hari raye men!!

hey guys!! azmira back! jus finish helpin my mum cook..hmm..been long since ive updated. well, my memor isn dat good so i jus talk abt, last fri (12oct), sat (yest) and of course today! wee hoo..

the story of my life goes like this..

Once upon a time..chey! haa..well, on last friday, it was my chem n emath paper2 paper..damn..chem was tough..i don noe whether i could pass..haix..this is wat u get if u don study e first few chapters of the textbk..emath was ok..i find it average la..

after dat, went to my auntie house at 811 blk..jus right infront of my sch..well wit my uniform on..i went there cuz i was asked to take cake frm them..hee..hu noes,i spent there the whole day wit my uniform playin wit my cousin n takin a nap..wit my uniform on! haa..i even break fast wit them, wit my uniform on! haa..well, play ''bunga api'' wit them den at 8pm ciao went home.

my mum was worried sick but i did call her afternoon dat i spent time at my cousin house. my mum even sms xueting, askin where am i..haa..so cute..

yest was Hari Raya! i woke up early like 8 to well, decorate the house, clean n make nice nice swee swee..haa..

wear the eye thingy so weird! i look so emo..ee yer..mum act cool. i act cute! wah haa!
my family! haa!

hmm., well im lazy to update more..wanna see more, den go see frenster..haa..tired ah..i din study fer dat day oso..haa..hu cares..A math and bio paper on tues! wahhaa! how crap can it get? haa..watever..it not Olevel yet like wat nestor said..heehee..

stayed at home entertainin guest fer the whole time, but i did get to slp when guest come..huahaa!..

as fer today, my sis dressed up to go out wit her bf..well she dress so nice yet go out takin bus! wat the hell..i really wish she find a rich guy..if she cannot, i can..i must find a rich one..like wat my mum sae, during her time, rich tak main..meanin gals those days, don go for rich guy, they go for erm..responsibility, love..but now, all go for money.

yeah..money is a scary thing but a nice n will give us a beautiful life...haa..watever..all i noe is right now, i wanna study as high as i can to get as big job to earn more money..yeah...well, my job shall be helpin..like workin in hospital or psycology thing..cuz i wanna help. basically, im in this world to do one job. it called, help. im willin to do voulunteer job n help needy ppl..dis is wat my grandpa taught me..haa..i must be jus like him..helpin ppl without askin anythin in return..i will do it.

k guys, im not kind of gal hu hav no aim in life though i usually walk aimlessly, but i do hav sth in mind..i hav my plan. n i definitely workin towards my goal.

see ya! will update soon! meanwhile hav a look at my frenster! n do add me!

my mum cook damn alot! well, sambal goreng is the best!love it! ok..hmm..maeb..it takes 3 days to finish perhaps? wahhaa!

azz

muack.

phew..two more days, four more papers to go...haa..ok..im feelin better now..not really dat sick..i think its cuz of e weather..hmm..haa..anwae, oh well, abt exam thngy, im not gonna talk abt it..too risky..

haa..many coincidence thing happen to me dis year..haa..ok..look.

rui lian got the same pencil as me n same birthday
khairil(a sec 2boy) got the same bag as me..exactly some mre.

talkin abt dis khairil guy, he has the same bag as me..so we got the same taste..n dat cool..haa..wth..i din noe he existed till dis year, though he's my junior..haa...wth...hmm, a captain of rugby, impressive..my im more, im the most headache cca chairman of choir..haa..cool.

alot of ppl keep buggin me n teasing me abt havin the same bag as him. tell me, wat the big deal?

right now, i only love my family n frens..

talkin abt frens, i miss my pri sch frens...well, one more day to Hari Raya..n dat so fast..wah haa..i alrdy booked one day to spend my whole day time wit DAPHNI!

she gave me her word. haa..

k guys. go back study fer chem.

see ya.
muack.

''atuk, mira akan belajar sungguh -sungguh untuk atuk.. mira akan selalu doa kepadamu..mira akan jage mama dan aliff..mira takkan lupa segalanya yg atuk bilang..''

as the day nearing to Hari Raya, i missin my grandpa more n more...sometym, i wish dis year i could ask for his forgiveness...thinkin of him really makes me sad..nowadays im feelin damn mooody..haix..

it true. u only realise how important the person is to you when they passed away..

cherish the ones near u..

as for me, i cherishin my family..

if i achieve n become successful in life, i noe i made a lot of ppl proud of me.

my grandpa, grandma, godma, godpa, mama n my siblings..

i work hard, study hard not for me, but for them.. i still rmbr the blessin dat my grandpa gave me last year hari raya, which is to be successful in life n take care of my family..

i won let him down...never...

dat y whenever i failed, i feel i let them down..not me..

i must be successful in life. i must make them proud.

k guys..off now..

see ya.
muack.

okay, malay paper was ok..haix..im jus feelin not good nowadays...flu n fever n sore throat all dat stuff..i hate it..it usually come durin exam time..hated it..but ala..fastin help me to prevent further sickness n im thankful for dat.. haa..alhamdullilah..

tomo emath paper1 n geog paper..haa..sianx..

not in the moood to blog..

see ya guys..

i slept till 12pm men..too tired..haa..luckily tomo paper is english paper 2 n malay paper 2..if not, i die cuz i din study today..too tired..i felt pain in my throat..gosh, guess im gonna be sick..ah..betta don expect too much..

hari raya comin n im seriously felt no mood fer it..i felt sth missing n my mum solve for me the missing part in my heart..it my beloved grandpa..he gone..i felt terrible..the most terible thing is he died at KL..i din even get to see him for one last time..n to go to his grave is like so far...i miss him so much..haix..

well, yest i went to geylang..haa..very fun dok! waitin fer my mum to come back home..den at 330pm she reached..i quickly bath n my mum dressed me up..haa..yeah dress me up..tell u wat, i don noe how to dress up..seriously..in fact i don noe how to use make up even! haa..my mum put on make up n dress me up till i feel sick but oh well, jus to make her happy.

the MRT ride was so damn long..Paya lebar..it like 15 station..damn..haa..i felt so restless men..

the weather is hot but not dat bad la..haa..went to first lady shop to see wat clothes i like..but too bad, im no clothes-freak. i don really like to go shoppin-clothes..totally not interested..haa..but if food..haa..yeah! i was like lookin forward to break fast..my mum was like, ''k la, after break fast, den find clothes for u la..r u sure nth catch your eye?'' yeah..seriously..nth..when empty stomach. haa..

i like the roadside food..my mum was like very angry cuz almost there's no place fer us to eat a sumptous meal..haa..but me n my lil bro said,''no nid la..eat while walkin betta..''haa..my mum behave so kiddly..she kept searchin fer a place..

after i received 250 frm my sch..i spent it like as if it is 1million..i ''belanja'' my family food n pay as much as i can so dat my mum won hav to take out her money..haa..she like,''ah mi(dat wat my family called me), don nid pay la, dat money is for ur sch..''
but still, i spent fer them.haa.

saw my schoolmates n 2 of my pri sch frens..haa..

wow, i like the crowd! haa..my bro was behind me den i like say, ''the person behind me pls don push'' haa..den got one boy beside me says,''sorry'', i replied,'no no, not u..'' den we two smile..somehow, i find him familiar but i cant figure out hu is he..

i got a grey baju kurung..damn nice..haa..it frm the roadside one..nice leh...haa.

i generously bought snacks frm dis small boys..''4 for 10 dollar''...my mum had no small chg so therefore, i bought frm him..my mum gave him 2dollar n he was like so thankful..so poor thing the boy. haix..

gg geylang, my money can really go wild..i kept on donating n buyin..till my wallet had nth..

i dare not tell my mum cuz i don wan her giv me money..i felt bad..i don wan to impose her..

den went home take taxi..too tired to take MRT.

k guys..see ya

muack.

k guys, later ill be off to geylang..now waitin fer my mum to come back frm work..haa..then, me , my mum n my lil bro will have a time of our life at geylang..yeah! haa.. hope will get to meet my sis wit her bf..haa..

hmm, i decided not to go jurong point and see Revalina...cux..i alrdy hav their autograph n it personally somemore..wat more can i ask? furthermore, im not de type of gal hu go all out fer their idol. ..im oso shy to see them..haa..k fine..

haa..the best decision i've made fer my life is to forget dexter..yup..im happy right now..haa! de thing is, i guess i will not fall in love again! haa..too young to say! im only 15 n proud of dat..i must treasure my life. furthermore, dexter is not my kind of guy..he got the look but he don hav the behaviour.. he so crude n he suitable fer dat type of erm...bitchy gals..yeah..no offence..cuz i don noe how to describe..hee.

haa..guys! im back! azmira back..she will no longer be the lazy, dreamy n emo kind of gal..haa..

k then, see ya..

thank you fer reading.
muack!