All good things must come to an end. 😔

Hi there everyone. I'm walking around my neighborhood aimlessly. I'm sad frustrated and heartbroken. The guy I'm supposed to live for the rest of my lives is now with another girl. He moved on. He cheated my feelings. He doesn't love me anymore. I can't move on. All these it seems so unreal. Seems like a dream. I loved him so much. Yet he did this to me.😔😪 he's with someone else now. I have to let him go. And let him be happy with her.

this post is for you my love

rmbr this photo sayang? this is when we had our first official movie date. 

as i remembering back the times when we first know each other, i feel like crying abah. i don know why. haha i miss those times. BUT. haha i want to move on. every single day with you is so precious my dear. i really wish for many many happy and sad days with you abah. since the first day i met you, i knew that you are gonna be someone so important in my life. someone im gonna take care forever. someone who is gonna take care of me forever. abah, umi chan love you so much, deeper than any of the girls you met before. and you know that yourself sayang. 

i fell in love with you again and again each day. just wan to let you know, im proud of whatever you're doing now abah. just dont stop and never give up sayang. im always here behind you supporting you. people may look down on you, but not me. i will never look down on you. 

i swear i hate those people who look down on you. they can say it infront of you, but not infront of me. i will protect you till the day i die. and i will love you till my very last breath. 

i want the world to know how unique you are, and how strong you are. 

you're indeed the most amazing guy i have ever met. 

you amaze me each time, with all the surprises and everything. 

i love it when you are yourself. and i know you especially behave like yourself when you're with me. 

people dont know your story, only i do. and that's why no one has the right to judge you. no one. not even me. abah, continue to be strong. for me mama, and the kubs. 

dont ever give up abah, even if i leave this world before you,

never give up on life. 

paham? 

Countless Seoul Garden treats

Thanks for the treat abah. Me love you always. 

 

   

4 more weeks and 5 more days

 in 4 weeks and 5 days time PRCP will end and then i'll graduate and be a good staff nurse that i promise myself to be. 

not forgetting going to poor countries to help out. 

whenever i feel like giving up in life,

i think of this job, think of my patients. 

think of how far ive gone through. 

not gonna give it up tat easily. 

You're a Jedi. 

and a Jedi motto is: 

Peace over anger. Honor over hate. Strength over fear. 

Assalamualaikum. 

May Allah protect you guys always. 

Amin.

Insecure insecure

The 4 most important words in my life now. Thank you Indra hidayat. 

He's mine.

Definitely the one for me. 

Abahkushhhhhh

Isn't he cute? And ugly at the same time. But damn I love him so much. As much as he love me. I love how much he tries to do anything to make me happy. The love of my life. My last. My only. The one I'm gonna annoy forever . I love you Indra hidayat. You are the best lah okay HAHAHAHA 

I got a freaking 2 days offfffffffffff! I'm gonna slackkkkkkk HAHAHAHA k bye