WAY TOO LONG

HEY ALL READERS (:

it's been so long, i think more than a year i updated my blog.

when i log in, i saw a few commented on some of my post. haha made me smile when i look who commented, obviously they are my best friends. thank you wen long and xue ting if you guys reading this. haha. it could be one of the handsomes also. thank goodness i have a few best friends around me.

and i too was posted in a great ward in Ng Teng Fong where i met great colleagues.
wells, it has been 3 years isn't it i had been a staff nurse?

still have no intention to further studies though. haha. guess I'm not ready yet. it's not easy as it seems to study and work at the same time ya know?

okay so yesterday i went trekking, it was for freaking 3 hours and i survived. totally should do this more often, hey i have life okay beside work eat sleep tv shows all day everyday. haha. and yap i feel like in a tourist yesterday hahaha that bad.

so everyday after work when i come back home i'll see these 2. haha. my nieces. little durian and little pineapple. something that i should cherish everyday.

so it has also been 3 years since i dated anyone. but for now i have no plans as of yet. i guess it is still hard to open up. and my self esteem need to improve also.

nevertheless, I've gotten myself a new Macbook air and i think I'm gonna blog more often now. (:

stay tune!

Independent

Finally I've got my dozen donuts. Hehe of course I shared it with my family lah . 

Just want to talk about my late papa. Everytime whenever I have evil thoughts, I will think of him. Gosh, what happen to me while I was with indra? I definitely turned into someone I'm not. I'm no longer kind, no longer feel sense of any empathy towards people. 

It's been almost a year now, and I must say, it was a hard journey to move on without him, I can't replace him with anyone in the world, no one. But I'm glad I did. I did move on. And I must say, I became stronger in person.

I'm back to being the real me before I met him. Back to me being kind (chey) haha, as in back to real me. I never once forget how awesome late papa was. And I'm still learning to be like him.

It's not easy to be a good person, it takes a lot, a hell lots of courage. 

In shaa Allah. 

And it has been almost a year, I am a staff nurse. Taking up degree real soon (: wish me luck readers! 

My very first LongChamp

 Cause my mum told me to start pampering myself from now on. Hehe okay 5 more days to payday! And Kate Spade wallet Ted Baker bag coming! 

Kakak's wedding ceremony

I want to firstly thank all my friends for being there for my sister's wedding ceremony. Especially this 2 and wen long for taking care of the photobooth so well. 

Nervous mama was very nervous.

Love family. 

Hehe of course me and my selfie. 

Yay! To the Jawa concept!

Of course my handsomes will come for sure! 

Got my own flower bracelet . So lovely 

My little photographer. My 10 years friendship.

This was awesome I tell you. 

The talented photographer and friendly one. 

Our second photographer. Vegan guy.

Abg yan's groommen. Able to get thru gate crash of mine very well. 

Selfie pic with the couple. 

While family and the in-laws. 

Mama and her bodyguards. 

Precious . 

Yay! My family. 

Of course another shot. 

Being there for me right from day 1. My awesome fren and family friend as well. Thank you for all the help. 

Cutie pie cleaning the fan 

Lethargic people. Of course my house very nice to lepak. 

Love it whenever I see them together. 

Never seen my mum laugh so much like that. Hehe how can I not. 

Birthday gift for nunu. 

A photo shot by Satria. Our photographer. 

Alhamdullilah the sanding went smoothly yesterday. Sang "count on me" and a malay song just for my sister. Hehe. It was so awesome Pls. 

Great day yesterday. You know who are your real friends are at this times of needs. Haha. Yay!

Kakak's solemnization.

Alhamdullilah aminnnnnnnnnnn!! Kakak's solemnization done! Tomorrow is officially the sanding! Yay! We are the green family!

Sissy bridal room.

Why so pretty? ITS JUST TOMORROW. 

Errands for kakak's day

Glad that you have someone who can drive you around and do your sister's errands. Hahaha. 

Okay halfway there. Few more stuff to settle. 2 more days to kakak's big day.