MIRA KITARA: November 2014

Mira Kitara

Mira Kitara

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Just stayyyyyy strong 😬😬


I believe in this. So believe in this. What you've done to someone else's daughter, eventually your own will suffer the same. Just waiting for the right moment. Karma will happen. 

Anyway, I'm happy with my single life now. (: good frens and family supporting me. Being single is awesome lah!

Work is no joke these days. All I kept doing is work and work. Since I've finished my leave, that's why i will only have a 3 days off per 2 weeks. Sighs. 

But nvm. A chance to lose even more weight! 💪 hehe. 

Okay today is my only precious day off. And then 6 days of work all over again. Go out with family to celebrate my adik's birthday! Hehe(: he's 17 already!! Aren't time pass so fast. Sighs. 

K lah, i realize now, no rush to find a partner. I have to make sure that partner, my next upcoming boyfriend, is my last. And will be my future husband. In Shaa Allah. 

Keep calm and nurse on. 

(Argh work is driving me crazy!) 

Monday, November 10, 2014

You. My ex.


I guess I have to type my heart out. Yes, it's very very hard to move on. He cheated me betrayed my feelings yet I just can't let it go. Sighs. It's easy to say "I have moved on" when all you think about evryday is him and him. 

To his current gf, pls take care of him. (': and his family. No matter how much I hated him and his family, I still owe them a big lots. I forgave everything and everyone. (': 

This is the first photo we had. Our first official date. When he brought me to West Mall and eat. 

Made me teared whenever I thought about our past. 

Dear ex, pls take very good care of yourself. Cause I will no longer be the one rubbing your head and pat your back when you did a good job. I will no longer be the one rubbing your cheek and chin. I'm sorry I can't be the one for you. Sorry that we're not meant to be together. I tried my best to be the best gf ever . I pray that girl can be the best spouse of yours forever. 

To his gf currently, this is for you. I'm sharing this with you, cause I no longer with him, and only you now is taking care of him. 
He love bak kut teh. Bring him to bukit gombak to eat there. 
He smokes Pall Mall red. Pls control his cigarettes. Whenever he gets very tired, he smokes a lot. But you can distract him with food. 
Go buffet as many times as you can. Prolly once a month at least.
Don't force him to finish his food, once he's full, he's full. 
He loves bowling, the only thing he can release his mind off with. He's happier when he bowls. 
Make sure you dress properly, and if he ask you to change, you change, his taste of fashion is very good. 
At least once a week go out with him, to watch movie. Salted popcorn and hotdog with many many mustard. He loves mustard. 
He loves coke and trying to cut down but always failed. He prefers can coke not bottle coke. He don't like Pepsi. If there's no coke, just give him plain water. 
He loves latte. Go with him to Starbucks or Coffee Bean to drink that. McCafe should be fine as well. As long as it is Caramel Latte. Hot. 
When his throat craves for something, get it immediately. He won't ask for it again. If not he'll keep bugging you for it. 
He loves back hugs. Hug him behind his back all the times as and when you can do it, just do it. It makes him very happy. 
Whenever he did a good job, cheer for him and support him, he loves it a lot.
No phones when you're out with him, he wants your full attention. 
Share with him your story, your life story, he loves to listen, but you should listens to him too, his life story is very insteresting and he love it when ppl listens to his story. 
Clear off his wallet every month once, his wallet full if receipts and shits tat he doesn't bother to throw it. 
Always see his body, full of scratches. Nag at him and tell him to take care of himself. Not ruin yourself. 
Don't post selfies too much, he hates tat. He rather you post about him. 
When in public, show to the world that's he's yours. He loves it. 
He loves his family very much, he willing to die for them, and for you too. He put family first. He's the eldest. It's natural he behave tat way. Never argue with his family, he'll end up hating you, like he hating me now. 

Lastly, he'll love you more than anything in this world, and will die for you. 
At least that's how I felt when I'm with him. 

To ex. Your promises and everything, I'll just let it go. I'm sorry I wasn't as good enough as her. I'm sorry for getting you into trouble every single time. I'm out of your life now, I'm no longer by your side. You have someone else now doing my job. (': 

Just to let you know. That almost one year we've been through together was the toughest journey and decision I've made. But still I loved you very very much and probably the last person I loved. 

Though you're my biggest mistake in my life, I've never regret you coming into my life. It's a blessing in disguise and a huge major lesson for me. 

I'm moving on as fast as I can. (': perhaps no one can replace him but someday I know I'll find someone better. 
In Shaa Allah. 

May both of you last till Jannah. 

Amin.

To my next and future boyfriend/hubby don't worry, I will love you as much much more than anyone else I ever loved. If you ever read this post, don get jealous okay?

This is the end of everything. And my last post about him. 


Friday, November 7, 2014

Crying all over again for this shit

Dreamt about our past. Dreamt about your promises. Dreamt about our dreams. Dreamt about my sacrifices for you. Dreamt about how much I gave my all to you. Dreamt about how sincere I was to you. 


Yet I woke up and realized the reality. 


You betrayed me and cheated my feelings.


I hate you Indra Hidayat. 


I hate you now and forever. 


We promised to fight but look what you've done. 


I'll never ever want you back again. 

Monday, November 3, 2014

MOVED ON :)

this is my sister's business, SOFAZ services. pls support my sister and her fiancé. 
hehe.

SO HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN MISSING ME? (': 
I see my number of viewers drop. cause I've been too busy and occupied with work lately.
so how have i been?
very good. alhamdulilah. 
been single for 5 months already, meaning it has been 5 months..THEY been in a relationship.
i guess some ppl can really find a replacement very fast. and maybe i was too busy for him tats why he decided to leave me for her..BUT WHATEVER IVE MOVED ON. 
but tho i been saying tat, whenever i see those couple pictures, my heart felt betrayed yet again. idk why. i moved on but the feeling of betrayal is still there. it really do hurts a lot whenever i see their photos. but then like what my best friend told me, "delete all of him, hate all of him" hahahaaha

i forgave him for cheating me. i halalkan sume makan minum and hopefully he does to. yes, he used to be my world, but i guess we are just not fated. I'm happy that my bestfren went back to his ex fiancé. i mean, they deserved to be together. I'm happy whenever i sees couple going back together, cause it shows one thing, forgive do exist. 

he's happier without me, what reason for me to live not happily without him? kan kan kan? hahaha i wanna thank my family, #thehandsomes and my best friends for being my world, for being there for me. i was so lonely depressed and they never fail to lift me up. i thank Allah swt for letting me open up my eyes and see his true self. and also for giving me the best of everything. 

Abang had a good marriage. 
Kakak is getting married next year.
Mama's burden lifted after all these years thanks to my pay raise. 
Adik has been extremely wise and good kid. 
Nenek has been healthy.

and all my best friends have been sticking by me thru all these times. 
how can i not be thankful enough.

and work, nursing is the greatest decision i made in my life. my life totally changed when i started working. i met SOOOOOO MANY people in my life. hahaha wow. totally an eye opener. will post about my work someday. 

i remember someone told me that she enjoyed reading my blog. i hope you guys too. promise to update more often ok! but before tat, i wanna own MACBOOK AIR BY THIS YEAR PLS.

and iphone 6.

and yes, finally NUR AZMIRA BTE AZLAN

HAS MOVED ON FROM INDRA HIDAYAT BIN MZ 
so to the gf he's with now, no more stalking me, YOU STOLE HIM FROM ME, so why worry? you won him, so enjoy tat reward. i forgave you for that too. 

i will just keep chilling. haha (:

Assalamualaikum. have a good day everyone!