THIS LOVE IS KILLING ME!!

woow..hey guys...it really long ever since i've updated. recently, im pretty busy wit exam stuff..next fri is my first paper. haa..think i prepare fer it? oh well, no.

on 21sept, went to Math Carnival. im not selected to go but i replaced Nestor..since he look so pathetic n kept on beggin me to go...haa..well meab i shld la...2-6pm..how many hours i wasted? haa. anwae, it was definitely fun.

Rui lian!! aka Ah lian..she same birthday as me, same time born n even same pencil box! dat means we hav the same minds! haa.. yest, while waiting fer wenlong to study together, we sat near Hansel n faiz which i regret. ah lian came sitting between us. she said, ''eh, dat ur pencil box ah? i think i oso hav the same one as you''..i was like ''huh?really ah''...den really leh! wah lau...so coincidence. my coincidence sista.

n guys out there..i don like farhan lah! stupid hansel. nth betta to do ah? see faiz so concentrate wit his work but dat hansel like not. haiya..

Olevel comin n next week is the sec 4s last week. so sad. im the senior of the sch next year..woo..time is fast. haa.

k la..i shall end my post here.
well, maeb after exam i will keep on posting.
otherwise, insyaallah

tata!
muack.

im so not in a good mood nowadays..n i don noe why..i won be entertaining u guys..but if u guys smile or make craps jokes, be sure i will laugh..i will entertain u guys back..but otherwise no..i really don noe why my heart is so heavy nowadays..no mood to be happy...

here are some pics fer my yest celebration birthday!

my present..

it reads, ''happy 15th cek mek!''

Thx everyone fer wishin me a happy Birthday!! love u guys..

now the 2nd post fer situation in 20sept. hee.

i wonder why but im feelin moody today..perhaps faiz not there..hmm..haa..i walk to sch n saw see mun yolanda n lijun..Lijun was like askin me why im soo sad n moody..i was like''nth la..hmm..today wat date huh?'' Lijun was like ''ya hor!'' haa..funny sia..den see mun n yolanda were like Happy Birthday Azmira!

Reached sch at 718 n yoyo n see mun went to locker to keep hp..me n lijun went courtyard as usual the long way..as i walk outside the canteen, i saw Natasya n her indonesian gang, when they saw me they like ''Azmira happy birthday!!'' haa..it was loud. den lijun was saying'' good wat..haa''..i din realise shafie, amirul n their gang(4s4 or3..not sure) was behind me dat time. den they said to me, happy birthday..''birthday bulan puase sey!'' haa..

3persons asked me why am i sad on dat day..Lijun, haikal and Nestor..they were like,''azmira, why u look so sad? today ur birthday leh..''...i don noe why but im feeling really moody. haix..thx fer the concern guys. aprreciate it alot.

Xueting forget my birthday!! haa..nvm..becuz of studyin ma dat y...hu ask my birthday to be in the middle of studyin fer exam..Daphni gave me dat same reason too. YIfa msg me at am saying ''happy birthday''..hmm well..it enuf la..

i don noe why im soo moody...after sch, went canteen. later got bio reme ma.den i study fer the test la..Lydia n melissa n ardi was like breakin my hand..shake so hard!! haa..

in bio lab, my partner was Nestor. before dat, 30min test n 30min of Ms Ng searchin fer the boys..wait she even fell down chasing after Khan??waahaa..funny sia..
during the test, Hilman n khairul were like complainin dat they nid to go interclass competiton..hilman even was like'' cher, i nid go before i faint ah'' den he very funny sia! Ms Ng was like very angry..haa! it happen during the test. see? we're doin test while hearing her nagging..

Experiment wit Nestor is sooo funny! haa..alamak..He's nice n helpful n playful. He jus a great guy when he's in good mood. like me.. he even light up the bunsen burner in a wrong way!! haa..funny sia..he said ''lucky i hav Azmira as a partner'' cuz he wasn paying attention n when was given ans he alwys look at my paper..but den..he ans de teachers ques quite good. he very smart.

430pm alrdy n Nestor was like ''Ms Ng, Azmira nid go home to celebrate her birthday wit her family la!'' haa..

thx Natasya m Melissa fer the present! appreciate it loads!

ok. now off to do my hwk before celebratin..

once again, thx evryone, those hu knew my birthday today..though im mood swing today i still am happy n appreciate it.

tata.
muack.

yup guys, today is my...
birthday. pff.

well, a birthday present need not need..jus a smile frm u n i consider is a birthday present..haa.

well, 2 tests today, bio n social studies..gonna make the best our of it!

Revalina did incredibly well yest, though Ken says it well hmm..'too nice'..well, ok wat! haa..after seeing the performance i lyk the song alrdy!!''it not over''..nice men the song..but i look at Naza stoningly dat i forget to see their voting no!! G3..haa..luckily my mum saw it..haa..look like 10votes are not enuf...let me make it 15votes la.or more!..about to cry men when they r frm the lowest grp..damn...haa but they lucky! all the way Revalina!

WORSHEET, WORKSHEET, WORKSHEET, WORK LIKE SHIT.

so many worksheets to do la. wahliau..

''so many guys , but none as good as mine'' excluding Naza..

haa. i don care wat ppl thinks but it true dat he the only guy i like.

He's the one hated me most.
He's the one hu break my heart most.
N he's oso the one whom i love most.
Only him, only..faiz.

bye guys!
ths fer reading!
Naza ur my first idol in the world!! u sang soo good!!

tata.
wiil post soon. insyaallah.
muack.

wah..neva post for quite a long time..hmm...

yest, i went back home. i saw see mun and alicia too in front of me...i was like extra extra go wit them...after stopping by at seemun blk there, Alicia says she showed me a new short cut..haa..i think after 3years of livin here in my new house,i only realises 1 short cut. haa..no wonder it took so long fer me gg sch..haiz..den, Alicia says we gg up to see mun house!! i was like ''huh?''..''we really gg her house ah?''..hu noe while askin dat ques im in the lift.

see mun house was big..nice but er..messy...gee...haa..den oops im not fasting but den im not like azeerah hu eat in front of fasting person..lucky ah i neva fast if not i scold her fer eating in front of me..im not fastin but i don eat in sch or watever place where there's muslim. see mun house no malays. so i eat her sis biscuit. hee.. 1 thing i must hav is respect.

u must respect those ppl hu fast. i look like im fasting but im not. still i don eat in front of ppl hu fast. must tell Azeerah..

today i must make myself free on 8pm to catch Live The Dream!! woohoo..haa...cant wait to see Naza and his band performing..

Natasya fell down to the drain!! waahaahaa!

ok. off now.
see ya.
will post soon! insyaallah.
muack.

Someday i shall prove to him dat he the only guy i like in the world!

hell im stress up!

People thought i lesbian sia walkin wit see mun..come on la, if ur tired,it obviously u nid someone shoulder to put ur sleepyhead on..damn..dis ppl ah really ''pen!'' in chi language. haa. walkin wit see mun is like as if walkin wit a tortoise! haa see mun don angry ah! jus kiddin dokie!

Early in the morning, assembly Mr Eagle talk to the sch. he said one day, there will be checkin of hp anytime. wah lau. anyway, i really think dat hp r not necessary la..hmm..but wth, hu cares?

E.Math period i din pay attention in class!!! mrs seah is teaching us a new chapter somemore!! not in the old syllabus!! it a new one. dat means i cannot ask daphni help!! damn. it all because of wenlong letter.

out of sudden when i open my Emath textbook i saw a letter. it wrote a poem. i cant type it now cuz damn wenlong take it back. wahliau. den! i din pay attention instead i write poem back to him. fer 1 damn hour i did dat!! my fren sittin beside me was like askin me, i was like ask Nestor la..stupid me. i really ''pen'' leh..

english lesson was funny!! Mr Thomas really the most sarcastic teacher i ever seen. let me share wit u stuff dat i still rmbr..

Thomas: wat are you looking at QingRui?
QingRui: the construction..(he pointed the window outside)
Thomas: Why am i seeing this kind of lazy attitude in ur class ah? alistair is gettin sleepy, hamzah oso, and den qingrui is dreamin of becomin one of the construction workers outside..

dat period i laugh like hell! ok next.

Thomas: ok guys listen up before i get going..
class packing up bags gg fer next lesson.
Thomas: hey, listen up. If you fail for ur English, you never get to pack ur bag.

haahaahaahaahaahaa!! there more! talk to me in sch or sms or msn or watever fer more of it. if ur interested of course. haa! funny sia English lesson.

don wanna talk abt Amath lesson. im lost.

k guys. the end of my story. tata.
will update soon. insyaallah.

haa. k. see ya.
muack.

SELAMAT BERPUASE FER ALL MUSLIM IN THE WORLD!!

i like to fast. i don noe why. but everytime fastin month, i always be the only gal in the family excited fer it.

woke up at 4:45am(though my alarm clock was 4:00am..oh well, it jus not good enuf..haa), found all my family members awoken. haa. cool. first day mah, that why ''semangat''..haa. my mum fried vegetables and cook sotong. damn nice..haa.

Going sch, i was in full of energy..i realise dat i din study fer physic test!!! wth! haa. lucky is damn easy la de test..heng ah..alhamdulillah..

In the morning assembly, stupid speaker was near our class!! Mr Nathan's voice is soo loud!! n when they played the National Anthem song, it was soo loud dat i couldn hear my own voice. usually it was me who sang the loudest but now, i hav a competitor. damn. nvm. one day my voice will be louder den dat!N not fergetting Natasya hu keep on disturbin me. haa. if i evr go her country, i shall disturb too.hee. i like singin National Anthem btw, haa. dat one of the reason why im going JC. weehee.

Chem period was quite a pain. Ms yuen was reprimandin my class fer bein lazy n stuff..well..i admit it true. hee. fer 1hour men. i can tell she really concern abt us. next lesson dat kena scold was physic. mrs lim lesson. wat a day today..

Lunch time was funny, my chinese frens, were all like ''can eat beside u or not?'' den all those scared scared looks..haa..so funny. i was like, ''nvm la..i won be tempt. it a sch food anyway, im sianx of it. '' i was surprised dat i indeed was not tempt by it. so i shall conclude: Food is no big deal after all

chem, phy and bio hwk all must be handed in by tomorrow!!! wat kind of hell im livin there? haa. look like i hav to again slp late at nite. phoo.

7 more days to my birthday. well..if u sae wishes can come true, den i shall wish dat somehow one day i will give my mum a good life.

k guys. tata. have a nice day! =)

muack.

donuts rawks!!!

phew, i went home straight right after sch. wah, walkin back home is even tiring den gg sch..the journey frm my home to sch is jus so long. so sad. haiya. Mr Thomas absence benefit me alot. haa. i get to read my book finish. woo. happy ending. yeah.

tomo there chem n gosh i haven done the holiday assignment for it!!! i am completely an idiot. i admit the week(sept hols), all i do is to stick my eyes at tv. there were like so many nice shows during that week. addin on, my bro buy alot of CDs which tempt me to watch all of them within a day!!

felt tired nowadays, yeah 8 more days to turn me to 15. so wat. dis year, i don really wan to celebrate my birthday. no mood to. daphni said, i must study now. get all of it at ur fingertips or else it will be too late. it eithr too late or too early. fer me, i think its too early. but since she said dat, she shld hav a reason to. i trust her as she my dearest senior n sis. haa. first time meetin her, i tot she a kind of ''proud gal'' ah..wat a memories.

my first time in choir , i get to noe nadia n grace first. den follow by aishwarya, mardiah and ain den wenting n lastly daphni. though daphni is the last senior i knew, she de closest to me. she den passes her throne to me as the next chairman of choir. haa. talk abt my memories more next time.but truly speakin, choir grown me.

''don spent too much on ur CCA. but if singin is ur passion den go for it but never neglect ur studies''

message by Farhan(3v1)

he's the ''frm stranger to fren, and frm fren to stranger''. he chg now not hu i think he was, but im not pretty sure, it either he chg or i chg. hmm..watever, fer now, it jus a memory. it all in the past..
talkin abt past bring tears to my eyes, but de hurt had vanished now. cuz im strong, i don like ppl to keep pushin my head down.
de short period of frendin wit him cause me to wake up frm my slp. i admit im lazy dat time. haa..sec 1 especially. i jus knew i hated studyin. but now, all i wan is to achieve n be the top student of Pioneer(which i doubt i can). haa. will talk abt my years durin sec1-3 next time when i free.

A math hwk so many!!!! siao ah mrs seah!!! wahlau..hwk has been accumulatin day by day. argh!! but hey, relax men. fasting is tomo!! yeah..

haa..k guys, wanna go slp. wil post again soon! insyaallah.

bye guys.
take care
muack.

WELCOME BACK!here, my currently fav snack! yeah mamee!

there he is!! the guy at the extreme left..

Go this website: http://livethedream.mediacorptv.sg/recapsround2_revalina.htm

i see dat video for like 20 times alrdy..haa..i jus like de lead singer. so swit lor. .haa..den while browsing ard ''live the dream'' website and found dis. haa!! i simply idolise the middle guy...haa..ok he does look like someone.hmm maeb a little la.. haa..nicey..

today sch rocks! is so peace..but when i walk to sch in the morning, it was raining! wahaa! im not wet but my bag is!wah lau, den my books were all wet! argh!! so poor thing.i must really buy a waterproof bag next year..im gonna buy 3bags next year!! everything new! cuz it a sec4 year..my precious year...hmm..hee. during Amath lesson, i sat in my class wit xueting!!yeah haa..but de bad thing of sittin next to ur bestfren is, u tend to talk. as in talk!alot somemore. haiya. frm sec3 cheers we compose n edited the lyrics to PA SYSTEM? haa. that is obviously cheers created by us fer da-ge aka wen long la. oh ya, talkin abt A math, i think i nid help. die. see? dis is wat u get if u don pay attention in class.

PE!!was fun!! I belong to grp B..alistair, khan, ardi, natasya, yuzana, azeerah, lijun n erm..me la..haa...lijun n meiqi appear angry..i think they both are angry wit someone..well at least i get to make my two dear frens,meiqi n lijun smile! yeah!

haa.during Emath lesson, i kept on singin n singin till Amanda(the person sittin beside me) nearly fainted. haa! i wonder why im so in a good mood today. hmm.

the English compre rocks! i like the story..is cool men..hmm..

230pm-330pm, we hav a PDA workshop..haa..me partner wit yilin n we both are like so blur ''sotong''..the person frequently came to our place n willl ask,''so how?can?'' more den twice! whenever he finishes his speech, he wil automatically went to our place. ok i sat right in front. wat to do? kiasu mah..haa..e funny thing is this:

meiqi: the charger is in the box one wat!

yilin: ours at first not in the box.

me: ours also

get it? i wit yilin yet i still say,''ours also''. haa..ok..today i really gong..haa..so many funny things happen la..phew.

english hwk men..later i wanna go slp. haa. me sleepyhead.

till next time guys.

tata

take care

muack.

ok.today is the first day of Term4. so fast. haa. ok. today some things make me angry n some things make me happy. let start off wit the bad news which make me angry, shall we?

i din bring thermometer! argh!! den, during mother tongue lesson, mrs seah told me to go downstairs for temperature taking. haiya. damn it. den, mr yong don wan disturb the lesson so after sch, come back to take temperature. damn! next was khairul, wah, he getting sucker day by day. i don wan giv him a damn alrdy. he ridiculously sux!MY A MATH TEST IS:15/25!!! N ALL OF IT ARE CARELESS MISTAKES!even mrs seah says so..wah lau..

after dat, go home, found my lil bro not at home so therefore i hav to fetch him ok fine. he make me angry by spendin $10 per day!wat is dis?he only a pri sch kid n alrdy spend more den 5 dollar. wtf. whole time while walkin home. i nag at him n i make him cry. kpo ppl go look. den one bangla look at me i say,''see wat see?!''.den dat guy walk away. damn. tomo i must inform my mum not to giv him a single cent! let him starve.

the good news is, i had made fren wit Nafi. haa. cool. i smile n wave at him while i takin temperature. haa. he so nice. the nicest guy i ever known in my entire life beside my grandpa. serious. haa. hmm..that the only happy things i could think of today. haa.

my mood really swing nowadays. fasting day coming. my birthday during fastin month. dat so cool.haa..20sept.cant wait men!haa.i wanna start to talk wit Nafi, haa. k guys hav to brush up my Amath n tomo damn got the chem stuff. sianx. aniwae, im chosen so i must go. at least get to touch the PDA. haa. cool. ok guys see ya.

thx for reading!

bye!

muack.

hie guys!! haa. let see, let me talk abt yest stuff. hmm..

i went to market wit my mum..after back home, i went study malay..accidentally i slept. n guess wat? i promise wen long i meeting him at 3pm. i tot i jus took a short nap at 1pm dat time den in the end it ended up a long sleep! i woke up at 2:59 pm! haa. i quickly wash my face, pack my stuff n go..wen long call me a few times. n i said sorry more den 10times. haa.

me, wenlong n xueting went to mac to eat lunch...haa..i din realise dexter was there too. haa..after dat, off we went to library.

we spent there frm 430-745pm. cool huh? haa... den xueting is busy smsing irsha.=d...de funny thing is, it wasn really ''xueting'' smsin him..it was my ''da-ge''..wen long...haa..! look like irshad met his match and vice versa.

k den, wenlong hav to eat dinner n we ate at LJS.

wenlong wan>KFC
i wan>MAC
xueting wan>LJS

this is us. we will always fight for a place to eat.

haa..kk..this is yest news.

muack.

Welcome the grp:Revalina!! I like the lead singer loads!

i like the middle guy! nasa!!! wee~!the one wit the black spec!

im the biggest fan of this grp!!

i like the middle guy..he sang so nice n he's so cute n good lookin. he look betta wit the specs. ah..he sang wit his grp sond called ''heaven''..so nice!! cuz of him, im lookin forward to watchin ''Live the Dream''. he a clinical trial coordinator, age 27..cool..wonder if he's married?hmm..still i like him!!

okay, today im quite lucky..well not really jus lucky..im

late for choir practice for 20min!i woke up at 7:45am! choir starts at 8! wah..i immediately bath n run to the bus stop..stupid i miss the 243bus n must damn wait for another one. it rainin n i cant walk. thinkin abt dat, i rather walk in the rain de wait 15min for dat 243bus. damn.

i walk in the sch tellin the security guard dat im late. haa..see me so frenly..haa..still can talk durin dat time. i walk in the music room n found out dat everyone was lookin at me.hee. so peiseh. Mr Tan asked me,''ur hair wet cuz of the rain huh?'' stupid..of course not la..i jus bath. haa. lame.. so choir practice as per normal.

on 19Nov sang at Republic Poly? wat dis is some kind of sch gatherin..of all places, why there?

when i reach home, i saw my mum n my bro were like wearing their shoe wanting to go market. i followed them, put my bag near the door den chiao.

after market, go sleep for 4HOURS! im such a sleepy head. i really must chg dis habit of mine.haix.

guess wat? chem haven do. a math half way done. E math aiyah dat one haven even touch. n i left 1 more freakin day to sch. i admit i din study for dis whole week as i ket on sleep!

WHEN SCH REOPENS, IM GONNA BE THE MOST NERDY GAL IN THE SCH!

FOCUS!!

muack.

PHOTO TAKEN BY Cheang See Mun aka Jas

my hp is so sickenin.sth happens. cant tranfer. hmm.anione noe y?

k guys, sorry din update for like so long alrdy. lets started off on Wednesday ok? hee.
the accapella was damn nice! i love it! though its duration is only for 1hour. haa. choir members took picture all the time. but my stupid hp don noe wat wrng cannot transfer. damn it. nvm, anyway, choir rocks! though the attendance is bad dat i could see mrs koh was enraged. haa. so me, seemun, azeerah, xiaoyuan decided to live up the bus! while in the bus to go for the accapella concert, we joke n joke non-stop. ne of us even crazily decided to wave outside like mad person. in turn, nobody waves at us back. u noe when sit right at the back, u tend to do crzy stuff. once we reach there, we were led by the usher n we sat right in front! wow. nice scenery. the accapella performers were awesome!LOVE IT! they had no background music but jus by using their voice. cool huh? someday, im gonna be a part of them..hee. when the shows had ended, choir ended up waiting for the bus. while waitin we takin pics. yeah..haa.

on the way to sch in bus, the gals behind who is me, azeerah, seemun n xiaoyuan crazily havin fun. xiaoyuan was eating n i guess she chokin cux i cant stop jokin! haa. i became th DJ azmira who plays song for choir members. i taught my choir peeps all e stuff i learnt during sec 3 camp. all those cheers n claps. haa.

when we reach sch, me n de 3other gals gave the driver a macho clap! n damn his face was like,''u gals crazy ah?''. haa.but of course he din say dat.

yest, i went to jrong west library wit my bro. ok, fine. i knew i took 1 long hour to pick a book! ala. it not easy wat to choose a book. how easy can i get?
after dat, went to jurong point n oops! i saw dexter, erm..n 2 other power rangers. one white n the other one os red. haa. lame la hor.
they were passing by me n...ala..don wanna talk abt it. after jurong point, we went to pioneer mall n bought slurpee...yeah..haa..den bought snacks for our good chinese show at 7pm and 9pm ones.

today, i think i will be studyin Amath again..haa..i don noe la..
i quite slack n exam are comin..weehoo. die.

i wanna watch movie!!! hu willing to watch movie wit me before fasting month? dat is before 13sept?

reply asap!

haa..k guys. sorry no pics.
see ya
muack.

Army Open House

FAMILY OUTING: ARMY OPEN HOUSE AT 1SEPT i love dis pics the most!

my mum n my lil bro posing sweetly..

so cute the baby!

the army tent. quite impressive.

ok, he now safe from the enemies.

why u lookin at me like dat?

let rise up to the flag!

posing posing...cool..


victory!

ok, sorry guys din update since 1sept. my comp had been wild n im so much occupied wit so many stuff. tomo gg acapella concert. yeah! haa. ok. den. i online as soon as i can. take care guys!

muack.