FCUK MUCH?

DON BOTHER MSG ME. I CHG MY NO. ONLY MY LOVED ONES SHALL NOE.

I HAD ENUF OF PPL CONTROLLING MY LIFE. THANKS.

hmm/:

i cant blog after this post. it's 3weeks time to my ALEVELS. YYYYEEEAAAAAAHHHH (:

anw, i noe who is the nicest guy in this world. n i think im setting my eyes on him. n he's smart ): im not. tats it, i wan work hard, n score alevel. so at least, i can share my awesome result to him. n get a topic to talk about. hmmm /: before any gals got him, i wanna get him first. i think only him has opened my heart. yup. him. not isk anymore. but him. isk is just too perfect for me. i dislike perfection n im tired of his egoness. yeah(y) him is better (y) like like LIKE!

n he replied my msg n he helped me in chem. so thankful. know wats a good guy now. yeah. he cant run away from me, im chasing him. n i will! :D

MOOD IS BACK. thanks to pineapple boy. (:

is it me?

is it me or im just being sensitive that everyone surrounds me seems to neglect my existence? ): haix. nehmind. it's just 3 more weeks to alevel. never gonna let that affect me. (Y) mira go go go! jia you!

)): haix.

alevel :/

im not confident for my alevel. i know i have yet to finish revising n time is not helping me. im scared :/ i have so much sins dirtied on my hands. so many sins. it's me alone, to improve myself. im scared. :( ya allah, tolong la aku. i feel so distracted lately n i know this is not the right time to be. but i cant help it. my heart filled so cold & numb. n im sick T___t i hate myself, i know ppl all round keep reminding me to study): haix, im gg out wit mama ltr. i jus need companion. ): 2 more weeks to A's. wat am i gonna do??

haix. ):

JIAYOU MIRA. JIAYOU MIRA. I MUST BE CONFIDENT OF MYSELF. (Y) YEAH. i can do this.

Problems after one another.

i hate myself like really. tis year, jus pass very fast. i'll miss everything. ):

gonna chiong my way till alevel. really chiong. haix. other problems i shall jus put aside, gonna focus focus n focus. determination!

i am determine to do WELL for a's. yeah. (Y)

COME ON MIRA, JIA YOU JIA YOU! :D

):

aku totally no mood for anything.

life

1 month time, im having my ALEVEL. this is it. this is my cert which im gonna take. tis is it. Jia you mira. (:

why? just why?

): haix. guys i'll change my no soon cause i hate using the current no. will give to those i really know.

This year, 2010 ): tough luck. k bye!

Many things in life are beyond our control— particularly the behavior of other people. Rather than stressing out over them, focus on the things you can control such as the way you choose to react to problems.