this post is for you my love

rmbr this photo sayang? this is when we had our first official movie date. 

as i remembering back the times when we first know each other, i feel like crying abah. i don know why. haha i miss those times. BUT. haha i want to move on. every single day with you is so precious my dear. i really wish for many many happy and sad days with you abah. since the first day i met you, i knew that you are gonna be someone so important in my life. someone im gonna take care forever. someone who is gonna take care of me forever. abah, umi chan love you so much, deeper than any of the girls you met before. and you know that yourself sayang. 

i fell in love with you again and again each day. just wan to let you know, im proud of whatever you're doing now abah. just dont stop and never give up sayang. im always here behind you supporting you. people may look down on you, but not me. i will never look down on you. 

i swear i hate those people who look down on you. they can say it infront of you, but not infront of me. i will protect you till the day i die. and i will love you till my very last breath. 

i want the world to know how unique you are, and how strong you are. 

you're indeed the most amazing guy i have ever met. 

you amaze me each time, with all the surprises and everything. 

i love it when you are yourself. and i know you especially behave like yourself when you're with me. 

people dont know your story, only i do. and that's why no one has the right to judge you. no one. not even me. abah, continue to be strong. for me mama, and the kubs. 

dont ever give up abah, even if i leave this world before you,

never give up on life. 

paham?