No, im not rich. Im just lucky.

HEY THERE EVERYBODY CHECK OUT MY NEW PHONE! 

Alhamdullilah i got myself a new Galaxy Note. I bought it for a freaking 778 bucks. HAHA. but yeah i guesss it was worth it as i lost my prev one.  I deserve it anyway. Le sigh.
So, yeah now it's like ONE MONTH HOLIDAY AND I HAVE MANY PLANS.
one of it, is to literally LOSE WEIGHT.

I guess the idea of losing weight is not about just saying, and find ways n means to know how to lose weight, i guess it's all in the mind. If i go for it, and really go for it with determination, that 30-days plan i can succeed it. My plan is to lose weight now, and once i reached my goal which to weigh 48kg (currently im 68). then i continue on to my healthy lifestyle. I know that some of you might like go "mira not again la" but this time round im really willing to. for my body, and my health sake. i have to do this.

I track back what causes me to gain more n more each day:
1. Junk foods.
2. Sweet drinks.
3. Sedentary Lifestyle
4. Fast food.
5. LARGE PORTION OF MEALS EACH MEAL.

yeah, these are all the cause of my gaining weight now. Right now, all i got to is to cut down those 5 things above and start going jogging. i have to.

i shall get my bestfren to accompany me every Sunday to the gym to check out my weight,

wat im aiming for this month is to get back on tracks. really. and be as active as i can. i need to lose those fats, not to just look good. but to be healthy. realise i been eating too much cholestrol stuff.

scared. im scared of diabetes, hypertension, hyperlipidaemia and all sorts of diseases cause by obesity.

GONNA BE BACK ON TRACK. DETERMINATION AND MOTIVATION LEVEL UP!

IMH attachment happening!

HELLO EVERYBODY! 

Currently im having attachment for 3 weeks (: I just love this attachment! Yes, im attached to IMH for 2 weeks and then polyclinics for a week. 

IMH is not what you guys think, it's a fun, lovely place to work in. Really. The patients are just incredibly cute. I love each and every of them and they deserve our sympathy. 

So one thing i love about this attachment, is i get to work with them. ((:

This is us, we're from Ward 32B student nurses 2012. (:

 And when we're in night shift, we make sure we stick together, and back home together.

Memories not to be forgotten. (': 

Yup, ive enjoyed this posting alot, and this coming week is the 2nd week and last week to work in IMH. (': I will not forget the memories there and my love for every each of the patients. Patients who taught me how valuable family is, and how much family plays a big part in our life. Mental patients are not mentally unsound, they just need our help to be there for them. My heart goes out to the people working there, and of course to my goodfriend, Kelvin, who will be bonded there for 6 years, may he enjoy every single day with them. I will be back to IMH after ive finished my bond. i know ive got to try out to be a psychiatric nurse, if i can.

Well, yeah, for now im having my attachment. 2 more weeks and its holiday for a month. (: 

Thank you for reading people!  

Jalan Raya 2012!

Our first very stop, at Toa Payoh. Rumah Wani. (: Yes im very fat now.
I love her kuihs, her family was very welcoming and she cooked delicious mee hoon grg (: akak wani so pandai. hehe yap i wore black, and the other 2 wore black too. :)






I believe they are the reasons i survived this poly. (with family and bf and Allah swt too of course) But im blessed to meet them and we can click and they are called my cliques now (:

 This was my house((: nice right the background? My mum painstakingly put them up. I love her. What can we do without her?

 At Yat's house. It was awesome! He gave us PIZZAS to eat. hahahah his new house is at Teban stilll and it looks really good. gonna go back there again. HAHA

This is from Ain's house and all the foods are MY FAVOURITESSSS!! 

Her mum really cook alot for us and it was sweet. :)

This is Ira's house. (: Her mum is cute and we ate Nasi Lemak there!!

Finally, Yanti's house was our last destination. and during that time, it was like 1045pm. HAHA we just drank and eat kuihs and chaozzz! 

And thats how we end our day. Whole day after our exam paper last Friday. 24/09/2012. 

And then here are sneak peek of Raya with family on 25/09/2012 (:

Family.

My Siblings. (:

Yup, we went 5 houses on that day. (: First, nenek amk, den nenek hougang, den atok jurong, boyfriend's house with his whole family inside ((: It was a great introduction. (: heheh and this sat his whole family coming my house! (weeee!!!)

TADA! MY COLLECTION AND THERE ARE MORE! (weeheeeeee!!!)

Sad Raya

This year Raya i don expect to be like this. Everything just goes wrong from the start. And i really hate it. Thanks to that woman living in my house right now. Simply ruin everything, my mood, my day. EVERYTHING. it happened since yesterday's night, when she suddenly behaving like a QUEEN. thanks to her, I DID NOT EVEN GO TO PAPA'S GRAVE. thanks man, seriously THANKS. today is RAYA and it's so not my day. I feel like there is alot of setan coming back to me, to my whole body. UGH.

Astargfirullah. (x10)

Trying my best to cool down. She'll never change her attitude and forever think that others have a worse personality than her, and others are more stupid than her. it's fcuking irritating to have this kind of person. But still she's my family. I have to forgive her, it's just today is not fun at all. NOT FUN AT ALL.

Worse Raya ever.

Raya 2012

HELLO WORLD! 

It's been sooooooooooooooooooooooooo LONG since ive updated my blog. (: haha was browsing thru tho especially the past photos that really made my day. im pretty sure my time worth to post stuff like this in the blog is worth as all the memories stays with me, each and every special memories. (: 

So, for this year Raya 2012, my family and I make OUR VERY OWN KUIH and not buy from bazaar or wat. hehe (: and it was SOOOO GOOD. YUMMY. 

i prayed terawih for almost 20 days. :) alhamdullilah. insyaallah if i can celebrate another Ramadhan, i will do the same and more and make it as perfect as possible. (:

So, this year marks 15 years celebrating without arwah papa, and 2 years without arwah atok. Al-fateha. Insyaallah mereka berada di tempat-tempat orang yang beriman. Amin. Tomorrow morning insyaallah, will visit arwah papa grave first thing first before we celebrate hari mulia ini. (:

For the first day, i will be enjoying kuih, and will be sambut people who come visit our house, but we will not keluar. We will only keluar AFTER MY EXAMS. ugh. EXAM WHYS OF WHYSSSSSSS MUST U EVEN EXIST?

 yup, this is me and my lil bro doing our job. (: so today we had kemas our house! YAYYYYY BIG BIG HURRAAAYYYYY!  (pardon my fat face there, i agree that ive really grown very very fat now)

maybe cause im really happy with life now as im really blessed with family, close friends, siblings, and boyfriend. :)

Insyaallah, i WILL TRY TO LOSE WEIGHT, HAHAHHAAHAA

Adios, :)

Alone

I know im not alone, i have many friends, i have boyfriend, i have family, i have Allah s.w.t.
But idk why, i feel empty inside. Why am i not happy?
I find myself so complicated, so dumb. I realised i been increasing weight way way too much. yet, i don do anything about it. I just don know. Somebody pls slap my face.
I just miss my childhood, when i worry nothing.

I feel so stress in school, i really feel like i cannot cope, but i have to keep moving on. i already failed my journey in JC and disappoint my family. I have to make it this time. To earn Diploma Of Merit at least. I have to. I wish to be  good nurse, and be able to teach future student nurses. At least i have an aim. And to find someone who can tolerate me, and adjust to my job style..
I want izzi to be my last, at least thats wat i hope for. And i really wan to lose weight.
But how?
Well, im gonna run and run.For at least everyday now. Im tired of people calling me names, and making fun of me. i have to be determined this time. Sigh.

I know i have the bestest things in the world, i just couldn find the reason of my unhappiness inside me. I really don know.
Maybe its cause im pms but sometimes i don feel tat way.. i don know..

i wonder who will even read this blog of mine, its like so dead. HAHA

H for Happy

HELLO LOVE! 

Sneak peek from Penny's house to bake walnut banana cake and egg mayo sandwiches! 

yes, and more food to come. this BBQ has ALOT ALOT OF FOOOOD.

 Yummmmmyyeeehhh jelly! 

 My beloved classmates, NR1105. Hearts them all to bits and pieces. 

Hello world! It's been long since ive updated my blog. So yesterday NR1105 had another exciting BBQ outing! hehe you guys see some of the photos ive uploaded here right? i knoe some of u may be thinking, "omg is tat mira/azmira? so fat now!" haha thanks eh. its cause im happily attached to someone who never fails to feed me and im a happy girl! but okay, i promised myself start from 30April onwards, i shall start my diet!

ok chaos! Assalamualaikum.I need to study! Year 2 is not easy!