always be grateful no matter what

i miss my long hair. 

and i miss my 60kg body weight. 

now im like omg, okay i really have to start my diet alr lah. 

no more eating nonsense. at least when im not outside. 

and when im working. 

lets just start with simple workout for a week. 

200 jumping jacks. 

10 second planking 

30 sit ups. 

just this. okay? and to eat moderately. 

hmm but today is pay day, and i feel like eating pastamania haha. 

okay no. 

chicken breast, egg and edamame later. 

night duty later, so im not gonna eat during the shift. 

i try my best to lose 5kg within this month ok? have to do this. 

ups and downs

3 years in nursing were not easy. but thanks to good colleagues, i had overcome it all. 

i made the right choice to be one hehe.

so in 3-4 years time someone said he will marry me, and im thinking how would it be like being a married woman? haha lol

been in and out of relationship in my life, i hope this current one is my last. 

working has been way way so tired these days, cant wait for Sunday though, cause it's our 2nd. 

monthsary haha. and it has been way too long i had a proper date with khairrul affien. 

cant wait for a good long date with my fav human.