im freakin feelin freak rite now. haa. damn it.

today was er-hum, pai seh.

nata keep laughin at me n him! funny meh?

i told him to go home as it was alrdy late. den yeah, he wait till 530pm. good ah me? CHEY. but i feel super bad, by makin him wait so late. but hey, it was him hu wan wait for me. i din force sia. =) btw, it was sort of paiseh, but nice. haa. very cool n fun. den some more when we walked, de air kept on gg sia!! my hair so messy! =p but i noe he don mind. =) very nice guy. don wanna lose him. as a fren. CHEY. =D yoyo left me! =( haa. but i noe, it was nata hu pull her. very bad leh. all force me to go hme wit him. but very paiseh when he is outside my class, den mrs chew ask, "who's boyfren is dat?" wah lau!...haven yet HOR. but very sweet of him, to let his fren go home n wait for me alone. so swiit! =Dok la.

my amath geog test was a disaster. haa. =) watever. as long as im revising ya?

thx my frens, hu wish me good luck! n ADELINE. my best best fren, u too man! good luck. =)

n readers, im stil single.

yeah, i noe i noe, i shld not post. yeah i noe, i got 3tests tomo! damn. physic.amath.geog. yeah yeah i noe but WTH! i got to say this if not, my heart is gonna burst into thin air. CHEY. =p

i walked home wit him jus now, n DAMN, he live so near me! (quite la). n he gave me an answer dat make me smile frm ear to ear. it better be true. it was kinda cool. but not as cool as gg hme wit darrius. he's much more fun but he's a past. n one last thing to comment, i realise that im not ready for this. haa. =D

heyhey,

but im not forgetting my real aim here.

OLEVEL.

ok. i promise myself, dat i switch off my comp rite after i post this shit.

boy, if u love me for who i am,

den i love you for wat u are,

n if u love me right frm the start,

den i love you wit all my heart,

n if u keep smiling n callin my name in the class,

den i shall accept u at the very last,

but now let's leave it to fate,

n pls, for my sake,

wil u wait?

all this time u were there,

but i took u for granted,

but now i wont,

n i fulfil ur wish

it's jus 82more days!!!

heehee, the 3rd post of the day.

jus came back frm outin at west coast n jurong point. i bought new pencil case! haa. =) n yeah, tired la, see the pic ba.

my all-time fav

my sis n broyup, dat ms azlindah

rojak=)

oh damn man, i haven done my essay yet, tomo must do, looks like i had to stay up late nite again to do it. damn tomo there's english, no doubt i can escape. damn.

trade or not to trade organ?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Hiya Readers! =)

like ussual time to update.

ok, yestt, my bro n i hang out wit my darl frens, nata, ken, azee n andrew.

first me n my bro went librarry to study den meet nata, ken n andrew. we had a well great time, den meet azee at Jurong East Complex. to play badminton. my bro is a badminton player, so yeah, he CAN go against them. ken booked, frm 2-4, so its like damn whole 2hours. but den stil not enuf.
haa, let look at the pic yeah?

ken n see my lil bro over there?

battle btw azee n nata

battle btw, er, wat my bro doiin theree?they played the badminton game,den my bro get to lie down.

dgn semangat~~

fyi, picture taken : me!

time to go home. ken n alif switch bag.one whole gang.
after dat, went jurong east eat at Long John Silver, den take neoprint. all of us are pretty good.

had a wonderful day yest. n i doneded 1 SEQ ques only. haa. i think im not gonna finish my NEVER-ENDING HWK. cuz today will go out wit my mum.

see ya guys!

until next time.

wee =)

hiya readers. once again, thx for reading! =D

Ok, the reason i updated today n not sunday is IM BORED! hell sia. forever study study study non stop n the damn hwk dat NEVER ENDS. oh well, 86 more days to go anyway. haa.

news abt Mr Obama, i reall hope he became the president of America, he's jus way too charming n so..er..so...great. haa. cant think of any vocab. good luck Mr Obama, u hav my support. chey. =p

ok, this week was torturous n at the same time fun. haa. n at the same time, heart boiling mad n at the same time, heart breakin. chey. =p really ah.

good news is, ive IMPROVED MY AMATH. can see can see!! yeah..now my aim is to score n get B3 for AMATH, yeah. =) chem was on the way to reach..though im still stucked at B4. haa. ss n geog im tryin hard, the rest of the subject,well, i must say, i must study real hard. =)

-dat my study life-

family problem is hunting me too. damn, how i wish i work. den half of my pay will be given to my mum, really. u see, though i "appear" to be rich, but im not. im jus "average". i jus saved. my grandma worked so hard jus to giv me enuf pocket money for amonth. im tRYin harD not to ask my mum money cux i noe her situation. haix. i cant wait to WORK. my sis had been helpin my mum, so does my bro. but sth happens dat it seems not enuf..haix.. im worried for my mum. i noe she suffered 15years (or more) to bring up 4children single-handedly. i must must take care of her.

-dat my family life-

oh sharkfin, u mean nth to me anymore. the more i see you, the more angry i am. i don noe. i jus had to let you go. im givin up. i don like you anymore. ur jus a stranger to me. i hav enuf problem. im gonna kick u out first. you wtf, don wanna talk abt it. im too tired.

-dat my stupid-love life-

nata n zeera was the best best humorous frn i had. haa. they accept me for who i am. n i really appreciate it. as for nsy, nah, continue doin watever u wan, ur kind at heart. i noe.so watever u say or do, im not hurt. cuz i noe, dat u. ur behaving like yourself. n even if im ur enemy or not, you're stil you. the same nsy.

well, class chalet next next week. gonna release my stress la! huiyun win me by solving the cube! haa. but i know how to solve the cube alrdy!! yeah!!

sch is great. no matter wat happen, i alwys think it was great cuz this is my last year, gonna make the best of it. sharkfin is not gonna be the barrier.

sher was best chem partner (though she always pick on me) but she's great when i wit her in chem lab. definitely gonna miss her as my chem lab partner. haa. in fact im gonna miss everyone. wait shall say al this sweet thing at the end of olevel.

-dat my sch life-

wel, dat it. off to eat dinner! =D

yo readers!!! long no talk. how are ya? feelin cool? haa. today is sunday n like i promised, i'll update. =)

On Friday, we had CROSS COUNTRY at Japanese garden. it's a wonderful place but stil i prefer macritchie. haa. nice place. =)

the schedule, i met xt, wl, yoyo, nata at interchg b4 we head at azee's house. then we ate fries there, n go eat lunch at coffeshop. we saw mdm haslinda. haa. small world. den head to japanese garden. =) the rest, later den say. look at the pics. which i took, n my frens! =D

at 198 bus.

Japanese garden

nice huh?
phoo..

azee's sis, farisha

in 5min i can click wit her
we were alone while takin pic, others all play azee's laptop. i accompany farisha! =)at the coffeshop
ayam penyet
off.
heehee.
haa. while running, we take pics.

yeah, aww..so memorable.

azee's sis so cute. at first, scared of me one. den, when all gone, left me n farisha alone, she can be wit me! haa. we took pic n watch barney. cute rite? haa. love her.

oh ya, if u guys read xt blog, there's sth abt the Japanese garden toilet. haa. funny la!! yeah, im a pervert but it was accidental!! azee quite cute la her...her...haa..shhh.. haaa.. those hu wanna noe abt it, ask me. haa.

haa, as we ran, we took pic. =D oh ya, yoyo said sharkfin leg cramp. haa. it's not dat i don care, i care but he looked fine stil. sharkfin is strong, dat i believe he still can make the running. n he cld! haa. i knew it. he's not the weak type. if he is, i wldn like him.=)

this week was ok. the workshop on wed was good. prom nite, hmm..don noe whether i look forward for it. but many sure does. haa. maeb, im jus too scared to face the truth. that's myproblem, im always scared to noe the truth.

malay olevel result is comin. damn. haa. im currently stucked at the song, "fall for you" by secondhand serenade. haa. damn nice. i lov it though.

my first n top priority, is to score olevel. haa. =) thx shad, for again make me reflect. but stil, i like sharkfin n i wld not let go of him. for now. haa. hu noe.

"if you think of someone hu doesn think of you, are you a fool?"

AZMIRA'S DIARY

azmira is starting afresh fresh fresh

azmira don care who is angry wit her her her

azmira gonna be at her best best best

to impress her cher cher cher

azmira not going to waste time on those hu dislikes her her her

azmira apologises to whuever dat she had ofeended before fore fore

azmira gonna be focus for wat she doin now now now

azmira noe it's too late but still, no choice, n no foul foul foul

azmira shall focuz on amath n chem chem chem

though often find it damn damn damn

azmira likes only shark-fin fin fin

n will only grin grin grin

in front of him him him

but she noe, he gonna ignore that that that

n she wil feel very bad bad bad

but she still gonna move on on on

with her other frens

n try to make peace wit everyone in Pioneer before she left left left.

end of post.

WEE!!! today, went out wit fam to west mall cuz sis wanna treat us! =)

SWENSEN!

MY BRO FAV apple juice, came in cutesmall cup. =)ooo, my milkshake!! cookies n cream
yum yum.

my sis's
my mum's

mine!
heehee..
xtra order
big thx to this special person! =)


phoo..
it's along day today.. apparently, we jus walk ard west mall, den go home. haa. nth much.
while walkin ard , my mind is all thinkin of someone.

sharkfin,
the more u ignore me,
the more i likes u.
n the more i am hurt
so pls, can we jus be frens like last time?
like the past two years?
y u angry wit me?
wat about?
u used to talk to me n smile,
but now we're almost like strangers,
but we're not
we're frens
before.
u used to make my day,
ur the one hu's coincidentally alwys there to cheer me up when dexter hurt me,
so y now u so angry abt?
wat did i do?
wher are u my fren?
i wan u as my fren,
no more else.
cuz the more u ignore me
the more i likes u.
n the more u gonna hurt me.

*how i wish, u kidnap my heart, n make my dream come true*

haix, n hey guys!! i beginnin to love THE CLICK FIVE! YEAH!

i guess im pretty tired to smile ard, n be faked n trying to make peace wit him. so well, go to hell if u don wan forgiv me. [not to sharkfin but him, sianx.]

wah!!! IM STRESS OSO. damn. prob came one by one. really. wth.

end of post.

hey !

yest, had a workshop. last boooster...haa... yoyo! u shld come to sch, me n yun was like, "she shld hav come, den can see clearly..haa.."..really eh, so wasted u din come. shhh... a secret..

yup, i saw him clearly yest. yes, i erhum him la. but wtf, focus on Os. moreover, he[sharkfin] got a gf (maeb is i heard frm my fren de), so forget it lo. =) but "the her" can stand a chance wor! he[wx] is really shuai girl in a sense, but not my taste. only for u la. =)

Mr Shawn!! he rawks! cant believe we saw him again. afer dat first booster. haa. super bloody nice guy. wah, he damn nice. haa. we all so excited when sees him. =D

im tryin to get away frm shrkfin, trying to hide, tryin to not face him. tryin not to near him. but come on la, we're in the same sch, how to not see each other? sure will bump one lo. diao.

*im happy dat i got over dexter after 2 years? or is it 3? haa, i don noe. haa. but yeah*

ok watever, i don wan to talk abt dis.

olevel coming!!!!!!!!!

wahh!!!

mock physic paper, olevel LC mt, chem test, amath test, bio test..wat else?? so many things to do next week. im so occupied.

n yeah, im not gg for the cross country, hav my reason, for dat. =)

kla, without further a due, i end my post.

jus an old pic. =)

wah, scared oral prelim. haa..but nata said, ms ng, the person who's gonna test me, it's not so bad person. =) phew..heng ah..i hope everything is ok la..

today, was okok la. i think i love gg sch, though there's many problems. haa. sch is my 2nd home, n i cherish it alots.

to someone : i don wish to say sorry to u cuz u don deserve it. however, on account of our 4years frenship, im sorry for watever i did. n im really sorry for wat happen. i don believe u n others did dat, n i hope subas can chg his mind. n no matter wat, u r stil my fren, i don care wat shit u think of me. it's a matter if time, when i would miss all this.

i wish im someone in the sch, so dat my frens wont get hurt. n they won be picked on by teachers. i wish i wish, my frens can be happy in these last years in sec sch. i wish i wish i wish, jus for this 3months, dat we can all share last memories together b4 we seperates.

JANA N SUBAS SUX.

i really hope nathan can help leh. diao, why am i worrying for them? cuz, they're my 4years-frens.

i don love nor like anybody. i jus focus on Olevel.

ive got MC!! haa. jus came back frm the clinic. wah, i finished, 5packets of tissue man!! =) i finished, wenlong, xueting, lijun tissue!! actually, nestor one too, but i scared. i scared to finish it. maklumlah, kite kan masih gaduh. =)

my runnin nose kept gg n gg. until xt says, "azmira, u betta go to the toilet", haa. to wash it all away. hey, it shiok to throw the mucus at the tissue.. =)
i think tomo i had a cough, lucky got medicine. nt supposed to go sch tomo, but there's chem tomo. i cant miss chem!! =) im a nerd after all.

the doctor asked, " pe?", i answered, "no! no! i wan pe. no nid la"... haa. pe is fun. i wanna play the volleyball!! =)

JUS NOW, while assembling after recess, me, xt, wl, azee n nata, were late, n dat "act subas" asked we all to hurry up. so we ended up running. pai seh siaks!! wah, subas gettin more like Jana sia. damn. don act la subas.

ok, de end. wanna go slp now.
oh ya, dexter, frm behind, i can recognise u straight away.. =)

Story of the Day!
as usual, i meet nata early in the morning at 9 to eat usual breakfast of mac, this time, ken n ,my lil bro, aliff, came.

im shocked, when nata told me dat her mum ill treat me n my lil bro lunch. yes, my mum n her mum are frens. they get along very well. well, my mum apparently, call her to say thx. really thx for that lunch treat at Siam kitchen. n it was me who show them the place! =) her mum asked me wat to eat, i recommend them thai food, cuz u noe jurong point is nth.

while waiting for food, the menu

nata's bro, micheal. quiet boy,

my bro, aliff

me =)

dearest nata =)

my thai foodayam pandanchicken sth

pineapple thai rice

i love this boy, he's cute. my bro n i adores him, henryin the library, nata's 2x2 rubic. she pro, she can do it.

a great big THX to tasya's MUM!! thx for treating me n my lil bro lunch at SIAM KITCHEN!!

wah, had a great wonderful day. nata's mum bought for me 2new highlighter, n i gotten the full set alrdy!! yeah!! haa. =)

my mum, say, she told her dat im a good gal..=) dat y..=D

k, den along the way, ive met yan!! ya, we so got fate. a "bad" fate maeb?? haa. kiddin!!

tata! =)