But idk why, i feel empty inside. Why am i not happy?
I find myself so complicated, so dumb. I realised i been increasing weight way way too much. yet, i don do anything about it. I just don know. Somebody pls slap my face.
I just miss my childhood, when i worry nothing.
I want izzi to be my last, at least thats wat i hope for. And i really wan to lose weight.
But how?
Well, im gonna run and run.For at least everyday now. Im tired of people calling me names, and making fun of me. i have to be determined this time. Sigh.
I know i have the bestest things in the world, i just couldn find the reason of my unhappiness inside me. I really don know.
Maybe its cause im pms but sometimes i don feel tat way.. i don know..
i wonder who will even read this blog of mine, its like so dead. HAHA