Countless Seoul Garden treats

Thanks for the treat abah. Me love you always. 

 

   

4 more weeks and 5 more days

 in 4 weeks and 5 days time PRCP will end and then i'll graduate and be a good staff nurse that i promise myself to be. 

not forgetting going to poor countries to help out. 

whenever i feel like giving up in life,

i think of this job, think of my patients. 

think of how far ive gone through. 

not gonna give it up tat easily. 

You're a Jedi. 

and a Jedi motto is: 

Peace over anger. Honor over hate. Strength over fear. 

Assalamualaikum. 

May Allah protect you guys always. 

Amin.

Insecure insecure

The 4 most important words in my life now. Thank you Indra hidayat. 

He's mine.

Definitely the one for me. 

Abahkushhhhhh

Isn't he cute? And ugly at the same time. But damn I love him so much. As much as he love me. I love how much he tries to do anything to make me happy. The love of my life. My last. My only. The one I'm gonna annoy forever . I love you Indra hidayat. You are the best lah okay HAHAHAHA 

I got a freaking 2 days offfffffffffff! I'm gonna slackkkkkkk HAHAHAHA k bye 

Pampered by him today❤️

So my baby brought me to date at pastamania. He surprised me with care bear which I've been wanting for so long and of course pampered me all other stuff which I wanted. Thank you love. Muah😘😘 I love you so much! 

Thank you for working so hard for me my dear. Thank you. And I'm worth it you know .hahaha

thank you readers.

my 3rd off day today. this post is meant for you readers out there. 

whoever you guys are, i wanna thank you deep down, much appreciate for reading this humble blog of mine. it has been 7 years and still going strong. the url name stays the same and i hope my loyal readers will continue reading. cause to read my blog meaning spending some of your time to read.

so i wanna thank you guys. muah love you all! 

my life has its ups and downs. i had lived without a father for 18 years now and i came from a broken family. im proud to say that im gonna be a staff nurse soon. im gonna make my family proud of me. 

i was so touched when my abang told this to his fiance, "i have 2 sisters, one is a teacher and another is a staff nurse" . i can see that he is very proud. and i had the most awesome siblings in the world. we lived with society that looks down on us but yet still standing strong without anyone help. 

and my little brother is gonna follow my nursing line. proud of him. 

and my mum is standing strong with her work, same goes to my grandma. 

7 more bloody weeks for me to graduate. and work full time.

my aim is to renovate the house, cause we have been living in this condition for 10 years now, with so many broke stuff everywhere.

i promised myself that im gonna fix everything of this house that my mum spent all her life paying. 

im bad at lying. people can spot me if i lie. so i don wan to lie that i love this guy very much. more than anything in this world. im gonna make sure he changes his life for better. 

whenever i sees him, i sees myself. i see myself in him that no one ever knows. i see deep down how much he has been tolerating nonsense from this cruel world, how much he wants to give up in everything. 

to me, selfish people are the worst people on earth. and liars. if you only think for yourself to be happy, with the expense of someone else sadness, your're pure evil. hahaha

i believe everything happens for a reason. every single shit happens for a reason.

and if you're not happy with me, come straight to me and meet me, i like it that way more. 

we both are working hard for our loved ones, that is why we share the same dream. 

not for materialistic stuff, but for our loved ones. 

and you witch, dont let me see your face in my hospital. or else i will give you the pain-est injection that you will never forget. heh *evil smile*

or ya, we nurses love taking bloods, so i can also poke you all over and pull out your bloods. hahahaha kidding. evil sia mira.

and readers, i hope yoou guys enjoy the songs i played. 

to LIARS

hmm.. something crack me up today. hahahhaha there's this person add me on fb, and it's obvious that the person just created the account.. so.. i did not confirm of course..
the weird thing is..
i went in to my bf account and add that person, apparently that person accept.
so my first suspect is who else lah kan? that wicked witch.
So i suggest that person to become wicked witch fren.
Suddenly wala, wicked witch post on her status saying she don know.
but the weird thing is.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS SO FUNNY CAUSE OBVIOUSLY SHE'S LYING AND IT'S HER.
Kimak bodoh sia.

she made my day. try again to stalk me ok. *flips hair*

blessed and what more can i ask for

Hello guys! today is my off day! and 2 more days off days! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

and 2 more days to my mum's birthdayyyyyy.

so now is midway to PRCP and damn it's just so awesome. im halfway getting used to life as a staff nurse. Passing report is still a challenge to me but in shaa allah i can do it. 

this is the pic of everybody whom im working with. and i fell in love with each one of them.

since he posted in his blog my whatapps vid, i shall post his whatapps vid too. hahaha. this is the vid that i find the cutest one of all lah. hahaha

isn't he cute? alalalala hahaha cute lah. my love my only one.

everyday i look forward to his texts. every single day. and im still feeling all butterflies in my stomach whenever i meet him. hehe is this love? yes im sure it is. 

yesterday he showed me this chain of his that he said he shall often wears it now hahaha the very first person who did such thing to me. how can i not love him even more.

i guess life is really full of things that we can never expect to happen. he is something i never expect to meet. burning my heart each day without fail.

and yesterday he gave me a good advice regarding my work. hahahaah why so cute.

i bet yat gonna say "i told you so redbull give you wings" 

so i shall start to drink redbull whenever i work night shift. 

and im gonna be focus and work harder and be 10 times better than others. 

need to show alot of people and prove to them, im awesome. just like how he is working hard to do so.

k lah. got to go and enjoy my off day, will be doing some spring cleaning. my room is a mess. 

Happy 2014!

Happy New Year everybody its 2014! 

So i went with my love at Henderson Waves to countdown with him. I swear i will never forget that. 

the way he works hard just for me.

the way he willing to give up his world just for me .

im in love with him every single day.

 So my only resolution this year 2014 is to eat happily. hahah

so my little brother got into nursing and im proud of him. Cant wait to take picture with him with his new uniform. hahha yayyyyyy!

today i work night shift. 

so i better get alot of rest today.

okay guys!