tis! worth 10bucks !

(: each day, i jus love tis little boy. I LOVE ELMO! sooo CUTE rite kirin?? buy me more elmos. i treasure it like CRAAAZYYY.

HELLO. my name is elmo, n i've got a new sock! peggy give me! nyehahahhaah *elmo laughter*

HAHAHA. got some more pics which i toook with mic. nithiya &&& PEGGY!! but all in fb la. so HAH lily u cant see it! unless u used kw's acc :/

heh. today abt to reach school late. but lucky i put my time 5 min later. so im 5min EARLY. HAH! cool or wat *wink*

i ate alot nowadays, til kirin give up on me. i think i shd start , n get on a diet. zzz. orhhh i smell LJS. YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM!!!!

((: many epic things happen, don really want to list out but the most epic, i ALMOST fell in the TRAIN! -.- ps pls.

Prelim 1, as i expected was a disaster. yup, i've LANDED ON S.T.A.R. Study To Achieve Grade. LOL, but kinda true. -.- nehhh, i don mind being in, so long i've get my momentum and mindset right..

i enjoyed life much more now. wow, family & frens are PERFECT. hahah. now is just STUDIES n well, my health. HAHA. (: gonna work extreme hard for Prelim 2, now, im not kiddin. look at me, im talking serious. CHEY! (;

WAHHH.. must study Litho & finish chem paper 2 corrections(must do those corrections if not kana stand outside class de), so gtg ppl! tc!

*wink*

LIFE MOVES ON. N WOW LIFE'S ROCK!

HELLO EVERYONE!!! nyehahahahaha, miss me? orh keep asking tat nia me. well, nyehahahahahah. k im crazy now by laughing so much. Tonight is the second night i'll be doing chem nia. wooo so MOTIVATED to improvise my chem! i must i must study hard le nw. i MUST! :D HEH. well, cuz im aiming for this course in NUS, ssshhhh. cant tell u guys yet, cuz i think :/ i cant make it, but i'll try my best to! heh (:

school was fine today :/ Mdm Gowri wasnt as bad ad i thought after all. haha. timetable has been super condense ^^ so been coming home quite early. hah. my sis has done my SGC for me alrdy. phew. one down. got many chem hwk to do, n math, im gonna start tmr. tmr quite got alot of free lessons. so shall do math! ^^ GP? im thinkin of how to improve. but tis weekend im planning to settle own n aim on which topic i shd focus on. Geog? haha. mdm gowri has taught me strategy to score A for geog. well, no matter wat, right now, i shall struggle for all my subjects. wanna do very well for PRELIM 2. mira, no play play, bf gf, love love, dreamy dreaming, n slack slack le (: hahaha.

Avatar the airbender is AWESOME MAN! I LOVED IT. DOUBLE THE (L) TO AVATAR! ((: awesome show. simply amazing cartoon. ^^ heh. now watchin it tho. yeah! rush home just to watch tis. simply amazing. awesome. ughhhh. i love Aeng. IS TAT HOW U SPELL IT? nyehahaha. who cares.

ok la, tata, for those out there who concers about me, hehehe, *wink* im fine and good (: never felt better. happy in life n shall live life to the fullest. i still got things to do. many things to complete. ^^

*muacks*

talks of the town

YYEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH (:

is her birthday tmr! (:

(:

NYEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

today happie X10. Well, today nth much, but went out wit family to eat. n its a FEAST. woo. hehs (: walk around jp n bought my CONVERSE SHOE. haiya, mira mira, been using converse shoe all her life man.. haha.. i jus like it la. its my fav brand(: heh, den went to buy sunday times. alot of news nia. yet, i don noe which one to pick but neh, i shall start from tmr (: yeah! tmr mira u shall live up to ur name and focus on Alevel! woo! i've got many things to worry tho :/ haix. but nvm heh, problem solved wit a smile :D

ok now, lets clear the mist. I had stead wit a guy named K a month ago. n he is a nice person, a nice fren but not an ideal partner n. in this 1 month, i must say, he treated me dearly well, n i thank him for that. really. maybe our seperates ways are meant to be, maybe my mum prayers have answered. she never wants me to get hooked wit a chinese person. so why shd i defy her? yeah. truly im blessed to have all this clear out of the way. he din dump me, i din dump him. we don dumped. its not nice to say the word 'dump'. we jus walk our own way. its like that. it happens to those couples who simply care about each other's feelings. i was naive and stupid to think he suck n all tat n the way he distance himself from me. he's actually helping me to let go off him. :) thx. n well, yeah, i had, i had let go of you, kelvin cheng zhi xiong and i got my own journey n life to handle. i shall take care of myself really well now.

another mist,tat 'isabel'. i guess he noe who he is now. wahahaha, rumours spread like hell. seriously, i had tried to distance myself, but come on, we're in the same school? wat, u wan me tell the whole world?make an announcement tat i nur azmira bte azlan don love/like iskandar at all. come on la, if like tat, it'll be much better if we're just strangers. but look, like wat lily said before, once you knew someone do exist, you see them often. If you don noe me at all, would u notice me when i pass by you? heh think abt it my 'fren'. n to ur other frens, jus zip it. u wanna hate me? wat i do? i STALK you? HAHA. we're in the SAME SCHOOL FOR GOODNESS SAKE. -.- n don look at me in a way tat oh she-is-a-stalker-come-lets-get-out-of-here.. HAHA. i wont move away when i saw you, you n your frens moved, up to you, i don care. seriously, stuck up people, u noe where u stand. and if i hear MY frens being bullied by YOUR frens, i wont give anybody face. hurt me, gossip abt me, i wont feel hurt cuz my heart is numb to all emotions on earth. HAHA. wanna be frens? can. enemies? i don mind. strangers? bring it on.

Just pls. Stop talking & gossipping and be a bad people. We're JC students, behave like one.

phoo. enuf mira, u promised to starting from tmr, must cut down your sins.^^ hehe.

*wink*

really in love with her friends all & family know like seriously. hah.

been wasting time like this since he walks away.

hey hey YOU YOU! haha(: my mood seems better this days n im glad for myself. haha. riche ahh u funny la you^^ thanks anw. i will SPAM YOU one day de. nyehahaha. quick get urself a gf! ((: suddenly a feeling of nostalgia wash over me. hehe blame it on clement. clem!! y la..hahahahaahaha. miss GESPS alot nia. nyehahaha. tat kind of memories are worth remembering^^

im SOO ON NOW! haha. starting tomo, i shall do article ba. summarise & bla bla. aiyo, must go do SGC, student graduation certificate. haix. sian ttm ahh. hahahah.

im aiming for a course in NUS. well, a secret. muahahaha *wink*

k chao, wanna enjoy my life watching tv! n tmr going out wit lily to buy my NEW CONVERSE SHOE!! hahahahaha..converse shoe standard price de, $60.00. hahaha. nvm its worth it^^

*french kiss*

i closed my heart. His final say just close it all.

hahah found tis pic at my old folder. din noe tis spec is much better than the new one but oh well. anyway, ive moved on. really. he and me are thru. im only gonna talk to him when necessary. gonna let let him go. really. stronger person now very strong. time to have an aim in life. a focus! well, my first step is to complete Alevels. MUST MUST. and get 3AS, 1B, 1C. haha. i will^^ next after Alevel gonna start doing workout for my body and start searching for job for experience..yeeaahhhh. HAHA. after gettin Alevels result, well, tat depends on life, my next journey, my next plan.

for now, ive moved on, and i shall FOCUS on my Alevel! ((:

*wink*

from now on, i'll stay strong and my path is to complete alevels ^^

yeah! shall stay strong! i must start working on my prelim 2 le. i must.

over & over again

hello everybody!

tis is the guy tat i stupidly fell for!

yeah its him. take a gd look. kill him when u see him ogay! (:

he's a bad bad kid.

a person like him shouldn live anymore.

jus go and die better.

make my life so miserable.

make my life in such a mess.

he jus left me wit all my crumbled world

i gotta fix it myself now.

heart super numb now and i cant afford to open my heart to love once again.

so yeah.

tis is him. nyehahaha.

screw him.

*grrr*

hmm love is a play in me

Life's good ever since you're gone.

hmm think about it mira.

At times you just have to try not to care, no matter how much you do, because sometimes you mean nothing to the person who means everything to you.

SCHOOL SCHOOL reopens on FRI. waliao.

yeah(:

Anybody miss me? come on i need those misses. i noe lily, yunyi, kirin, mic, lena, steph....0924A....N BASICALLY THE WHOLE INNOVA MISS ME!!! YYEAAHHHHH (:

haha. ouh i saw my senior ytd at the gym. he look hot man. haha. we don talk during sec sch days but when we meet coincidentally, we just talked like as tho we're the best of the best frens (:

ouch someone backstab me :( damn nia. very pain leh. the knife he make so sharp. but neh. forget it mira. nyehahahaha^^

aiyo, tmr exam le. die. study also is ttm. to the MINIMUM. ahhhhh!!! mira confirm kana scold. sian. nvm still got prelim 2! hahaha ): very worry leh. haiyo. can die sia. jus now study, pen flew off the window. JUS LIKE THAT. im like OH MY GOD. O.O wth. full ink some more. sian man.

this two weeks damn slack and ive been reflecting myself. totally waste my time. hahaha but its worth it. i finally got enough REST. haha can go about many sleepless nite le cuz i had too much sleep ^^ but today must sleep early. exam tmr.

T_________________________________________________T

*wink*

tears rolling and im all alone.

Only her, she made me happy and whenever i am with her it is something i never felt before. I love you sayang

letting go is so much easier than clinging on

falling for you was a mistake.

clinging on to u was a disaster.

letting go of u is so much easier.

u r my papa now. and im waiting for you to reply. i noe wat u feeling rite now. i can feel it, don noe why. altho i start to doubt ur a nice person, stil i will not hesitate to help u. be strong my dashe, stand up on your feet. cool yourself down. don bring youself down to so much darkness in your heart, let go and will be free from all tis misery.

im ok guys(: ive moved on . really. n im preparing for tis coming exam no chao now ^^

vinly! u rock.

it's u who turn me to like this, so pathetic.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Dashe, i never wanna hurt, i never wanna make you stressed up, but

u walking out like that, just breaks my heart. Totally.

*sob sob*

mia wit little dashe :(

A SMILE A DAY KEEPS BITS OF PAIN IN HEART AWAY (:

it does lily, it does.

a surprise gift from her (:

i love the cake! yum! (:

pinky* balooon! (:

"miraa..u stay near pioneer station rite?can come down now n meet me ther? i got sth for u!'

First of all, i would like to thank lily for making my day(: n making me smile(: thank you ANG LILY, u do make my day. i love the pinky* baloon, yummy Icing cake, cute notes and of course the Mr Bean badge (: u do know how much i love Mr Bean do you? haha. hearts you alot girl. i was surprised by her surprise gift. *wink* Oh and also not forgotten those frens tat smses me, so much encouragement, so much love, so much epicness and really u guys had managed to pull me up. Love u so much my loves. (u know hu u r people) heh. see? i smiled (:

Second of all, my health seems slightly better, slightly, i still feel weak though. haha and the thoughts of another exam tis wed really freaks me out man. DAMN! haha lol. but nvm, i will pull through. i will de ^^

Third of all, prelims 2 and As omg, im so gonna chiong ttm for tat. muahahaha. my family seems alot better now. my sis finally graduated and became a qualified teacher. congrats for her. and she's gettin married next year maybe. heheheh all the best. my 2 other brothers, wat can i say? i love them. my mum is fine, problem wif her work, but she can handle de.

Last of all, im hurt. And this pain tat i carry still need long time to erase. Im still hurts. Its jus soo hard to let go, let go of little dashe, let go..its really hard, im sorry but its very hard. so tats why, guys, im goin mia wit little dashe. and if u see me not myself, im sorry. im sorry. it really hurts. really. very. i do anything to have it back, but it seems impossible, but i don wan let go. its hard. im sorry. D:

baby, pls don let me go, cant live my life tis way..i jus cant live tis desperate days.

*wave goodbye*