it's nothin, really.

sometimes the world of technology infuriates me yet it makes me happy but yet it is the cause of everythin happen in my everyday life. watever.

so yeah, ive been procrastinating n i hate it tho. but luckily i had finished geog & physic hols assignment tho. its jus math & CHEM tat worries me. damn. hehs. anw, im going to study wit wl today & he's gd in math, im so gonna ask him many many many MANY ques tho :p

feel effffinnnggg bad tat i cant go for te 4serve reunion. sry guys but my mum jus wont allow it. :(

LOL my bro starts sch next week, but me stil gt a week more to CHIONG MAN!

yest went study wit Nitiya n guess wat? i left my bottle at the library, THE PINK NIKE BOTTLE. LOLZZZ. ugh. tat's it mira, tat's the final thing u ever lost. hmm. ugh. feel like slappin myself now

*slaps*

ohh so drama. i felt JC life is soo complicated & it makes me forget all my frens in Pioneer. i mean my juniors & seniors. oh man. after Alevel im definitely gonna catch up. Poor Juniors. don noe whether they stil rmbr me not. hmmph. haiz.

k on the bright side, i met a few frens tis hols & found out many things abt life.

ok im done here.

have a good day people.

cheers. (:

the truth hurts, you doesn deserve tat

cuz of the way u were in the past

im ashamed

yet proud

tat im with her & not you.

somehow i find it's ridiculous

sry amirah.

cant make it to study wit ya.

my mum so funny.

nid to go out wit her.

everything so hairy

snickers is to blame

haahaks wat im talkin

i kept thinkin bout someone

jus cant get him out of my mind.

oh man.

im too lost in you.

U KNW U JUS GOT IT WRONG

Family Beach Outing at Siloso (:

Tiger Sky tower!

me wit the tickets!

mama
sista!
broder!

& me

*more pics uploaded in fb (: check it out ya?*

haahaks, it was fun la. the best ever iss the TIGER SKY TOWER. it was a great experience. ive seen the whole of Singapore!! n who say Singapore is small? in fact, im proud of her (: man, hehs credits to my sis who paid for it (: ya soon when i work, i'll share the burden wit ya ok? hahs. ((:

everytime when me & my family went Sentosa, there sure bound to be a rainy day! aww. hahs. n today was EFFIN CROWDED LA. superb crowded manz. n there are so many BANGS. ouh ouh i got my new quote! in fact i keep sayin tis, cuz really, theres alot of unfamiliar ppl mans. the wat i called them, "the BANGS" n my quote is,

"tak boleh angs the bangs"

say it in malay kind of tune, u'll get the idea(: hahas.

overall my beachin n swimmin in the sea was awesome!

oh oh i got stung by a jellyfish tho.
but my sis sais, sentosa jellyfishes are HARMLESS.

yes they are. they behaved very guai jus like us the Singaporeans. ohh i jus love my country even more n more. y la so many foreigners come?? they make me feel insecured tho. oh well, tat is government choice.

ate at Vivo. den went to take sky ride cuz cable car was under renovation. LOL.

hehs. ok la, i gootta slp now. tmr on a study date wit dearest Amirah again! woohoo((:

cheers :D

merry christmas everyone! :D

thanks for the cards n wishes to you-know-hu-u-r.

all the time, every single step, time, i think of you.

n when e truth starts to reveal

On the verge of gettin a momentum of studyin!

Study dating wit Amirah since tue!

pic uploadin soon!

aliff got into Clementi Town sec!

tho i din say,

but im proud of him

my lil bro (:

cheers.

have you ever asked?

why do we born to this world?

when actually ur supposed to be

aborted?

i told you so

Went with family like almost everyday.

Mama takes leave for 3days. (: hehs. happy bout tat.

Love havin her ard in the house n so.

Gettin all my sch stuff done.

Now is gettin sch work done man.

i can see it from here how much my work accumulates.

how much i need to do. :(

cant bear to see it

oh the horror of my lifetime is here.

2010 ALEVEL IS NEAR!!

somtimes i realise life doesn has to be harsh.

it jus takes a smile, forgiveness & trust plus tolerant

towards family & true frens.

my true frens who are with me in my darkest fear

n families who tolerates me.

i guess tat's alrdy enuf in my life ((:

i got a brand new shoe!

((:

samsung corby pinkk

went out wit mama

bought a wallet.

bought a handphone

Samsung Corby.

worth 300++

im a lucky gal.

cheers

((:

shoppin !

GOOD DAY PEOPLE :D

i bought tis!

MY CAMERA NOW (((:

MY 2010 CALENDER

she's pretty (:LOL

hehs

our dinner+lunch=dinch

tis is how i ate my McSpicy burger (:

nice nia!

$32.40, i like the store owner here. she's damn nice. she touch my head n like treat me as tho imma smalll gal manz. so cute. bought tis at Suntec City (:
i actually wanna buy the colourful2 one den heh the auntie says tis nicer. so i'll go along with it ((:

ive had my day! its like finally i got a proper shoppin. n alexis is the BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO SHOPPIN WITH! i mean REALLY! hahs! ((:

went Bugis Junction & street but ther's nth. yeah price are all cheap but i'll only go ther for clothes n shoes. other den tat, ther's NTH LA.

den we went to PENINSULA PLAZA to see see alexis's spikes shoes but to no avail. i tell you the place damn stink. its so not in Singapore la. wahlau. i felt foreign there mans. like seriously. so we ended up at Suntec City (: woohoo. den citylink.
around 8++ we went home.
aftr tat met alexis's old pri sch fren, apparently she alighted at the same station wit me, so tada! ive made new fren (: sweet (:

gtg.
cheers (:
tmr out wit mama to lavender :D

hahs. had a FUN BUT TIRIN DAY.
wholda day SHOPIIN!

avatar with sibs

This post was meant for yest. Had a busy day yest so today den i post. (:

ps. i got a camera! yeah!like finally. n ouh study? pls don mention study.

heh. AVATAR 3D!

watched it with my sis & brocrediits to my sis who treat us! ((:
we ate at PIZZA HUT before the movie. my sis treat. hehs ((:

AVATAR 3D WAS IMPRESSIVE, AWESOME, COOL, ENTERTANIN, FUN & NICE!
i'll rate it 5! seriously, guys must watch. it's worth ur money. i jus love the story. ((:

today plan was to go shoppin wit Alexis. yeah, like finally. hahs ((:
so im gonna get ready now.
see ya
cheers. (:

n to all Muslim
today is the 1st day for our Muslim calender. Muharam month ((:
May Allah bless you guys :D

i guess we can be jus frens or good frens but never more than tat.

i guess its never meant to be.

ive let you go

and accept u to jus frens.

((:

KL trip with LOVES

HAD A WONDERFUL HOLS TIS WEEK IN KL ((:

hello lisa (:

yup, we all went to watch movie. its cheap! RM5 for each ticket!

tis is GIRL GIRL. n i LOVE HER MANY MANY (: she DAMN CUTE N LOVABLE.

tis is MANJA (: very sombong one

tats the place wher i slept wit 2 of my cousins (:

me & patrick (:

eveRyday, (almost) we will play PS2

orange colour but i love it. LISA do it fer meh (:

im cute (: hehs.

*More pics frm my uncle. will be uploaded in facebook.*

7Dec09-17Dec09

Life in KL was way much better den here in Singapore. Probably bcuz ther was nth to worry. No sch . No stress faces. Me & Aliff went KL to my cousins' hse. heh. Hakim, Hairun & Lisa (: they bunch of great kiddies. Hearts them. LISA if ur readin tis, rmbr tis? "YOU SHD NOT BE HERE?" hehs. LOL.

well well well, i had LOTS OF CAR rides manz. Uncle was so professsional in riding a car alrdy la. but in the car, ther is tv! so we all like watch ALOT OF MOVIES LA. like eragon, pirate of carribbean 3, stardust, spongebob the movie n many many more. so for a LONG RIDE, we manage to watch all the MOVIES (:awesome hehs. on first few days, all we did was slacking in the house, went shoppin all the way till on last Mon (15dec) we went PERAK FOR HOT SPRING! woohoo! tat was the best experience ever in my life. heE den we went to watch 2012 in NEW LINE CINEMA at KL. i must say, its not so bad ther. hmm (:

Uncle belanja everytime we went out to eat. everythin was sooo good (: i jus love n enjoy. n Bikta gave me many many advices tat i will never forget manz. it was a great memories to be with them. seriously,

I HAD LOTS OF FUN!

especially the PERAK OUTING!! OH MANZ.

can we go back to tat past week? aku suke aku suke la! ((:

back to Singapore eveything seems different. n now is dear shisha turns to hav fun at Malaysia huh? hehs LOL. ok ive said enuf. i got more things to share bt i rather keep the excitement in my memories (:

cheers

thank you for everythin Pak Man Hisham, Bikta n the 3 cousind for welcoming us to ur hse. it was really an unforgettable experience n Pak Man for the money u gave us. we will make used of it.

oh n credits to LILY for lending me ur camera. it was awesome ((:

when pain strikes

hey im back! heh , LOL. fast huh? hehs. LOL. no la. will be going in 3 hours time. hehs. take care my loved ones. i especially don feel like leavin snickers all alone at home. haix. anw,

Falling out of Love do Hurts ya?

but to keep the love and keep it a secret & jus don wan tell the person,

"i love you"

n let the feelins buried inside,

is even WORSE.
k cheers. (:

its hard to leave mama & snickers at home alone. :'(

im so ssad to leave. ther's many things to leave behind.

goodbye my loved ones. i'll be away for good.

shd i or not?

saw the alternate colour above? hehs

im going away. for a makeover n more than tat.

don miss me.

i'll miss you guys (:

cheers.

truth is,

i don noe hu started all tis.

im hurt when tis fren of mine bear grudges to me,

n i noe how u feel rite now,

u think i bear grudges with you,

truth is,

i don noe who to trust anymore

seems like the world is really a mess

when Y told me tat is u,

u don noe how many needles pokin my heart (wah so drama)

my head hurts,

my heart hurts,

my mind stop

my feets were numb.

i jus can believ it was you.

cant believ it.

all this while,

everythin seems a mess

K wont forgive me

she been bearin grudges with me for don noe MONTHS AGO,

how i wish i can tell you all abt it

but NO,

i don trust u any longer,

u think i din cry when i noe all tis,

i did,

but who cares.

i got no one TO POUR OUT MY FEELINS TOO. (ok xcept someone but he's a GUY! -.-)

at least u got one.

i don.

Elvin Ng & Mama

believe now?

baby snickers

heh (: i LOVE BABY SNICKERS.

so , my sis goes to Bangkok for 4days & 3 nights. n yup (: its now me & aliif to accompany baby snickers at night . heh. yeah :D so we hav the room! heh.

today is not such a big day jus as usual went to market n my phone! uUGH. don wanna talk abt it. sshh. well , i got some christmas gifts to give away especially to my <3>

K LA.

cheers :D

met tasha today.

it was a boomz!

heh

CHEERS.

heh.

fooling me? tryin to hurt me?

no u cant.

im numb to all tis.

i wil jus hurt u more.

ps. im left wit $105 to spend.

those were the days

ive realised sth in life. that u cant find true frens . its true. but u can find a good frens around you. really. im jus sad to noe the truth. it hurts but wat to do.

i trusted u

i cared for u

but i was shocked

when i heard u speak ill of me

why?

am i not true enuf?

do u noe i trusted u more den the others?

why u behaving like tis?

ur a sly, a snake.

n i couldn bring myself to forgive u.

really.

u said frens are hard to find

n tat u speak to them nicely.

u confront me when we're not in good terms.

u gav me alot of advices.

yunyi's right,

u love talkin alot.

from now onwards,

watever u talk abouts,

i need action & prove,

so i can trust u wholeheartedly.

Frens tat are indeed when im in need : Yolanda, Xueting, Michael, Wenlong

n thank you for makin my day : Daud, Steph, Ravinder, Nithiya, Crew Keras, Fashiha, Haider, Natasha

heh. seriously, by namin them i don please them, jus am thankful & grateful to have them.

n those people whom i din name, not too much worries, ur stil my frens & i loved u (: i'll be there if u need me. on the other hand, if u wanna betray me n ruined my life, u may do so, cuz i noe it aint gonna bring me down.

so yeah.

CHEERS.

jurong point

<3>

today wasn expected to be the way i had planned yesterday. well, it is expected n duhh. hahs. LOL. anw, me & my bro were bored at home n ther's no food n ther's no other else except for me n him. zzz. ANW, next week, ther''s alot of things to do n outing to go, so thus i deserve ALOT OF REST TIS WEEK MANZ. *winks* heh. lol.

FINALLEHH :D

heh.

JUMBO YAMI! (not enuf tho. -.- )

wahhh!! steph & lily were RIGHT. got a BIG HOLE ONE LEHH.

we filled our stomach by eating one of our fav place! BANQUET. ( man i think we're regular customer)

heh. wat a day. after tat, i jus became a couch potato & watch online movie at home for the whole day. take note, i gotta enjoy being like tis. woohoo.

Life's Good ((:

cheers.

its hard,

but i still try.

n i'll keep tryin