Finally I've got my dozen donuts. Hehe of course I shared it with my family lah .
Just want to talk about my late papa. Everytime whenever I have evil thoughts, I will think of him. Gosh, what happen to me while I was with indra? I definitely turned into someone I'm not. I'm no longer kind, no longer feel sense of any empathy towards people.
It's been almost a year now, and I must say, it was a hard journey to move on without him, I can't replace him with anyone in the world, no one. But I'm glad I did. I did move on. And I must say, I became stronger in person.
I'm back to being the real me before I met him. Back to me being kind (chey) haha, as in back to real me. I never once forget how awesome late papa was. And I'm still learning to be like him.
It's not easy to be a good person, it takes a lot, a hell lots of courage.
In shaa Allah.
And it has been almost a year, I am a staff nurse. Taking up degree real soon (: wish me luck readers!
